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My name's Harry Potter and I attended Hogwarts when I was young.
I love riding on brooms and going swish! in the midair. Life has always been a huge roller coaster ride for me and now I'm really getting tired of it. I just wanna put everything down and let go.
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Sunday, April 09, 2006

I dont know what actually happend... Im totally in confusion mode and troubled by anything yet everything regarding love. I dont know who to talk to or vent my stress on but only expressing all my feeling into words. More and more uncomfrontable feeling and thought occurs on my mind and my heart is getting hurt deeper over all the negative issues which directing onto me. Sometime I really restrict myself for being so childish to make assumption or keep thinking on the dark side of anything yet Im being 'forced' to do so. At time I really dont know what she wants or what she is thinking. Perhaps Im just an useless boyfriend in this whole damn world? Im already trying... trying hard to be a better man... Im feeling so insecure of so many things which occurs. Am I being sensative, paranoid, childish and old fashion? I simpily have no idea at all... I suppose any guys who is in my position will be in the same mood as me now and I really believe that guys do need attention as much as girls do. For the whole day, Im totally no mood to do anything, except for listening to all the love songs and sing along yet forcing myself to do some research on my current project. I know Im directly adding stress onto her but what can I do besides whinning and trying to find ways to resolve everything at once. I might be expecting too much from everything but Im really lost. At time I felt loved and that moment is indeed extreme sweetness which can spice up my entire day yet at time the coldness just strike me and bring me to 18th Hell which change my mood entirely. Haha... I similply wont deny that "Love Is Blind" yet love can indeed make one to extreme sad or happy. Weekend ending again. Another stressful week appoarching yet Im still under this mixture of troubled, confusion and moody condition. I suppose nothing could help except myself. Have a nice day ahead~

-sign off-
*Current Stats: Extreme Down*
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