★"人生就是不停的戰鬥﹐包括愛情"

Love can't you see Im alone
Cant you give this fool a chance
A little love is all I ask a little kindness
In the night
Please don't leave me behind
No, don't tell me love is blind
A little love is all I ask and that is all

Oh love I've been searching so long
I've been searching highnlow
A little love is all I ask - a little sadness
When you're gone
Maybe you need a friend
Only please don't lets pretend
A little love is all I ask and that is all

I wanna spread my wings - but I just cant fly
As a string of pearls and pretty girls go sailing by

Ocean deep, I'm so afraid to show my feelings
I have sailed a million ceilings
in my Solitary room
Ocean deep, will I ever find a lover
Maybe she has found another
And as I cry myself to sleep
I know this love of mine I'll keep ocean deep

Love can't you hear when I call
Can't you hear a word I say
A little love is all I ask
A little feeling when we touch
Why am I still alone?
I've got a heart without a home
A little love is all I ask - and that is all

Im so lonely lonely lonely..
Maybe..

June ending soon and July coming !!! First event to look up for will be Bro Cong's Birthday Party *Looking forward to it* As for my Duty dates will be as followed: 3rd (Thursday), 11th (Friday) & 26th (Saturday) - consider not a bad dates allocated as two of the above are my selected dates.

Went out with CA, Johnny and Kelvin last night to Whapoa newly open food place but it ended up be another outlet by Banquet (strongly not recommended as the food are horrible !!!) Went down to The Settlers Cafe (my favorite compare to Minds Cafe) to have some fun since the guys have not visit the cafe yet. Quite surprised to see Kenneth aka Hamster over there (he is botak and I suppose thats his first book-out. *Envy* He was with a group of chio bu >_< We played a few game and the best is "True Color" - its best to play with your closed friends as you will really know what kind of person and influence you will have for them =) I am surprised that I am such a big influence among friends :P

Was on MSN the whole afternoon just to accompany Xiao S as she is feeling extreme down (due to what reason, you guys also should know) - Did my best to advise and console her but I suppose I am not that great influence for her. I still tried to company her on the phone or sms while outside. At the last call, she actually make up her mind once again so shall not speak much but just respect her decision and wish her all the best =) *Just hope she won't regret again*

Slept late for yesterday and was sorting up some personal issue. Am I really grown up? Am I immature? Sometime I find that I am still quite childish when comes to decision making or even when come to relationships/love. Maybe I really didn't experience as much as others yet or too conservative towards some issues hence I am not growing up.

-Sign off-
*Current Status: Normal*

Good morning too my fellow friends =) Just got home not long ago. Had Durian Feast in camp today~ Officers went to pick durians for us to eat. Eat till throat is getting worst now *cought*. City is packed with people and of cos packed with babes =D~ On my bus while coming home already got so many babes for viewing xD Met up with Jessica and Yvonne for dinner and movie (dinning places are all packed due to the late hour) we ended up at "The Indulge" at Basement 1 of The Cathay and had a nice dinner over there (Damage: $60 for 3 of us). Today really not a bad day, saw a secondary school teacher and Zheng Xiang with his Girlfriend named Irene. To be honest, she is one big time babe too~ Hey bro, you're such lucky chap :P *Happy for you man*

Gave a call to Xiao S but she didn't pick up and realised that she was watching online drama (she mentioned to me on MSN) and she went off line to pig after 15 minutes or so. Didn't really get to chat with her recently but I suppose its alright =)

Lets talk about the movie for now "Wanted" - I will give it a 4 outta 5 Stars due to the poor ending. The graphic and style wise are much similar to Matrix so you will be expecting lots of nice action screen. Frankly speaking, the movie do have bad endings nowadays -_-''' Currently will be waiting for Hancock (03 July 2008), Chi Bi (10 July 2008), Hellboy II - The Golden Army (10 July 2008), Wall-E (Unknown) and Mummy III - The Ancient Dragon Emperor (Unknown) so hold your horse and await these upcoming movies =D

Was phone chatting with NaNa last night since she was really feeling down with her current relation and feeling stress over her work. Just don't understand why some guys can be so heartless to not even care about their own girlfriend. I suppose everybody are the same - "Take things for granted ALWAYS" and NaNa also asked about Xiao S and I. She said I am extreme bias - treat Xiao S very good ( did I? haha..) Xiao S also didn't mention anything of me treating her good (perhaps lots of guys are treating her much better than I do) I am not that greedy, as long she will give me a call once awhile or start to miss me, that will be enough =X (I suppose not greedy ba ? :P)

p.s> NaNa, since you already with him for 31 Months o, more or less you should know his pattern o. Just see if things can work up and clear the air rather then giving up so easily. He is already not trying his best and if you too give up. I suppose this 'Ship' will sink real soon. So give it a last try and if its really that suffering. Don't hesitate to follow your heart =)

-Sign off-
*Current State: Sleepy & Heaty*

*Yawn* Pretty tired for the day.. Received a sudden request this morning to go for a dispatch (delivering letters to various camps) so dismiss from Camp at around 1100hrs and something cock up in the Leave System (I assure you not my fault just that the system just SUCKs) Didn't know that compassionate leave could not be taken on back dated so it ended up to be Admin Leap so I got blamed and nag (luckily got my Boss to shield me else really GAME OVER).

There are so many girls over at other Camps but just not for mine Camp. Quite pathetic I would say. Some Camp really extreme old and desolated - having hard time to locate them. We were traveling from Nee Soon Camp -> Khatib Camp -> Chong Pang Camp -> Sembawang Air Base -> Selentar Camp and finished everything by 1500hrs. Went over to have a hair-cut (but still find its quite long =\) Will post the photo up during weekend due to lazy to switch over to Camera Phone just for a shot :P

Weekend will be arriving soon.. Pretty cool uh? So any plan for you guys out there? I am still planning for a K-session tomorrow (Friday) and will be meeting up with buddies on Saturday (usual plan) doubt will be catching any movie this weekend (shortage of movie till next week - Hancock !!!) and NO DUTY for this week !!!

Was chatting with Xiao S on MSN this afternoon and realized that she is having a Rival. (is that good or bad news for me?) haha.. Come on.. I am not that kind of bastard who be the third party in a relationship. I understand that "Love is selfish" but I believe in Karma too =) and even she is Single, I DO NOT have any confident on winning her heart too. Too many strong Rivals around you know ? Haha.. Do you guys believe in this quote - "Nan Ren Bu Huai, Nui Ren Bu Ai"? To me, I truly believe. Why so? I have seen it so many times that guys who are attached fall for another or even went two timers but both the girls still love those Bad Guys deeply. Is this really so called "Love is Blind" or just because "The hardest the challenge, the more you desired" ? Simply don't understand why too.. I don't consider myself as a Mr Perfect but at time I find that I am pretty much a good catch when in love (although I am not rich, handsome, fit, smart) but I won't deny that I 'die' horribly when in Love. Simply being dominated by the girls (ya.. I know I am a weakling :P but I just can't change myself into baddie you know? :X)

p.s> Been coughing so badly recently, pending if were to pay a visit to the Doctor. Tending to visit Dentist for scaling and polishing but expensive >.<''' *Money Fly*

-Sign off-
*Current State: Sleepy & Thinking of Xiao S*

Hey Hey.. Just realised that I didn't update my blog yesterday =\ although I was on OFF. Haha.. Lazy-ness pawned me !!! Oh ya.. Back to blogging.. Hows everything lately for everybody? I suppose its fine. Been pretty quiet in office lately and I am all alone there slacking. Haha.. I guess I am falling sick soon - coughing, sneezing badly and of cos feeling extreme cold -_- (so unlike me) I guess is due to the durian session which I had on Sunday with Kelvin, CA, Johnny and Stanley. We stayed up till 2am or so -_- and I am glad that we found back the 8 Bao Cafe - they relocated over to along Thomson Road.

Went back office and the greatest news I heard is the "Happy Hour" for this Friday has been postponed !!! Frankly speaking, its more like a "Sad Hour" for us - people eat and play yet we doing all the setting up and closing down -_- (typical sai gang warrior)

Will be attending Rabbit and WuDi's son 1 month old birthday this coming Saturday (at Woodland - its like OMG!!!) Not sure what to buy so gotta just pack them a red packet =| Will be canceling my oversea trip to Genting and KL for next month due to their upcoming riot thingys. Instead, I am pretty looking forward to our Poly Gathering for Cong's Birthday at Dbl on 12th of July 2008 (the date is comfrimed !!!) and we are still thinking of what to get for him. Oh ya, I will be asking Xiao S (she should know who am I referring to since she will read my blog de) to join the party too and of cos hope she will make herself free =)

Recently feeling normal just that I am dying soon from the upcoming sickness~ Haha.. I suppose I somehow sorta up my feeling and where I am heading towards to. I suppose things will be heading towards a bright path as what Tarot Reading shown =) All the best to myself for everything ba~

p.s> Hate school reopen - full of students and those guys are damn noisy.

p.s.s> Xiao S - sorry for making you cry last night with all those hares words which I said. In fact, it hurts me more..

-Sign off-
*Current States: Sick & Extreme Sleepy*

Good evening.. Guess where am I now while blogging? YES, I am in camp right now right here !!! Haha.. I know you guys are surprised that I am online while performing duty as I don't do that often. What makes me come online? Easy answer - came online just to see if she is online or not. Ended up blogging too.

Nothing much happened for today (Glad that there isn't) The Duty Officer for the day is my friend so basically its enjoying the duty. He treated me Macdonald for Dinner since we don't really like the Weekend Ration provided by SAF -_-''' Was watching Cartoon in the morning then had lunch before playing PSP and took a nap. Didn't really nap for that 3 hours. Was like thinking of her (is this consider missing?) and after awhile just took a shower to stop myself from doing that. Haha.. Sounds pretty silly to be missing someone who won't be missing me at all >_< You guys know.. Duty on Saturday at time will feel good too (although will be cursing and swearing for it to waste your precious weekend) but I tends to think a lot when alone over here.

Regardless of the past, present or even future. Its really a good time and place to be alone for sorting up feeling/mind onto the right path after sometime. Duty will be ending tomorrow 0800hrs and be going home to pig for the day. Not sure if I have any upcoming plan for night and Monday =\ I haven't do my Report yet.. Haha.. Tomorrow morning wake up earlier to do ba since I prefers to spend the time texting with her instead :P

-Sign off-
*Current State: Normal*

*Yawn* I'm bored.. Will be going back to Camp for Duty tomorrow by 0800hrs and will be leaving that dumb Camp at 0800hrs Sunday BUT I will be on OFF this coming Monday (wahaha) Today wasn't a bad day half way. Superior went out for Cohesion so we are allowed to knock off at 1200 Noon. Went out for Movie (Dont Mess With The Zohan) at Vivocity's GV with Sean after that. Didn't know that the price is $8.50 (not really much different from weekend) That movie is extreme lame and "er xin" but I would say its extreme funny !!! Today wasn't really on Lady Luck too, caught two not bad looking babes and they happened to be in the same movie as us and we sitting at the same row BUT not next to them (OMG.. such a waste) Haha.. Oh ya.. GV really full of commercials, even you're late for ten minutes also won't miss the opening. Wanted to take photo of that Kungfu Panda but was rushing for the show and when I return.. The Panda was GONE !!! -_-'''

SMS-ed her twice today as per normal (sounds like feeding medicine daily =.=''') and managed to be chatting with her on MSN for awhile before she knock off. Heard that she going Chinatown for dinner and likes eating Stingray so recommended her to dine over there with friends BUT I doubt she could find it (she is as blur as sotong.. LOLx) I also don't know what get into my mind last night till I went to express my feeling for her on the phone (which I shouldn't due to many factors) but what done is done so just have to let nature take its course once again. At time still will miss her but I would rather not to miss. Haha.. Its always better to be missed rather then missing others. :P

Been ages since my last blog.. Finally did some update to my frozen blog too :P Hope you guys like the new layout~ Took sometime to configure everything~ Do drop me some feedback and tag tag tag =D

So how are you guys been doing? Manage to catch up some movie lately? I just caught The Incredible Hulk last Saturday and it's not bad but isnt as good as Iron-man. DO NOT watch The Happening and Shaolin Girl (whatever it is), friends mention that they are a waste of your money~ Kungfu Panda is funny too (so many people said I am like him -_-''') *ROAR*

Just came home not long ago.. Went over to Orchard to meet up with ITE buddies (Johnny, Winnie, Joanne) Eugene arent free and Leong - dont know where he die to -_- had our dinner at Pasta Mania - ordered my favorite dish T-x x x (dont know what is it but it costs me $11+) didnt even look at the price while ordering >_< then walked around before proceeding over to Swensan for Ice Cream Feast (Giant Earthquake) its like omg !!! The potion seems decrease =.=? 8 Scoops of Ice Cream and costs about $30 (including GST and Service Charge) - not bad but too little if were to compare to last time. Since we had this outing at the very last minute therefore we didnt really chill out for long BUT we do enjoyed ourselves !!! It seems to me that, many people around me are getting attached once again (except for me) - Hey !!! I do need some Lady Luck~ Haha.. Ok.. Time to stop typing and proceed to bed~ Tomorrow still got what dumb Life-Run -_- waste of my time !!! Still got Duty on Saturday~ OMG !!! *Yawn*

p.s> I realised that I still have not return Tarot Book to Cong yet -_-''' Sorry bro~ haha :P