{Life is an act of drawing without an eraser}

Friday, September 04, 2009

{::: Break me, Shake me :::}

Hi everybody, its been months since my last post. Miss me? For those who may concern, I am currently pursuing mine Degree of Accounting & Finance over at SIM as a Part Time basis while still hunting for job (two months already still jobless - POOR) Well, I won't deny that being a student still the best just that money will be a major issue =\ Pretty fast Term I ending in another week with Principal of Accounts and will be starting off with Term II on Introduction on Banking & Finance, Introduction on Statistic I and Introduction on Economic. I have not been doing my revision consistently yet -_-''' LAZY is the only word could discrible =X must really jiayou o !!! Forget to mention that Cheryl the Bakamon is in the same course as me so at least there is someone to suffer with me during mugging >_<

Next, will be introduction of a new online game which I will be entering and its pretty well known in the Digital World right now - Aion Online™ (http://na.aiononline.com/en/)

For those who are interested can pop by my Discussion Group "AionSEA" in Facebook too.

Enjoy the following photo.

Elyos

Asmodian

Lets update on some movie - I finally get to watch Harry Potter & The Half Blood Prince online =X Well, its still as good as I wanted it to be. (Really don't understand why so many people are giving negative feedback) Here are the following movies which you guys should catch any sooner:

Lastly, quoted this from Christal as I think its pretty interesting.

They are all the same. Fishes in the sea. They could swim freely as they wanted to.
It depends on the owner, the one who caught the fish. Here goes our story with fishes. (:

Why do you try to catch a fish?

Because you are interested to hook a fish. It requires skills and luck! Just like Fish a Fish in Facebook which I was quite addicted to play weeks ago.

What happened when you have hooked up a fish? Do you let it go or leave it hanging there?

If you are not interested in the fish that you caught, please let it go and pay no attention to it anymore. If you are interested, just it hooked up and make sure you make full use of it! As for those who will leave it hanging there, please, give other a chance to catch that fish.

How would the fish you caught feels if you leave it hanging there?

Initially, the fish has got lots of freedom, enjoys swimming here and there. Just because of your "stinky" worms, you caught the fish. But now! The fish has got no owner, but was hang there. What's the point? Just leave it and gave it to the next owner!

How would the fish you caught feels if you caught it up?

Argh! Of course the fish will feel appreciated that a right owner was found!

How would the fish you caught feels if you let it go?

Now, with your skills and luck, the fish got hooked up but you let it go. The fish will feel appreciated too because you gave others a chance since that fish was not your type!

Moral of the story: "Make the right choice, don't waste your time catching the wrong fish".

-sign off-
*current state: Ask, believe & receive*

3:38 PM;

Saturday, July 04, 2009

{::: 双鱼座的终极完美分析 :::}

看过很多关于双鱼的各种传说，分析，解释。似乎无一例外的把双鱼当作了一个女人的星座，动不动就是流眼泪，唉声叹气。可惜可叹，如果双鱼真的只是这样的一个星座，那么可以说没有一个人愿意去做双鱼，而历史上也不会有什么著名的双鱼人物了。

========== 　　最本质的部分：思考　==========

双鱼座的最本质特点是什么？善良？懦弱？温柔？不是，我告诉你，是思考（在很多情况下，是过多的思考）。　　是的，双鱼座的一切特性，都来自于他过多的思考，或许世上没有第二个星座比双鱼座更能洞察别人的心理，更能分析事情的本质。　　你可以称之为敏感，但是一旦这种敏感能够正确的使用，那么没有人能比双鱼座更快的学会人情事故，在这一方面，有一个双鱼座的伟人做的尤其出色，他的名字是周恩来。因为思考的太多，所以双鱼座的人就算不是真正善良的，也至少是表面善良的。对于双鱼来说，善良与其说是本质，不如说是双鱼喜欢的一种生活方式，以善良的方式活着，是轻松而又受人尊敬的，一般的双鱼座很早就能洞察到这一点。再谈谈温柔，这一点，不管是哪篇文章，都不会忘了提双鱼座的温柔。是的，双鱼的确是温柔的。因为双鱼总能敏感的体会到对方的细微变化，时刻了解到对方心意的转变，表现在行动上，就是能尽快的知道，什么时候应该为女孩披上自己的外衣，什么时候应该停下手里的活，转过身去和女友好好的说话。

========== 　　与众不同的部分：信仰　==========

双鱼的信仰就是没有信仰！在双鱼的世界里面，没有绝对的对和错，如果发生了一件事，他第一件做的事情是去理解这件事，去分析这件事，而不是去判断这件事是对的还是错的。下面引用一段话说明双鱼的这个特点： '鱼座男人没有偏见，没有亲自穿著鹿皮走几哩路，他不会评断印地安人；没有试试赤脚走路，他也不会评断裸体主义者。甚至这些做了，他还是会满心谅解而不会过于批评。他很少冷酷的指控，倒是每每温暖的忍耐，他甚至会试试了解他的岳母，天底下有几个男人能这样？海王子拥有罕见的同情精神，他的朋友向他吐露秘密而从不担忧会把他吓著，要吓到鱼起码需要两吨以上的炸弹。如果你和我以及你的鱼儿三人同坐一室，一个男人走进来告诉我们他有些担忧，因为他重婚，在四个州各有一个老婆，你可能眼睛瞪得大大瞧他，冒著火，心想监狱是最适合他的地方，我可能鄙夷的说他是个卑鄙的流氓，但你的鱼儿很可能问：'那四州？你爱不爱她们其中任何一个？'鱼很好奇，但防震。对他来说，这个家伙需要一缸子同情以及好得要命的律师。'有一位伟人利用了这点特性，结果成就了科学史上的神话，他就是爱因斯坦。

========== 　　双鱼的致命缺点：懦弱　==========

现实中的双鱼座确实给人太多的失望，懦弱，多疑，自卑，优柔寡断，没有主见.....一个双鱼座或许没有上面全部的特点，但至少会有一，二个。就算是伟大如周恩来，有时候难免有些优柔寡断和没有主见，当然，这种时候不多。造成双鱼座优柔寡断的原因很简单。因为同样一个选择，在一个射手看来，只需要考虑2样东西，但是在双鱼看来，却需要考虑10样东西，因为他想的实在是太多了。简单的说一句话，双鱼都会想到它会给周围的人带来多少种不同的影响，它会让人对自己有怎么样的看法，会不会造成误解。（虽然很多时候，双鱼会冲动的把一些话脱口而出）至于多疑，这点和自卑联系的比较紧密。虽然双鱼座能轻易的了解对方的意图，看透事情的真相，但是却往往不能坚持住自己的观点，这种不能坚持大多数是因为双鱼座自己不愿接受这个事实，也有很多时候是因为双鱼对自己不够自信。关于前一点，比较突出的一个例子是，双鱼座的女孩不到男孩子直截了当的告诉她，他不爱她了，女孩就总是还抱有一线希望，虽然女孩心里明白的很。懦弱呢？关于这点，和信仰联系在一起。你一定觉得很奇怪，懦弱和信仰又有什么关系呢？信仰是种很可怕的力量，他可以让一个人做出平时不敢做的事情，拥有不该拥有的勇气，牺牲不该牺牲的东西。而双鱼恰恰是没有一丁点信仰的，就算有，也不过是为了给生活加一点调味剂，或是给自己找一个避难所。对于双鱼来说，自己能过舒适，安稳的日子，比什么都重要。富贵如浮云，最想的开这点的就是双鱼座了。至于爱国什么的，酒饱饭足的双鱼可以慷慨激昂，也会不惜重金施于，但是只是建立在自己有好日子过的前提下。接下来，可以解释下双鱼的懦弱了。只要能让自己和爱人平平安安，有什么不可以忍受的呢？什么尊严，什么气节，见鬼去吧。所以只要不把双鱼逼到绝境，你尽可以嘲弄双鱼的懦弱。每条鱼的忍受范围都不同，但一般都比正常人多那么一点点。但是如果你不小心让一条鱼觉得无路可走了，那么你真的要小心了。鱼可以践踏人间一切法律，无视所有道理，更不会考虑自己的尊严和人格。你务必要相信这一点，虽然这种时候很少，但那只不过是因为上帝不想让人们经常看到地狱的惨状。

========== 　　双鱼的最大优点：感情 ==========

与其说双鱼是个为爱情而活的星座，不如说双鱼是个为感情而活的星座。对于双鱼来说，世界上最重要的东西是感情，一条精神上满足的鱼，可以没有其他东西，就已经是最幸福的人（当然，绝大多数情况下，没有其他东西，很难精神上满足）。任何感情对于双鱼来说都是重要的，爱情很重要，但不见得会比亲情更重要，在双鱼的眼中。对于鱼来说，感情是单纯的，是单独的。鱼可以原谅对方的一切，只要那个人是真心对他好的。你可以十恶不赦，可以吃喝嫖赌，可以之前是人尽可夫的妓女，可以是个卑鄙无耻的骗子，都可以原谅，只要鱼能确定你是真心的喜欢他，对他好。但是请注意一点，大部分的鱼都比你聪明，不要以为你的小伎俩可以骗到鱼，你是不是真心喜欢他，他比谁都清楚。对于一个男孩子来说，双鱼女孩能给你对于一个女孩子想要的一切，温柔，爱你不顾一切，可爱（很多时候是装的，鱼大多数是很聪明的），体贴..... 对于一个女孩子来说，双鱼男孩....嗯..... 看你的运气了，如果你遇到的鱼是个没有志气，不想做事，玩玩乐乐的鱼，而且他已经25岁左右了，那么好心的提醒你，还是尽早离开他吧。除非你是个富婆，或者你只是找个情人（没有人比双鱼更适合做情人了：安全快乐而无副作用）。否则，你会经历世间最凄凉的婚姻和生活，阿门................ 那么如果你遇到的鱼是有事业心，能上进，肯做事的鱼，或者干脆就是事业有成的鱼，那么真的是恭喜你，你是千万少女中最幸运的一个，再挑剔的女人也无法对一个有上进心有事业的鱼有更多的要求了。你可以得到世界上一切的温柔和快乐，包括用钱买的到的和用钱买不到的，鱼很乐意把他的一切奉献给他爱的人，看到他爱的人开心，他会更开心。大部分的鱼的'一切'仅仅只有感情，而没有物质，但是我们现在讨论的是最优秀的那种鱼，那种能随时把名望和财富送给你的鱼，现在你知道你有多幸运了吧。

========= 　　提到感情不得不提的：公平　　=========

很奇怪吗？公平对于双鱼来说，是个很重要的单词。双鱼没有普遍意义上的价值观，是非观，你不能用这件事这样做是对的，那样做是错的来说服一个双鱼座。永远记住，鱼的世界里很少有对错。那么鱼又是怎么来处理他和别人（尤其是爱人的关系）呢？就是公平。如果鱼曾经有过十几，二十个女朋友，那么他就不会在意你以前有过多少个男朋友，如果鱼一个不小心跑出去玩了一夜情，那么你一夜情的时候，他也会选择无所谓好吧，就算你的鱼纯情的一塌糊涂，你是他（她）的第一次，他也可以原谅你的曾经花心，一时花心，可能会的花心，只要你能用足够的关心和真心的喜欢弥补。鱼大致兑换了下你的关心（兑换比例只有天知道了，呵呵），如果觉得双方大致公平的（相对于他对于你的感情付出），那么他就无所谓，就会原谅你。所以和鱼相处是件很简单的事情，只要你能保证你给他的和他为你付出的差不多多，就可以了。至于伦理道德嘛...嗯，讲真的，鱼从来不是教条主义者。反过来，如果你让鱼觉得你对他的关心不够多，对他的爱不够多（不够多是指没有他给你的多），那么鱼会在痛苦之后，也相应的减少对你的关心和爱，不要怀疑，这方面，鱼比谁都表现的现实和斤斤计较。

========== 　　感情中的完美主义　　==========

鱼在意的东西很少，所以很不幸，鱼对于他在意的东西就是完美主义者的态度。对于鱼来说，完美的情人不是忠贞不二的情人，不是事业爱情兼顾的情人，也不是外形完美的情人。鱼要求的是'完美的爱'。你可以不经常说我爱你，但是你说的时候，一定要是真心实意。你可以很少陪他逛街，但是你陪的时候，一定要是真的开开心心。你也可以对他说很少的情话，但是你要保证，你对别人说的情话更少，而且你对他说的是真心的话。对于鱼来说，欺骗和做作是最不可原谅的。很多人以为简简单单的对鱼说几句我爱你，固定性的发些短信问候鱼，经常为鱼买些好东西就能让鱼觉得被爱了。真不幸，大部分鱼都聪明过了头，一般都能轻松辨别那些举动是真心的，那些不过是手段（如果你曾经用这些手段征服过双鱼女生，也别得意，只不过是双鱼女生比男生更难以拒绝别人而已）。所以，请诚实一点对待鱼，爱他多少就给他多少，他也会给你同样多。这至少比他生你的气好的多，不是吗？

========== 　　双鱼真的浪漫吗？　　==========

所有的星座解释都会说双鱼是浪漫的，但是所有和双鱼（特别是双鱼男生，一般浪漫都是指男生做的事情）接触过的人，都往往感觉不到双鱼的浪漫，到底是为什么呢？难道双鱼并不浪漫？我给你个肯定的答案，双鱼绝对浪漫，他脑子里面的浪漫点子不仅包含了所有好莱坞大片的经典场景，还有更多他自己的原创镜头，他时不时的都在幻想浪漫的场面，一个鱼可能在他18的时候就开始想他30岁结婚的布置。那么为什么现实中是两样呢？因为2点，自卑和善良。前一点很好理解，大部分的浪漫需要自信。很多时候，不是鱼不想浪漫，而是不好意思和没胆子那么做，你能理解是吧，呵呵。那么自信的鱼呢？为什么他也不浪漫？因为他没有遇到合适的人，因为他善良。双鱼的爱情大部分是有些被动的。鱼总是轻易的喜欢上一个女孩子（注意，我用的单词是喜欢），然后开始和这个女孩开始交往，然后十有八九，会发现这个女孩不是能给自己完美的爱的女孩（这是肯定的，遇到最合适自己的人哪有那么容易），鱼很现实的知道，他和这个女孩不可能有将来的，2个人能拥有只能是一段回忆。那么对鱼来说，绝大部分的情话都会说不出口，因为鱼自己知道这些话都是骗人的，很多浪漫的举动做不出来，因为鱼不敢让女孩陷的太深，怕分手的那一天女孩太伤心。很多人说处女，金牛的人想的多，其实鱼想的并不比他们少，只不过犹犹豫豫又舍不得的鱼，就算明了的知道和女孩没有将来，也不会点破，只会静静的维持，享受拥有的每一天。但是这样的情况下，鱼的善良就让鱼忍住了很多浪漫的情话和行动。我这么说是不是显的鱼很高尚？呵呵，没有什么真正高尚的人。鱼能如此的为女孩着想，是因为这么做能让鱼觉得自己很伟大，有一种悲剧式的美感，鱼愿意让自己沉浸在这种自我的意淫中。当然，这样至少比不顾别人的死活，只图自己开心要好的多是不是？所以还是应该为鱼们鼓鼓掌的。所以，如果有一天，你看到一条浪漫无比的鱼，不要怀疑，他已经认定你们有个美好的未来，他已经知道他不会给你太多的伤心了，那你还犹豫什么？上去拥抱你的幸福吧。

========= 　　结语：什么样是好的双鱼？　　=========

双鱼有很多缺点，但是大多数都可以原谅。除了2条，懒惰和犹豫。而双鱼要成为一条好鱼，所需要的东西很简单，事业。其实不用去提醒鱼们其他的事情了，他们自己都能想明白。只需能保证鱼能稳步进行他们的事业就可以了。一旦鱼用心去赚钱了，那么他肯定能赚到钱。但是这一点很难，真的很难，如果有一天，你看到一条生龙活虎的鱼，千万不要放过，好好的捆住他，很有可能，他会带给你所有的梦想.

10:57 PM;

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

{::: Wish List :::}

Yosh~ Miss me? =P

Been missing for quite sometime - its due to LAZINESS again !!! =X

First of all, lets introduce you guy mine new add-on IT-gadget - Microsoft Reclusa Keyboard powered by Razer

This awesome baby costs $110~129 at Sim Lim Square / Funan Centre but I got it at $57 (FIRST HAND) from The Challenger's Special Promotion.

These are the features:

Blue LedBlacklight - Ambient backlit keys allow gaming in low-or no-light conditions.
Razer Hypersponse™ Gaming Key Action - Reduces key latency for maximized response.
Two 360-Degree Jog-Dials - One on each side of the keyboard for quick access during gameplay.
Four Bumper Buttons - Programmable buttons that enable easy access to common keyboard commands.
Six Programmable Gaming Hot Keys - Create and store different macros and keystrokes for each game profile, gamers can combine several moves with the touch of one key.
On-The-Fly Profile Management - Users can create and store Key Mapping and Macros for each game profile; keyboard software also automatically assigns different game profiles for supported games.
Detachable Padded Wrist Rest - Ergonomically designed for exceptional comfort.
Gold-plated USB Ports - Provides additional peripherals plug-in access with maximum conductivity.

Next.. These items shall be placed on my Wish List for the Year 2009/2010.

Paragon
290 Orchard Road #13-01 / #13-06
RSVC: 6836-1000

Have you guys catch the hint? Yeah.. This is still consider the most "IN" stuff in town right now and I will be putting this as my year end project after getting my job and saving up. Will be attending a Seminar there this coming Friday (22/05/09) @ 7PM and for those who could not make it, they will be having another one on Saturday (23/05/09) @ 4PM.

Heard of the latest news ? Apple iPhone 4G is launching around June 2009 at USA and guessing that it might be reaching Singapore at around Winter 2009 or Summer 2010. I will be setting asides some saving for this awesome baby since I couldn't effort Apple iPhone 3G at this stage. Rumors on the designs are still on-going. Spec wise, I heard they are building at 8 Megapixel for its Camera and a much awesome Processor. More news will be coming out real soon.

Life still going on pretty fine for me at the moment. I am still busy hunting for a stable job while enjoying my last month of holiday before entering the Cooperate World while still being a Part Time Student =)

-sign off-
*Current Status: Tired*

10:07 PM;

Thursday, May 07, 2009

{::: 一個人也很好--跟自己戀愛 :::}

愛情, 確實會帶給人好心情、好氣色,
但是, 相對的, 也會帶來煩惱與憂愁.

其實一個人, 真的真的沒有什麼不好.
我常常覺得, "孤獨"有時候是一件很不錯的事呢!
獨處, 可以有更多時間可以思考, 把混亂的思緒整理清楚,
獨處, 可以有更多自由做喜歡的事, 不必考慮別人的想法.

談戀愛的時候, 因為要考慮另外一個人,總是患得患失,
往往失去自我、放下自尊, 甚至越來越不愛自己,
悲傷的愛情故事, 我已經聽得太多,
和自己談戀愛, 才可以多愛自己一點啊!

想像一個安靜空閒的午後...
一個人坐在窗邊, 泡一壺花茶,
什麼都不想, 什麼都不做,
看一本喜愛的書, 聽著輕柔的音樂 ,
這樣的自由與放鬆, 是一個人的享受,
絕對不是分享的快樂.

我也喜歡, 單身雙人床,
那是愛怎麼翻滾就怎麼翻滾的空間,
寬大、自由、自在、舒服,
是可以不必隱藏情緒的私密空間,
是可以完全表現真我的個人空間.

跟自己戀愛,
或許沒有被呵護的甜蜜, 卻不會有被傷害的風險,
至少不會有失戀的心碎, 和被背叛心痛,
不需要為別人流淚, 為別人憔悴.

我知道自己是貪心的,
一但愛上個人, 我會要的很多很多,
愛情如果不能完美, 我寧願不要.

算我膽小吧, 愛情的賭注太大,
如果沒有八分的把握, 我想我還是跟自己談戀愛就好,
然後, 靜靜等待真愛來臨的一天....

現在, 我只想多愛自己一些些, 可以嗎?

*Sorry for the non-frequent update of blog due to my laziness >_<

p.s> Finally going for my Dental FFI tomorrow and Medical FFI next week.
p.s.s> Lastly, I am standing at <12 working days before R.o.D !!!

-sign off-
*Current status: Headache & Tired*

12:26 AM;

Monday, April 20, 2009

{::: Gotta Go My Own Way :::}

I gotta say what's on my mind
Something about us
doesn't seem right these days

life keeps getting in the way
Whenever we try, somehow the plan
is always rearranged

It's so hard to say
But I've gotta do what's best for me
You'll be ok..

I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here, I hope you understand
We might find our place in this world someday
But at least for now, I gotta go my own way

Another color turns to grey
and it's just too hard to watch it all
slowly fade away

I'm leaving today 'cause I've
gotta do what's best for me
you'll be ok..

I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here, I hope you understand
We might find our place in this world someday
But at least for now, I gotta go my own way

-Sign off-
*Current statue: Random Mood*

10:16 PM;

Sunday, April 12, 2009

{::: Slow & Steady :::}

Oops.. Been awhile since my last update. Shall get started with yesterday then.

Headed down to Tung Lok Seafood which is located at East Coast Park for the Ala ca Buffet with family. The variety of the food dropped from 66 to 50 dishes and the standard somehow dropped too. We spent two hours dinning over at there. Food wise so-so but the ambiance is awesome (do not go if there are wedding) - lastly for those who interested with the price: $38+ for Adults & $28+ for Children under 12 above 3.

Some flashback to Thursday night, attended "The Underage Party" @ The Rupee Room with camp mates and guess what? Its a waste of time - bad management from The Rupee Room, even its consider a PRIVATE event BUT they still take 30mins+ on checking our identical card. That's not worst, we paid $17 for the entry with 2 SOFT DRINKS (god damn it expensive!!!) The young girls there are so defensive too (go clubbing but cant afford to play o.o?) and the drinks there are hell expensive. *ROAR* to conclude - its a night with NO DRINKS & NO GIRLS.

Here are some personal view base on last week incident:
I starts to realized that we should be judging others' personality rather then their maturity aka age when comes to an extend. These are the people who ruin events/outing most of the time and I am speaking from experience. They are the always the one who started it but pushing all the blaming to another. Regarding the incident, those who were present should know who is wrong and who is right. I totally hate this sort of retarded.

Currently still hunting for jobs while waiting to be called up for interview from CPF Board and MoHA (hopefully) yet on the other hand waiting for my enrollment to University of London too. Regardless of what, all the best to myself. Finally gotta be collecting my Netbook this week.

p.s> 近日來又不知不絕的想起 S.C

-sign off-
*current states: Normal*

9:07 PM;

Sunday, March 15, 2009

{::: Weekend :::}

Good morning people !!! Just came home from movie with Johnny and Kelvin. Stanley left us behind for date (which is something good =X)

"Dragonball Evolution"

Catch it if you're looking for a movie but not if you have a better choice. Not highly rated but still watchable if you're a Dragonball Fans but I suppose not many people heard of it.

"Qi Qi aka Jamie Chung*

*I love this babe in the whole movie - Sexy, cute, sweet, pretty =D~

"Slumdog Millionaire*

Caught it today online and its AWESOME, a MUST watch kinda movie. Quite touching too~ No wonders its a 7 Winning Award Movie. Haha..

"PUSH"

This is a so-so movie which I caught it with Liang Teh and Terence yesterday after been to IT Fair (which is packed with BABEs - especially those from M1)

Last but not least, I just brought a whole new 2.1 Speaker (Altec Lansing 4021) for my Desktop Computer. Lets take a alook at my new baby at home.

Just some short update for lately and time for me to sleep o. Night~

-sign off-
*Current State: Normal*

2:16 AM;