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Tuesday, April 11, 2006
*~Sweet Day~* Hello everyday ~ Just came home from supper with parent so came online to blog before taking an early rest since tomorrow have school stilll and Im feeling extreme tired. Skipped school today as I went out with Dear to Kbox for Klunch and spent a few hours there singing. First time time going over there to sing and just 2 of us. Was kind of fun and the food there are consider average although Dear complained that she ordered the wrong dish. So ended up I gave her most of my food. Haha... Sang a lot of love and duet songs today for and with her. Dont know weather she feel touched or my voice can actually melt her heart ? =x FINALLY... She agreed to take photo together !!! Haha... xD Anyway, today is an enjoyable day for us. Hope she do enjoy herself too. After the KTV session, company her over to OCBC Bank to get her cheque in and went over to ICONS which I didnt even know there is such building >_<>_< So I suppose I know what to do next =x After a hour or so shopping there, send her back to work place and I went home and tomorrow gotta attend school again. Feeling so sleepy now but hope I will have fun tomorrow as Im going back to Kbox AGAIN to celebrate Vicki's Birthday. Anyway, wish her happy birthday~ Sayonara~ P.s> Font color changed due to Dear said she is having a hard time viewing my Blog and sooner or later she gotta turn blind for reading if I continues using -sign off- *Current Stats: Happy* 11:00 PM
Sunday, April 09, 2006
Sam Is In Confusion !!! I dont know what actually happend... Im totally in confusion mode and troubled by anything yet everything regarding love. I dont know who to talk to or vent my stress on but only expressing all my feeling into words. More and more uncomfrontable feeling and thought occurs on my mind and my heart is getting hurt deeper over all the negative issues which directing onto me. Sometime I really restrict myself for being so childish to make assumption or keep thinking on the dark side of anything yet Im being 'forced' to do so. At time I really dont know what she wants or what she is thinking. Perhaps Im just an useless boyfriend in this whole damn world? Im already trying... trying hard to be a better man... Im feeling so insecure of so many things which occurs. Am I being sensative, paranoid, childish and old fashion? I simpily have no idea at all... I suppose any guys who is in my position will be in the same mood as me now and I really believe that guys do need attention as much as girls do. For the whole day, Im totally no mood to do anything, except for listening to all the love songs and sing along yet forcing myself to do some research on my current project. I know Im directly adding stress onto her but what can I do besides whinning and trying to find ways to resolve everything at once. I might be expecting too much from everything but Im really lost. At time I felt loved and that moment is indeed extreme sweetness which can spice up my entire day yet at time the coldness just strike me and bring me to 18th Hell which change my mood entirely. Haha... I similply wont deny that "Love Is Blind" yet love can indeed make one to extreme sad or happy. Weekend ending again. Another stressful week appoarching yet Im still under this mixture of troubled, confusion and moody condition. I suppose nothing could help except myself. Have a nice day ahead~ -sign off- *Current Stats: Extreme Down* 9:57 PM
Brothers' Day Hi eveybody... Im back to blog again due to happy mood ? Haha... Just came back from gathering with S.O.G aka Same Old Gays. Haha... Heard one of them getting ROM soon. Congrat Richard then~ Anyway, it was quite a fun day as I didnt join them for a very long time. Met them around evening since Family going over to IMM which I dont feel like going and Dear is busy rushing her presentation for upcoming Monday so she cant join me to go out with my Brothers. Took a long nap before meeting my Bros due to early wake up to pay visit my ancestor at Lim Chu Kang. On the way sending my Aunt home, I saw my dear at bus stop and on the bus. Haha... so fate/conincident right ? :P Anyway, got a small misunderstanding yesterday again but managed to talk thing out together peacefully. Im really happy to have such a understanding girlfriend as she wont really make a big fuse when im jealous or what-so-ever related. Bros and I had our dinner at the Old Turf Club after Wallac brought his Guitar. Took various photo together and uploaded onto my Friendster since they were complaning about me not uploading it onto mine Friendster =.= After sending Choo Ann home, Kelvin and I was chit chatting and I start to whin or vent all my anger out to let him listen yet all the problems I am facing and encountered. Nothing special after all. Basically, 6th week is appoarching and I gotta rush my project off so that I could have something to show off infront of my Accesor. Lastly, my relation also appoarching 2 months and I hope that Im performing well and up to your expectation of being your Mr. Right. Thanks Cong for keeping me asking me out most of the time and listen yet advise me on my relation stuff. Recently, I just realise that Buddies/Brothers will always be by my side whenever Im in deep shit so dear friends out there. Make wise decision while selecting friends :) P.s> To my precious Dear - All the best on your upcoming FYP's Presentation and may you score good grade from it. Lastly, I really thanks you for being so understanding all the time even Im childish at time for making wild assumption or being oversensative yet jealous. Loving you always~ -sign off- *Current Stats: Normal* 12:27 AM
Saturday, April 01, 2006
Saturaday Hello guys !!! Im back again to blog after a long time of disappearance. Totally no mood to blog and spending less time staying infront of the computer due to Final Year Project. Not only it burn alway my holiday but burning away all my free time. Doing research, facing the dumb computer without any internet connection and reading up codes after codes every weekdays from 8.30am to 6pm. Everybody are facing this whole damn thing till sick of the school. Finally, I just got my project information yesterday after 3 weeks of 'slacking'. I can finally feel the stress is coming and stacking up. Week 6 shall be the first presentation and Im only left with 2 weeks to prepare. Enought of whinning then. Today is April Fool ? Haha... No longer playing a fool for this special day but just received a sms from Jinghao trying to fool me. Today is rather well spent, woke up at around 8am to pay a visit to my elders in Temple (Should know the meaning right?) then went over to Gym with Mark to go back my old life. Then went over to Kovan for lunch with him yet some shopping. Whole body feeling aching now. Gotta suffer the pain for the next 2 days. Came home to take a shower and went to take a long nap since 1.30pm to 6.30pm. It seems to me that I've not been sleeping well recently. Went out with family to having dinner at Kovan AGAIN. Haha... A day spend at Kovan ? Haha... Feeling extreme stressed up and moody over everything. Really starts to dislike the World again - Human will never ever understand each other. Stress in school are compiling up, misunderstanding in both friendship and relationship - Sometime even closed friends dont understand each other yet behave petty over minor issue. Sometime things really forcing me to be loner and to make hell lots of assumption which might ended up on the negative upcome. Human are selfish, always wanted others to understand ownself or to coodinate with ownself yet will never take the initial move to do that to others. I broke down last week due to major sickness and all the hell lots craps occurs. I really starts to become a saddist and hate the world. Life simpily sucks after all~ P.s>Everyone has a important person in the heart.The person is the one will share the sorrow and bring happiness to you.As happiness comes in all the colours of the heart.So we have to treasure the person,As you will not know when the person will leave you. -sign off- *Current Stats: Moody* 8:58 PM
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