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Tuesday, November 28, 2006
::: Love ::: Yawn.. So tired and having sore throat now.. Damn irriating.. Was rolling on bed till quite late while thinking of her and many things, tried to sleep but failed. Perhaps Im really get tired of loving someone or should I said being in love. Have experienced, seen and encountered so much.. I can sense that Im going back to old self pretty soon as in being 'Monk' who cant be bother with girls or love anymore but just me, myself and Sam. Perhaps Im just being tired of waiting for her since guys are always impatient kind and I still love her yet keen on being with her but not desperate for girls/relations so dont get me wrong. I do ask myself, why bother to be in a relation or why choose her since I might not be able to provide her the comfort which she seeks in the future (those who know about my story should know why). Competitiors are far outstanding compare to me too~ Haha.. I can encourage my friends and giving them advices confidently yet I cant do that myself.. Sounds so pathatic~ Everything seen so unsettle right now between me and her. I do enjoy where we are standing now, no committment for both parties. As for her, she can still slowly choose amoung the suiters and as for me - Im still enjoying myself for being a Bachalor while spending most of my time with friends and family. Everybody know its complicated and confusing for mine case but what can I do besides waiting or giving up whereby I already expressed my feeling for her till the peak. Buddies said I will be very xinku but I told them its fine since I still experience sweetness at time and I do not wish to ruin the atmosphere with my harse appoarch or worst case, it might just ended up forcing her to make a decision. I might be impatient but I DO NOT like to force the girl I love. Been pending of to keep my long hair till enlist or to just cut all my hair till short. No idea yet but will be having an answer for it by this week. Going over to Zouk this Friday with friends to chill before going over to Chalet. This week will ends pretty fast with fun and intensive revision period will starts next week. All the best to those who will be taking Common Tests soon~ Cheerio~ -Sign off- *Current Status: Coughing Badly* 8:02 PM
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