::: 月亮先生部落格 :::

::: 那些年﹐我們的回憶 :::

2011-11-08T00:05:00.002+08:00

親愛得讀者大家好~ 好久沒上來部落格哦~ 今晚心血來潮就上來寫一下我今日來的點點滴滴與心情。

<那些年﹐我們一起追的女孩>

也許你們不知道台灣有一位很著名的作者﹐名叫九把刀 - 今日他的其中一部很好的作品才了大映幕 - <那些年﹐我們一起追的女孩> - 這是一部很感性及搞笑的電影﹐很多時候都把我給笑死了﹑也有許多映幕使我落淚 T_T 在看這部電影時﹐我反復的有回到了過去﹐回到了中學期(也是我最難忘的階段) - 求學沒上進也罷﹐愛情也沒有好好的珍惜 - 這也許是所謂的青春期﹑也許女生真的比男生早成熟 - 我的確錯失了很多。說真的﹐ 戀愛最甜蜜的過程還是所謂的曖昧時期 - 而且又沒負擔~ 最經典的一幕就是但女說: "你很幼稚"﹔ 而男回: "最是幼稚才會追妳那麼久" 因為我也曾經對一位女生說過~

聊了一段回憶與電影﹐接下來就聊一下近日來的生活。考試剛結束 (又過了段悲觀的學期) 還真的希望能順利的通過~ 讀友要記得給我多點運氣哦 (我也需要多燒香拜佛來祈禱一下) 如果這個學期順利的度過後﹐也該找份固定的工作了~ 說真的有時候我還真的不知道自己要的是什麼 ~。~ 讀書也是應為社會所需/環境逼人而造成的。曾經很熱血的想要向會計或Auditor這方面發展﹐但是路途好像越來越崩潰 (也許是應為成績的關係) - 我還真不知道自己能堅持到多久~ 真的很累~

再下兩個星期又是一位好友的婚禮﹐被邀請為但他們婚宴上的Emcee (說真的還有點興奮與期待) 但是我將不會好好得享受那晚宴哦 T_T 朋友們不要把食物給吃完哦~!!! 下個星期將是我們的"Bachelor's Night"一定會很好玩~ 那麼就拭目以待把~

用中文在部落格寫上自己的心情還真不容易~ 但我認為很多時候華語能表達的感觸會比英語來的多/好。寫到這也該到了一個段落﹐ 有空還會上來寫寫~ 大家多多照顧自己哦~

- 親筆上 -

*心情: 平息*

::: Trust ? :::

2011-08-01T23:47:00.002+08:00

Trust no one, but yourself

In this world, you can't really trust anyone but yourself.

Probably friends are people who can enjoy wit you, talk with you, but very rarely they're the ones who helped you to solve the problems. Jealousy among friends occur.

FOR PEOPLE WHO DOESN'T BOTHER TO MAKE AN EFFORT TO STAY, DON'T BOTHER KEEPING A PLACE FOR THEM.

-sign off-
*Current status: Moodless*

::: 不能为她穿上 ‘嫁衣’，请别脱她的 ‘内衣’ :::

2011-07-07T23:04:00.002+08:00

“拥抱睡觉不做爱那么这个男人是真的爱她..”
偶尔和朋友闲谈，谈到爱谈到性，
他说他在网上看到这样一句话，“拥抱睡觉不做爱”。

我说 “如果是你，你能做到吗？”，
他说 “能”，
我，笑怎么能，真的能吗？
如果能，他就不会和别人刚恋爱就上床，刚上床就分手了，呵呵。。。

他告诉我世界上没有爱情，爱只不过是对依恋和习惯的一种修饰
因为寂寞才恋爱！
不聊了，话题结束，有些事是不适宜深聊下去的。
回到家，却还一直想着这句话..

我问妈妈 :
“ 一个人在一切条件都具备的情况下，
可能和自己心爱的人 ‘拥抱睡觉不做爱吗？’ ”
妈说: “能”，
我问: “有可能控制得住吗，那他还算男人吗?!”
时间突然停滞了几秒, 妈妈转过头和我说 “.. 那才是真男人 ..”

想到了一篇文章。。。
和最爱的人在一起一定要做的十件事！
其中有一条就是 : 抱着她睡觉,但什么也不做！
什么是真爱?

爱不是性不是欲不是占有
如果你真的爱她,你想的不是怎么去占有她的身体,
而是会很小心翼翼的保护她,不让她受一点伤害,
哪怕是自己可能给的,也不可以！

只有出于真爱，你才能真正的设身处地的为她着想。
你才会在做每件事情前考虑到这么做会给她带来什么后果,
而不是简单的想着快感,想着占有,想着满足。

读了一篇散文，觉得有一段写的特别美：
“还记得那年暑假的一个晚上,我们坐在小镇河边的公园里,
傻傻的聊到凌晨3点,现在想起来心里总觉得那时侯特别美好,
在那棵桃树下，雨淅沥沥的下着,我们牵着手,我的手心里全是汗水,
但我舍不得放开,我想就这样一直牵下去,雨水淋湿了你的衬衫,
不经意间我隐约看见你湿透的胸口在夜色中象树上含苞欲放的桃花一样,
那时候我真想抱紧你,深深的吻着你,但是我没敢,是我没有勇气,
但我并没有后悔,因为那些美好的情节,
那段朦胧的初恋将永远永远地印在我的心上”..

看到这里你的心中是否也有涌起一丝丝悸动?
是否也想到了一些事? 是否也想起了某个人? 我相信真爱,但我只相信一次！
任何人都是这样,心底总有一个永远也忘不了的她,那些清涩的故事,那些傻傻的举动。。。

一旦那份至珍的感情结束了,人就变了,变的无所谓了,
变的世俗了,变的圆滑了,变的不再相信什么狗屁爱情了,
你还会像对待初恋女友那样,小心翼翼的保护着她的第一次吗?!

一次次的控制着自己挑战自己的自制力吗?
不会的,有那个必要吗? 甩了钱,一夜情有的是,做爱其实是件很廉价的事情,
如果你把它的实质只当一种情感的发泄,那它比你给的价钱更廉价,一分钱都不值！
如果你不爱她,大可不用考虑那么多,拍拍屁股走人呗,管她那么多,
愿意负责任,我负,不愿意负,我走人 .没有处男膜吧,呵呵。。反正我不损失什么。
女人就是衣服,随便换,天凉快的时候,我都可以不穿,有了钱有了权还怕没女人吗？
如果一个男人这样想了,是的,也许他可以拥有一切,但是—-却永远无法拥有真爱了！
和每个人一样,也一定有一个女人住在他内心最深处,
只不过却也只能住在他自己的回忆中了,坐在一堆钱上的回忆中了..

真爱来的不容易
我们还年轻有些事情不是我们该享受的,我们也承担不起请珍惜,爱护身边的她
我们还年轻,学生时代的爱情相对于物欲横流的复杂社会是最真最纯的了，
如果你真的拥有了一份真爱，爱是寂寞撒的慌。
当你们相爱时，一定慢一点上床，别以为脱了裤子就是爱！
如果这样都是爱，那么扣上皮带也就该拜拜。
做爱容易说爱难~！每个人都有初恋，初恋结婚成功率仅为千分之三！

当下大多男人会在婚前有过性行为，然而和你发生关系的女孩子成为你的新娘了吗？
没有？！冲动的惩罚更多的来自于女孩子，怀孕、流产、痛苦、伤心..
当你拥着心爱的女孩子的时候，你有没有想过，当有一天你离开她的时候，
你还能坦然的告诉自己，我曾经是爱她的，她是完整的。我给了她完整的爱？！
当你拥着初恋心爱的女孩儿的时候，望着眼前美丽的胴体，你有没有想过，
当有一天你结婚的时候，你心爱的女孩子告诉你，曾经她有过..
你会坦然的面对她，告诉她，没关系，你依然是我今生最美的新娘？！

而当你想起曾经的你的她的时候，你是那么爱她，而你没能给她穿上嫁衣，
你却得到了女孩儿最珍贵的东西，你能没有一丝愧疚吗？
如果你真心爱着她，请不要轻易解开你心爱女孩儿的衣服，
如果你真心爱着她，请不要轻易忘了你曾经的承诺！
如果你真心爱着她，请给她安全的臂弯，给她依靠！
如果你真心爱着她，请善待你们的每一天，让她幸福，让你们开心。
如果有一天，你将独自迎来日出和日落；
如果有一天，你的视线里再也找不到曾经的她的影子。

你却依然可以在你的天空里祝福远方的她过得幸福！

因为，你给了她完整的爱！！！

有句话：如果你不能给她穿上嫁衣，请停下脱她衣服的手…

::: 生理時鐘表 :::

2011-02-21T15:58:00.001+08:00

身體都有生理時鐘，不同時間有不同工作，應該配合生理時鐘，才能有健康身體哦！

午夜12:00 ~ 1:00:
是淺眠期：多夢而敏感，身體不適者易在此時痛醒。

凌晨1:00 ~ 2:00:
是排毒期：此時肝臟為排除毒素而活動旺盛，應讓身體進入睡眠狀態，讓肝臟得以完成代謝廢物。

凌晨3:00 ~ 4:00:
是休眠期：重症病人最易發病的時刻，常有患病者在此時死亡，熬夜最好勿超過這個時間。

上午9:00 ~ 11:00:
是精華期：此時為注意力及記憶力最好，且工作與學習的最佳時段。

中午12:00 ~ 1:00:
是午休期：最好靜坐或閉目休息一下再進餐，正午不可飲酒，易醉又傷肝哦！

下午2:00 ~ 3:00:
是高峰期：是分析力和創造力得以發揮淋漓的極致時段！

下午4:00 ~ 5:00:
是低潮期：體力耗弱的階段，最好補充水果來解饞，避免因飢餓而貪食致肥胖。

下午5:00 ~ 6:00:
是鬆散期：此時血糖略增，嗅覺與味覺最敏感，不妨準備晚膳來提振精神。

晚上7:00 ~ 8:00:
是暫憩期：最好能在飯後30分鐘去散個步或沐浴，放鬆一下，紓解一日的疲倦困頓。

晚上8:00 ~ 10:00:
是夜修期：此為晚上活動的巔峰時段，建議您善用此時進行商議，進修等需要思慮周密的活動。

晚上11:00 ~ 12:00:
是夜眠期：經過鎮日忙碌，此時應該放鬆心情進入夢鄉，千萬別讓身體過度負荷，那可得不償失哦！

::: 生日密码 :::

2011-01-17T22:41:00.002+08:00

3月4日沉溺创作的独行侠
宫位：双鱼座 12-15
双鱼座
变动的水象

在3月4日出生的人，能够独自一个人完成工作，而且不需要其他人的帮忙。虽然他们大多不会特别刻意去选择这种孤立的工作方式，然而事实证明，这种遗世独立的倾向，会不断在他们的生命中反复出现，因此他们也会慢慢地发现，在实质上或精神上，他们跟周遭的朋友或环境会愈来愈不相容。

不过话说回来，在这一天出生的人即使独自一个人做事也不会感觉寂寞，因为这样的方式是出自于他们自己的选择。所以，即使有人要邀请他们出外去玩一玩，他们也可能会拒绝。这一天出生的人当中发展得较好或从事创作性工作的人，会把这种遗世独立的人际关系，视为创作出好作品的必要条件。他们具有高度的凝聚力，独处时心境会比较轻松自在，也比较不会觉得分心或焦虑而影响创作思考的空间。

在社交生活方面，这一天出生的人比较喜欢跟少数几个知心好友相处，而不太喜欢跟不熟悉的朋友在一起。对他们而言，亲密这个名词有着相当特殊的意义，亲密关系的建立不只是跟人事有关，环境也扮演了极重要的角色。他们喜欢待在充满温暖、安全的环境中，并且被自己喜爱的事物所围绕。如果一旦处于一个拥挤吵杂的空间里，就会开始感到不安。但是，只要是在能够自在参与的社交场合里，他们还是能跟在场的人分享属于他们专有且非常特殊的亲密感。

他们讲究温馨情调，喜欢用简单又高雅的方式布置出一个舒适的家或办公室。这或许是因为物质需求不是那么强烈，而且也不会被奢华不实的东西所吸引的原因吧！

这天出生的人很喜欢和他人分享工作的成果，即使是陌生人也一样。听到有人喜欢他们的作品将比当面的赞美更令他们高兴，因为当面的称赞很可能会让他们感到害羞、困窘。他们这种羞涩的天性实在是很可爱，不过，对于自己的需求有必要争取的时候，还是得学着积极一点。如此一来他们就会发现，在某些时候果断一点其实还是很有好处的。

幸运数字和守护星
3月4日出生的人受数字4与天王星的影响。受数字4影响的人相当有主见，所以有的时候也就显得比较好辩。大致上来说，3月4日出生的人，比较在意是否能展现自我，相较之下，财富的累积对他们就不是那么重要。另外，因为受到天王星的影响，情绪变化比较快而且颇具爆发性，不过，还好海王星的影响力，稍稍缓和了这项特质，而且使这天出的人不是个性梦幻，就是喜欢反传，或者是两种特质兼具。

健康
3月4日出生的人必须拓展他们的社交生活。所以凡是能够与别分享的兴趣、休闲、俱乐部等活动，都是值得推荐他们参与的。至于运动方面，比较偏向团体性、社交性的都很适合他们，例如，团队运动、跳舞等对他们的身心都有好处。

至于饮食方面，虽然他们自己也能下厨，不过他们也相当喜欢社交场合中那种灯光美气氛佳的餐叙。这一天出生的人若因命运或意外的安排而不得不和许多人长久相处时，他们的个人空间将因此而长期受到干扰，在心理上承受莫大的痛苦。儿时缺乏独空间往往会造成心理上的障碍，至于受到父母排斥，而留下的伤痛也会一直隐藏在内心深处。
建议
尽量多与他人互动。发展社交技巧。不要利用独处作为逃避的借口。常常跟他人保持畅通的沟通管道。

名人
瑞辛丝卡雅(Lrian Ratushinskaya)苏联诗人，作品有《我要活下去》。

台湾影歌星伊能静，代表作《好男好女》。

台湾小说家萧飒，代表作《霞飞之家》。

日本偶像演员浅野温子，代表作《101次求婚》。

电影演员约翰加菲尔德(John Garfield)，于39岁时早逝。

玛格丽特(Margaret Osbome Du Pont)，网球选手，曾获5次法国公开赛、7次温布炙顿、24次美国单打、双打、混合赛冠军。

韦瓦第(Antonio Vivaldi)意大利音乐家，为巴洛克风格音乐作曲家。作品有《红僧》。

英国作家、剧作家及小说家艾伦西利托(Alan Sillitoe)，以愤慨、犀利的笔调描写工人生活，为二次大战后的英国小说注入新活力，著有《长跑者的孤独》。

葡萄牙的唐培多(Don Pedro of Portugal)，即航行家亨利王子/他是探险家的导师，也是天文与航海学校的创办人。

塔罗牌

大秘仪塔罗牌的第4张是皇帝，他的力量主要来源是智慧，并以此统治世间万物。皇帝的地位至高无上，他的权威不容质疑。牌面正立时，代表坚强的意志和稳固的能量；当牌面倒立时就表示任性、暴虐和残忍。

静思语

有些人沉默是因为他们没有话要说。

优点
沉默寡言、亲密、独立。

缺点
层弱、羞涩、自闭。

2010-12-30T00:28:00.003+08:00

對的時間遇到錯的人，請釋懷，相信下一次便是對的。
錯的時間遇到對的人，請等待，也許是對雙方的考驗。

::: 答应不爱你 :::

2010-11-07T21:45:00.002+08:00

明明爱很清晰却又接受分离
我只剩思念的权利
难过还来不及爱早已融入呼吸
不存在的存在心底

虽然很努力练习着忘记
我的心却还没答应可以放弃了你
真的对不起答应了你不再爱你
我却还没答应我自己

明明爱很清晰却要接受分离
我只剩思念的权利
难过还来不及就让爱融入空气
不存在的存在心底

说好要忘记偏偏又想起
原来我的心还没有答应放弃了你
真的对不起虽然曾经答应了你
我却还没答应我自己
却又如何真的不爱你

::: New Life :::

2010-06-08T20:45:00.002+08:00

Its my first day at work after resting for half year. Took up an offer given by an Agent to work as an Accounts Assistant over at United Engineer Group despite the salary isn't very awesome but I do believe that it will serve as a great opportunity to learn in the commercial accounting in property related. The only cons which I believe its the working hours, I assumed to be late for most of my evening classes upon taking this offer~ Since its probation period, I shall just give it a try to test up.

I will be moving around from desk to desk since the lady whom I am going to replace still around. Starting from tomorrow I will be in "Danger Zone" as what they mentioned since I will be on "honeymoon" at the moment till I take over the project. Well.. I really hope everything will be fine. So far the people are quite friendly but will still pay attention to the surrounding. I am always on high profile whenever I have been so this time round I shall stay low >.<

Looking forward to this coming weekend. Cheryl will be throw a party over at St James and we gotta be having dinner and movie before the night event. Gotta be a night for drink~drank~drunk and dance~ Hopefully won't be a hangover since I will have to support my Niece at Plaza Singapura for some Dressing Competition and she gotta be dress up in Jpop style~ I believe I will have to go shopping for some pants and long sleeve shirts on that day else I will be running outta clothing eventually. Last but not least, I gotta stay healthy and go diet~ Gotta made my Piggy Bank grow fatter instead~

Last but not least, Silly been going for interviews lately so really hope she can get her desired job soon so that she also can start saving up~ Oh ya, she just launched a newly online blog shop (http://queens-jewelbox.blogspot.com/) so kindly support and spread the news around~

*p.s: 靜欣, 既然妳說過幸福是掌握在自己的手裡﹑那麼妳願意和我一起打造這把通往幸福之門的鑰匙嗎..? 我知道好多時候我都很衝動﹑而做出很多讓妳不知所措的事﹐但是因為太喜歡妳而又害怕他人把妳牽走所以才會笨笨的搞出莫名其妙的事來嚇到妳 >.< 我也知道我並不是妳理想中的完美情人(高大﹑瀟灑﹑英俊﹑威猛﹑有錢﹑有實﹑有地位﹑等等等 =P) 但我還是很想和妳這個豬頭在一起~ ♥

-sign off-
*Current status: sleepy*

::: 有种爱上的感觉，却不是爱 :::

2010-06-01T00:02:00.003+08:00

花前月下的我爱你，

是不是特别动人呢？

有一种想爱却说不出口，

却又不知如何说出口的感觉，

那是不是代表一个人软弱呢？

有一种感觉来的时侯没不曾察觉，

待发现以后却又无法自拔，

那样的感觉有人称之为爱，

但那样的感觉却不一定是爱，

有时候我们以为我们爱上一个人了，

偏偏那感觉却又来得不对，

或许那时候两个人真的很要好，

或许那个时候两个人都有暧昧，

偏偏却有着一到看得见，

却偏偏跨越不了的鸿沟，

那样的感觉来得太突然了，

在你还没察觉你爱上他的时候，

你就以为你已经爱上了他，

待你想要将感情投入在内时，

却又开始害怕和犹豫了起来，

其实他也和你一样，

他也不知道对你是什么感觉，

只是沉溺在这感觉的两个人，

舍不得也放不下，

那时候的你们都以为这就是暧昧，

但一段时间过去以后，

才发现你们依旧是只是好朋友，

你们依旧是两条无法交会的平行线，

终于明白这样的感觉不是爱了，

或许这样的感觉可以称为暧昧吧，

但细细想想，

其实两个人根本就没有什么，

只是自己想太多了...

这样的感觉逝去以后，

再次回到一个人空荡荡的心灵，

等待着这感觉再一次出现..

很多时候，

我们都以为我们爱上了一个人，

其实我们爱上的不过是一种感觉，

一种寂寞时有人陪伴的感觉，

那样的感觉不是暧昧，更不是爱，

虽然那样的感觉和爱一个人的感觉相似，

但本质上却又大不相同...

爱一个人的感觉是心中放不下一个人，

而不是你寂寞时才会想起的那一个人...

:: Simple Theory :::

2010-05-23T08:28:00.002+08:00

-Simple Theory on Guys & Girls-

Guys drink to forget about the girls.
Girls drink to think back about the guy;
Guys can forget, but can’t forgive.
Girls can forgive, but can’t forget;
Guys break up when they feel love from another girl.
Girls break up when they feel separation;
Guys feel curiosity towards all girls.
Girls feel curiosity towards guys that are interested in them;
When guys are heartbroken, they try to forget about the girl by going out with another girl.
When girls are heartbroken, they try to find his characteristics in another guy.

-The End-

::: 100首杰倫歌名砌成的故事 :::

2010-05-16T19:35:00.000+08:00

100首杰倫歌名砌成的故事

給我一首歌的時間，我會在千里之外的珊瑚海擱淺，用菊花台盛載這蒲公英的約定，安靜的妳聽得到同一種調調的東風破。我們一路向北走到威廉古堡，髮如雪的妳穿上黑色毛衣，彷彿回到過去的上海一九四三，那時忍者在我的地盤上亂舞春秋，三年二班的妳吃著甜甜的麥芽糖喝著爺爺泡的茶看四面楚歌的我披上黃金甲耍雙截棍及龍拳進行困獸之鬥。霍元甲命半獸人將軍和龍戰騎士給了我止戰之殤的暗號，我聽媽媽的話放下雙刀終結了最後的戰役。我們於晴天沿著梯田和蝸牛的軌跡到園遊會欣賞魔術先生的蛇舞及喬克叔叔鬥牛，並在花海裡摘了楓與迷迭香放入青花瓷的半島鐵盒裡送給外婆，散發出本草綱目裡無雙的七里香，感動的心雨從她的睫毛落下。牛仔很忙火車叨位去，但爸我回來了！

注定愛在西元前的我倆用時光機及反方向的鐘回到在刮龍捲風的伊斯坦堡追逐印地安老斑鳩，星晴下的白色風車飄來稻香，我在米蘭的小鐵匠旁的紅模仿唱夜曲給娘子妳聽。對不起，懦夫的完美主義令我開不了口以父之名承諾說好的幸福呢！或者我不配做你的陽光宅男，但這流浪詩人願意把蘭亭序化作夜的第七章，退後於愛情懸崖扯著斷了的弦，在藍色風暴下把逆鱗飄移，與我的可愛女人在最長的電影中簡單愛。世界末日前我用浪漫手機發出黑色幽默的藉口，分裂的彩虹雖是不能說的秘密，但妳比從前快樂！

::: Day before Exam :::

2010-05-04T19:07:00.003+08:00

如果超人会飞
那就让我在空中停一停歇
再次俯瞰这个世界
会让我觉得好一些
拯救地球好累
虽然有些疲惫但我还是会
不要问我哭过了没
因为超人不能流眼泪

Love the lyric very much and will be sitting for first paper tomorrow morning.
Wish me lots luck people~

-Sign off-
*Current Status: Tired + Stressed + Moody + Confidence-less*

::: Regret :::

2010-04-14T13:22:00.004+08:00

Have you guys ever regret doing something (with or without thinking for the consequences)? Well, I am here to tell all of you that I did (extreme regret) - Despite knowing the consequences yet I still behave so impulsive. Trust me, think twice or more before making any move especially if you are being dominated by emotions.

I am extremely disappointed with myself - Despite knowing what she dislike the most but I am still going against the odd. Tell me how fucking retarded I am..!? Perhaps I am someone who love to slap myself hard with my own dumb actions..? HAHA..!!!

Come to think of it.. Why do Human have feeling and emotions..? I would rather not have any of these so that I won't love/hate/think/jealous/worry/etc.. Isn't being cold-blooded or heartless would be better..?! =)

Lesson learn't but will it be too late ? I don't know and I am scared..

Silly,
sorry for doing all those
clumsy stuff..
Can I be forgiven?

::: Love Theory :::

2010-04-04T23:14:00.003+08:00

給我單身朋友們: 愛就像一隻蝴蝶。越要追牠，卻越要逃避。如果就隨牠自由的飛，牠會在你最不注意時飛向你。愛使人快樂，卻常傷害人。但只有在你把愛給了一個真正值得付出的人時，是最珍貴的。所以，花點時間去選擇最好的他 /她吧..
To Friends who are SINGLE: Love is like a butterfly. The more you chase it, the more it eludes you, but if you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it. Love can make you happy but often it hurts, but love's only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it. So take your time and choose the best.

給我那不是單身的朋友們: 愛不能使他 /她成為一個 '完美的人 '它卻可以使你找到一個幫你成長的他 /她..
To Fiends who are attached: Love isn't about becoming somebody else's 'perfect person. It's about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be.

給我玩世不恭的朋友們: 如果你不在乎，不要說 '我愛你 '。如果他們不在時，不要討論自已的感受不要涉足會使他人心碎的生活。說謊時，不要看著眼睛。最殘忍的事莫過於男人讓女人愛他，卻是逢場作戲。反之亦然..
To Friends who are PLAYBOY/GIRL TYPE: Never say 'I love you' if you don't mean it. Never talk about feelings if they aren't there. Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart. Never look in the eyes when all you do is lie. The cruelest thing a guy can do to a girl is to let her fall in love when he doesn't intend to catch her fall and it works both ways...

給我已婚的朋友們: 不要老是說 '這是你的錯 '，何不說說 '對不起 '。不要老是問 '你去哪裡了 '，何不說說 '我就在這兒等著你 '。不要老是問 '你怎麼會這麼作？ '，何不說說 '我了解你 '。不要老是說 '我希望你這麼做 '，何不說說 '我感謝你的一切 '。
To Friends who are MARRIED Love is not about 'it's your fault', but 'I'm sorry.' Not 'where are you', but 'I'm right here.' Not 'how could you', but 'I understand.' Not 'I wish you were', but 'I'm thankful you are.'

給我那已訂婚的朋友們要真正衡量包容心，不是看在一起幾年了，而是要看彼此的敬愛
To Friends who are ENGAGED: The true measure of compatibility is not the years spent together but how good you are for each other.

給我心碎的朋友們: 心碎的時間和傷害的深度，完全取決於你自已。難的是，如何從中學習，而不是從傷痛中爬起。
To Friends who are HEARTBROKEN: Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to go. The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them.

給我所有天真的朋友們要如何戀愛？ --就愛吧。不要欲言又止；要互相協調，不要太固執；要分享，且千萬不要有不公平；要了解，別命令；受傷後不要再記恨。
To Friends who are NAIVE: How to be in love: Fall but don't stumble, be consistent persistent, share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand, but not too and get hurt but never keep the pain.

給我積極的朋友們看到你所愛的他 /她和其他人很快樂使你心碎但知道你所愛的他 /她是和你在一起不快樂，令人更加的傷心。
To My Friends Who Are............POSSESSIVE It breaks your heart to see the one you love happy with someone else but it's more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you.

給我害怕去承認的朋友們: 當你和他 /她分手時，愛受到傷害當他 /她和你分手時，更是傷痛但傷害最深的是你所愛的他 /她完全無法了解你的感受
To Friend who are AFRAID TO CONFESS: Love hurts when you break up with someone. It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you. But love hurts the most when the person you love has no idea how you feel.

給我那還在等待的朋友們: 人生最傷心的事，是你和他 /她愛情長跑了多年，最後的結局卻不如所望。如果他/ 她現在讓你覺得不值得付出，那麼一年，甚至十年後，都不會值得付出的。讓他 /她走吧
To Friends who are STILL HOLDING ON: A sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and that you have wasted years on someone who wasn't worth it. If he isn't worth it now he's not ' going to be worth it a year or 10 years from now. Let it go..

p.s> *The above thread are quoted on courtesy of ViVi =)*

-sign off-
*Current Status: Exam Mode*

::: Lucky :::

2010-04-04T00:58:00.002+08:00

Its been awhile since my last update, so how's everybody getting on in life? As for me, I am supposed to be quite busy with doing revision BUT I am leak of self-discipline so ended up being real lazy >.< despite of it, I am still forcing myself to study hard so shouldn't be a worry~ Both London and Local revision have started since last weekend and the schedule is continuously morning classes till noon~ (I skipped this year "Shao Mu" due to these weekend classes too) Its so true that oversea teaching style is quite difference from local's after attending these classes. Come to think of it, my first paper will be exactly one month from now @_@

Friday was kinda "lucky" day all thanks to Ms. Silly - was on my way home while MSNing with her on mobile and I was "hit" by bird shit the moment she replied >.< and she still to dare laugh happily. Decided to made her think of four digits for this weekend and gamble =P treat it as our luck (but doubt it will strike..)

Down with serious cough and gastric flu lately (with minor blocked nose too) - Coughing get worse especially in the chilling lecture hall and totally have no idea why am I having gastric flu so badly for two days @_@

Well.. Its time to hits Wonderland else gotta be zombie during class later =P here is a theory quoted from Kristin's blog so you people can judge if its relevant:

Titled: Why you should always treasure the dating/wooing days...

Dating/wooing...

-He calls you 4-5 times a day. In the morning to wake you up, in the train on your way to work, in the afternoon while you have your lunch, after work while u are on your way home and at night right before you sleep.

-Wakes up 730am in the morning just to bring you to breakfast and send you to work (Even though you told him twice you don't want breakfast)

-Drives youa ll the way to orchard just to hunt down that coffee bean outlet which is still open at 12 midnight. Simply because you told him you have a craving for raspberry cheesecake.

-Reads all your blog entries and sings your favorite tune.

-Cheer you up in your gloomiest days.

-Wants to meet you 5 -6 days out of a week.

-Refuse to send you home even after 11pm on a weekday.

After the passion dies off....

-He calls you once a day when he's free.

-Send you to work? Continue dreaming! Either that or get your own car and drive yourself. That would be a more viable option.

-Craves for Ben & Jerry at Dempsey at 9pm? He replied

- When was the last time he reads your blog? He answered

- Hangs up the phone after you threw a tantrum and blame you for your foul temper.

- Meet up once or twice a week. Weekdays are working days. Meaning, time is allocated for work. Only work.

- Sends you home at 830pm on Sunday night because he has tennis at 9pm. Either that, or he doesn't have time to see you on weekdays.

I DO NOT support the above debut not because I am a dude but I believe that there are still guys out there who won't act on these before/after effect (perhaps once awhile) =)

p.s> congrat my buddy - Jessy Ng finally secured a career in a potential job. Cheerio~ =D

-sign off-
*Current Status: Cough till dying (突然好想Silly)*

::: Officially Missing You :::

2010-03-18T23:43:00.002+08:00

All I hear is raindrops falling on the rooftop
Oh baby, tell me why’d you have to go
‘Cause this pain I feel it won’t go away
And today I’m officially missin’ you

I though that from this heartache, I could escape
But I’ve had it long enough to know
There ain’t no way
And today I’m officially missing you

Ooh...can’t nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do, hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And I’m officially

All I do is lay around, two years full of tears
From looking at your face all over
Just a week ago you were my baby
Now I don’t even know you at all,
I don’t know you at all

Well, I wish that you would call me right now
So that I could get through to you somehow
But I guess it’s safe to say, baby
Safe to say that I’m officially missin’ you

Ooh...can’t nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do, hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And I’m officially

Well, I thought I could just get over you, baby
But I see there’s something I just can’t do
From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I just can’t find a way to let go of you

Ooh...can’t nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do, hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And I’m officially

It’s official
Hoo, you know that I’m missin’ you, yeah, yes
All I hear is raindrops, oh, yeah
And I’m officially missin’ you

p.s> raining days can eventually trigger your mood for missing someone..

-sign off-
*current status: sleepy (-_-)Zzz*

::: 白色情人节 :::

2010-03-11T21:07:00.002+08:00

【白色情人节的寓意】
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期盼和幸福。White白色：保护感、充满灵性、神圣、和平、纯洁、真实、诚挚和力量、清洁、清纯、浪漫、爽朗、潇洒、高贵、明白、纯粹、澄明、清爽、尊敬、纯净、简洁、谦卑、精密、清白、青春、出生
相传，2月14日，男孩送女孩给礼物（一般为玫瑰花）。经过一个月的考虑和考察，到了3月14日，如果女孩回赠男孩礼物（一般送巧克力），就表示女孩认可男孩，可以谈恋爱了。因此3月14日又称为白色情人节。相比2月14日的热烈，3月14日的故事表明了它更当是一个甜蜜的、相会的日子。

【白色情人节的传说】
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日本的民间传说二月十四号原本是女孩子对男孩子诉表情意的日子，由女孩子送情人礼物给男孩子但是渐渐发展到最后，已不分彼此，现在由谁主动送礼物已经不重要了。在日本如果一方在二月十四日当天收到异性送的情人礼物表达情意，而且对对方也同样有好感或情意时，就会在三月十四日回送对方一份情人礼物，那表示彼此已经心心相印，所以他们就把三月十四日这一天，定为“白色情人节”。

【白色情人节和情人节的关系】
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“白色情人节”这个日子无法考证是从哪一年开始的。不过可以确定的是，一定先有西洋的2月14日情人节，才有白色情人节。因为“白色情人节”是 3月14日。这个日子之所以订在 3月14日，也许是因为在2月14日若你收到异性表达爱意送的情人礼物，而你也对对方有好感，就要在3月14日回送一份礼物，表示 me too“我也爱你”。

p.s> I HATE EXAMs.. Argh..!!!

-Sign off-
*Current Status: Busy preparing for Exams & missing Jing daily~*

::: 如何追天秤座女孩 :::

2010-03-03T15:54:00.002+08:00

天秤座的女孩，有着优雅细致的女人味和丰富逻辑观念的男性智慧，而聪明的她多半懂得把智慧隐藏在她的女性温柔之后，不让它刺伤男人的自尊，难怪很多男性都对她又敬又爱。

该如何赢得天秤座女孩的芳心呢？当然首先你要是个很合乎逻辑的人！太情绪化的男人，太固执或太偏激的男人，都不是她心目中的好伴侣，天秤座的女孩是最需要“伴”的，寻找一个终生的伴侣，通常是她一生最大的愿望。第二、如果你是个不喜欢女孩说话的男人，那你可能不适合她。我绝不是说天秤座的女孩爱吱喳个不停，她拥有天生的辩才，她很会说话，很喜欢跟别人讨论。她们多半谈吐优雅、态度超然，如果你懂得欣赏，你会觉得听她说话是一种享受。她往往喜欢从各种角度去分析事情，找出一个公正而客观的结论。

天秤座女孩多半婚后，仍是职业妇女，一来、家庭主妇的空间对她来说，的确太过狭窄；二来、她需要金钱去满足她追求“美”的欲望。对于食衣住行，她都有高贵不凡的品味。如果你要她陪你共创事业，她会以夫为重，她会是个好帮手，可靠而不自夸，给你最好的建议，却永远不抢你的风采。

1、天秤座女生气质不凡。眼神冷漠时，宁静中透着坚定；热情时，浅笑中散发淡淡的风情，让你百看不厌。

2、天秤座女生既具有理性的清高，又具有感性的现实，既有怀旧的情怀，又有时尚的审美，总之，天秤老婆象及了四菜一汤，让你吃饱吃好，且不乏味。

3、天秤座女生犹豫不决，摇摆不定。这可以使喜欢替别人做决定的男子得到很大的满足感和成就感，也就是那种很MAN的感觉。

4、天秤座女生很懒，网上说的更加无情冷酷，说天秤座的人其实是十二星座里最懒的……但其实其他座的人也很懒……说到这里不禁沾沾自喜……她们虽然懒，但却好面子。同时，天秤座的人认为自己的家舒适是最重要的再加上适度的洁净，使作为男人的你既没家务的压力，又不会生活在一个有洁辟的女人的阴影下。

5、天秤座女生很在意外型，而且天生具有别具一格的审美观。对于爱臭美同样在意外型的男生再合适不过……你不必操心你的女友穿的奇形怪状或不合事宜出现在你的父母和朋友面前，让你如坐针毡。你更不必担心她的衣着总是让你沉浸在80年代末90年代初那种氛围中，让你郁闷的想摇滚……更妙的是，她不仅不让你操心，反而替你操心，把你打扮的有神采是她乐此不疲的。

6、天秤座女生的你快乐所以我快乐，以及爱屋及乌的大人文主义和超无私情怀，是你不能错过更不能是仅仅路过的珍贵宝藏，她们就象宝石一样，用自身的美丽，自身的无私为你制造最大的快乐……生活中，她会体贴入微。也许不会说很多的情话让你心神荡漾但却会去做很多事情，让你享受实实在在的幸福与快乐。如果你爱上了一个天秤座女生，你一定要怀着一颗感恩的心，一定要相信她是上帝给你的天使。

⑴ 做个善良的人

把“男人越坏，女人越爱”这样愚蠢的话忘掉，对天秤座女生完全不适用。不但要对她好，更重要的是对自己周围的人、陌生人好。你是一个善良的人，一个好男人，这是天秤座女生愿意和你交往的前提。

⑵ 满足她的英雄情节

天秤的女生不会喜欢娘娘腔的男生的，她们情愿直接去做拉拉。你应该更有男人味，做决定更爽快，答应她的事情要做到，最好是一个有志气并且意志顽强的男子汉。如果你不知道该怎么做，推荐你去看梅尔吉普森的《勇敢的心》。

⑶ 柏拉图精神

她喜欢暧昧的关系，不要老是想着上床。给她听你喜欢的音乐，比喊她一声宝贝要有用的多。其实不要急，有些事情来得太快反而不会长久，天秤相信顺其自然，水到渠成的。永远不要勉强她做什么事，实际上你也不可能勉强她做什么事。打个比方：如果你提出我们玩一个小游戏吧，无论什么游戏她只要没听见过大概都会拒绝，而且是斩钉截铁的拒绝，这时候你不要勉强她，以后她看到别人玩了她会找你也来玩的。

⑷ 尽量多听她说话

自己不要话很多，即使你觉得很重要，也不要反复强调，天秤的女生看似漫不经心，其实你说的话她都已经记住了。她不喜欢男生话多，你应该多听听她讲的话，她如果愿意和你讲许多话说明她很在乎你，虽然大多数话不经过她大脑思考，你不用特别当一回事，但应该心里暗喜

⑸ 给她足够空间

不要试图每天都见面或者打电话，她没有联系你不代表她不想你，只是懒得去打电话罢了，她们懒到骨子里了。你要允许她自由地交朋友不但不要去限制她，反而要喜欢他们，还要喜欢她爸爸妈妈姐姐姐夫，她的小学中学大学同学。

⑹ 无条件地喜欢她所有的怪癖

天秤的特点是怪癖多，她喜欢的玩具喜欢的包包可以说没一个正常的，还有她的生活习性和待人接物都带有一定的变态色彩，

⑺ 做一个穿着干净的人

大家都知道天秤座女生喜欢穿着干净的男生，不要觉得邋邋遢遢很有男人味

哪怕你是一个不拘小节惯了的男人，和天秤的女生见面之前也一定要刮一刮胡子，穿得休闲随意只能是属于她的特权。

⑻ 不要说别人的坏话

如果你真的很不喜欢某一个人或某样东西，也不要说他的坏话。天秤座的女生不会因为你说了他的坏话而使得它们在她心里地位贬低，她反而会对你的话很反感。

⑼ 如果她发脾气了，要比她忘得更快

她的脾气来的快去的也快，千万不要耿耿于怀。希望你记住，她对你发脾气是因为你在她心里有分量，她不会对任何普通朋友发脾气的。

⑽ 巫术存在

天秤女或多或少带点邪气，她会特别相信算命星座手相这类虚幻的东西甚至相信自己有能力做一个巫师，真是很怪。如果她猜你的想法，你一定要吃惊地说她猜得准。即使你是一个无神论者，对这些小儿科的东西向来鄙夷，最好还是不要表现出来、你或许可以这样想：必须承认你喜欢上这个不可救药的小巫师这件事本身就带有一点邪气，就当是被她施了层魔法吧。

⑾ 坚信她是最灵的，但不要告诉她

天秤的都有点小自恋，从你们小组“上帝也是天秤座”这样的名字就流露出来了，那是可爱的。但是你不要不分场合地乱说，没有经过精心的构思能够不露痕迹地表达出来之前，最好不要直白地告诉她：她如果听出来你假惺惺会适得其反；但如果她没有听出来，她会很开心的。还有，她也讨厌你在她的朋友面前说她灵——没办法，这就是她的天赋

⑿ 给她大爱

大爱就是不拘泥于占有或者被占有，不考虑付出和回报、因为所有其他的爱都是自私的，只有心中的大爱才配的上她、她的爱是那么纯洁，那么容易被你伤害，希望你不要伤害她

通常她都有很好的均衡性，保持自己的情绪平衡。偶尔面对太大压力使秤臂严重的倾斜的话，她可能会振振有辞的训示你一小时，或者一口气吃一加仑冰淇淋。不过，只要你多一些耐心和关怀，她很快就会恢复平静了。娶到天秤座女孩算你“福气啦”！

可天秤座女人的致命伤，便是不能对孤敖而有魅力的男人动情。一旦触动心灵深处那若隐若现的爱情迷汤，便会不可救药的泥足深陷！

故有的矜持让天秤座女人不能一往无前，满眸含羞的触动每一枝幸福的花朵，却总是在躲躲躲闪闪中细品爱情的快乐、爱情的伤，因此天秤座女人注定会在一次次阵地留守中受伤。

可悲的天秤座女人宁愿将误会一直延伸下去，也不会主动去追求也许可以得到的爱情，天秤座女人总是怕受伤的，因此一般都会把机会让给其它进攻型星座的女人。

天秤座女人，习惯于藏住自己的伤，白天笑靥如花般绽放，夜晚却会将所有的伤与痛舒展开来，细心的拾捡。让天秤座女人动情的男人们毕竟是感性动物，说其下半身思考问题并不为过，与天秤座女人在一起时，刚刚将天秤座女人沉睡多时的爱情唤醒过来，便又会在森林中寻寻觅觅。而天秤座女人细腻如水的情怀下，也生就的倔傲不驯，对围在身边嗡嗡飞着转悠的苍蝇，向来深恶痛绝。手中总是高举着苍蝇拍，一拍便将其拍至深度昏迷而绝不会手软！故而那些脸皮厚比城墙的男人们，总是会在天秤座女人那里碰一鼻子灰后仓皇逃窜！

这样的男人们当然也不会忘记在一些特殊的日子，如情人节时，给天秤座女人发一些感人肺腑的节日感言，可还未待细细品味完毕，你钟情的男人已经在给N个女人发同样的感言了！天秤座女人此时却会有如儿童般幼稚的思维，在不知情中为这一段爱情慌言感动得泪眼迷离！

天秤座女人一直以为爱情会是场华丽的假面舞会，纵使大家都戴着面具，深不可测的面具下应该有一颗滚烫的心。可面具背面的男人们总是在面具的遮挡中，筹措着如何伤女人的心！尤其是伤天秤座女人的心！女人的心是水做的，本就容易受伤；而天秤座女人的心是雾做的，雾中有水，却更加在蒙胧的伤感中漂忽不定！

天秤座女人更容易受到伤害、因为她们有天生敏锐的第六感、她不在乎金钱、地位、但她在乎被爱。如果你伤害了她、她会把错误先揽在自己一边去原谅你。但是当她发现自己无力再承受这爱的痛苦时、她会安静地走开、选择放弃。不要对她说谎、再高明的谎言也逃不过她的敏锐。不要以为她不知道你在欺骗、她不动声色只是因为她在思考、没有做出最后决定、而她的决定通常情况下都是放弃。即便她对你有无限的爱和不舍、她的绝望与崩溃不会让你看到。哪怕她痛苦到极点、你看到的仍然是一个平静的天秤座女人。顶多有些冷漠、那冷漠也未必是针对你、很可能是针对爱的。

天秤座的女人爱了，便会奋不顾身的爱，爱也爱了，痛却也痛了！直爱到覆水难收！直爱到伤痕累累！

男人理直气壮的诉说一万个难以自圆其说的理由，天秤座女人却不会去戳穿男人的伪装，电话那头纵使眼中噙泪，却会言不由衷说着离别祝福的话！往这时天秤座女人会选择在黑暗舔舐自己的伤口,如诡魅的幽灵般将自己笼罩于阴暗的世界中,没有挣扎,也没有抵抗,就那样温顺的一动不动,仔细地数从双眸中落下的那些晶莹剔透的泪珠。一些触动心弦的忧伤情歌配合着感伤的气氛幽幽的唱，让天秤座女人拨动心弦黯然神伤；

夜晚不管天秤座女人如何泪眼迷离，仍会在清晨拂去夜晚的忧伤，将精心打扮的面容挤出一百种名不符实的笑容，去应对别人探寻的目光！天秤座女人的伤是不能也永远不会裸露在阳光下的，注定受伤后也只能在阴影后自已疗伤！因为在天秤眼中自尊大于一切！！所以不要轻易惹一个天秤座的人，不要挑战她的极限！

p.s> Came across this article but not sure how true it is =P

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::: Untitled :::

2010-02-25T00:19:00.003+08:00

I don't know if I'm the one for you in this life
I can kept hearing my voice calling your name
Cause when I'm trying so hard not to look into your eyes
Maybe I have fallen in love with you

I cant so describe how I'm feeling deep inside
So much more then I can say with your touch feel so right
Oh my, you're so near
All the time when this place for I know in my heart
I will never let you go in this life time...
Do you know why?
Oh baby.. Cause you're just so beautiful to me

Well tonight, maybe the song I can hear you breathe
As if I to see you smell with the tears in your eyes
They may say you're just a girl in this fading world
In my heart you're like the world to me

I can't so describe how I'm feeling deep inside
So much more then I can say with your touch feel so right
Oh my, you're so near
All the time when this place for I know in my heart
I will never let you go in this life time...
Do you know why?
Oh baby.. Cause you're just so beautiful to me

Touch my hand..
Feel my heart..
Hold me close and you will find me..
You will find me..
So beautiful to me~

p.s 季节一直变但我的心没有变

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::: Weekend :::

2010-02-22T00:38:00.003+08:00

-=Chinese New Year Gathering @ Mrs. Yong' House=-

Good evening people, hows every one doing for this weekend ? I enjoyed myself for this weekend as its been fully "abused" Haha.. Wanted to visit Ang Bao River on Saturday but due to Chingay 2010 - I skipped the entire plan and got myself ended up in Vivocity for dinner at Shin Kushiya (expensive but delicious food) *lazy to upload photo* shop around and wanted to catch movie but mostly full booked -_- and eventually received a call to go Butter Factory but due to shortage of manpower so we called off too. Make a guess what Stanley suggested us to do on such Saturday night ? Its like oh my god, that they suggest to go night kitting at Seng Kang when I am wearing jeans and long shirt >.< style="color: rgb(255, 204, 0);">*all photo has been tagged onto Facebook* so spent sometime there to catch up with others and basically cracking jokes around (during study is about study, then work then now is all about marriage - haha.. ages is indeed catching up) Eventually had our lunch at AMK Hub' Ichiban Sushi (initially wanted to go Party World but as usual called off) then ended up going shopping with Jessy since the crowd been dismissed.

Come to think of it, I really believe that guys are having a hard time to find their Ms. Right - All the ladies in our group attached but all the guys are still remain as Bachelor *pathetic* Based on the Global Survey, the ratio for Male : Female is 1 : 3 but why on earth is this happening within my surrounding ? *shake head*

p.s> I have been lao yu shen for 3 times this years *faint*
p.s.s> Sorry for not blogging in Chinese as I am real lazy and sleepy now
p.s.s.s> Prelim Exam start on this coming Saturday and I am still lazing around >.<

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::: Happy Chinese New Year 2010 :::

2010-02-17T19:55:00.004+08:00

Good evening people, sorry for the late wishes by still "Happy Chinese New Year 2010" to all of you =) How's the Ang Bao collection for you guys ? I suppose everybody were busy gambling nowadays. As for me, I did gamble a bit and didn't really win/lose much so its much like a break-even.

First day of CNY, as usual many hot chicks came over to visit us in the morning and one of them is getting married soon. Younger then me but already own a house and getting marry >.< Went over to Grandma' house in the afternoon and ended up looking after babies and rotting there upon wearing so nice -_-''' so basically spent my entire Valentine Day with family.

Second day of CNY, its much better - meet up the Poly gang for dinner shopping as we were preparing for steamboat dinner at Teresa' house. Spent most of the time gambling and eating over there. (Photo were posted through Facebook)

Third day of CNY, went out with family to Ang Bao River had our dinner at Marina Square' Jacks Place before moving to the actual destination but due to the crowd we only stuck at the Fun Fair so company the kids for some ride before going home. Really wish to enter the photo taking potion but with the kids its not easy to travel around in the crowd especially with the weather nowadays (extreme warm)

Next upcoming events will be the Prelim Exam (not even 50% prepared) and advanced Birthday Celebration. Prelim Exam coming up next Saturday onwards >.< well, its a must for me to put in extra effort for this year Exam (still can't get myself motivated) so that I can get back to my career while pursuing my study. There are quite a numbers of stuff on mine mind now but sometime what you want might not be what you get so seriously telling myself don't over-think too much and just follow the flow as the time goes.

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::: 只想爱你 :::

2010-02-10T11:36:00.002+08:00

妳看着我说千万不要爱上妳
因为妳只会让我伤心
但是不管妳做任何决定
究竟爱我还是逃避
Sorry, 我还是不会放弃
我还是不会放弃爱妳

-親筆上-
*Current Status: 無言*

::: 感冒哦 :::

2010-02-03T23:19:00.003+08:00

大家安安哦。。剛從學校會來。。又累又餓又痛 - 我在減肥 !!! (讀者哈哈大笑。。) 我是認真的哦。。我又回去健身﹑跑步﹑不吃宵夜﹑還有挑食。。我也認為一旦下了心去做﹑沒有什麼是辦不到的。。前天收到了SIM的"情書" - Local Prelim Exam Time Table >.< (27/02/09 - Statistic I + 01/03/09 - Principal of Accounts + 02/03/09 - Economic + 08/03/09 - Banking & Finance) 真是要命 !!! 說真的我並沒有信心哦。。都還沒真的復習 >.< 但還好我生日沒有考試 !!! 哈哈。。!!!

說到生日嗎。。已有人開始問我要如何過~ 但是我想也沒什特別的(也許是因為年齡的成長吧) - 應該是和幾位好友出去吃飯吧﹑如果是說真心話嗎 - 我是想和"她"過。呵呵。。我也想和"她"提早慶祝情人節哦 (不知道她讓嗎 >.<)

好了。。該停筆哦。。很想去Zzz了。。拜拜~

-親筆上-
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::: 找回自信的我 :::

2010-01-31T13:33:00.002+08:00

海派甜心今晚10點大結局哦 - 記得要收看哦 !!! *甜蜜的復仇*

I shall have this post in English since many of my friends are asking why on earth am I becoming so "chee-na" -_-''' Well.. Don't you guys think that having your feeling written down in Chinese Characters would better express one's feeling ? At least it applies to me =P That's why been blogging in Chinese lately (believe me its not easy especially for people like me who are bad with 漢語拼音 >.<)

Lets get started with some minor update - In fact not much update for the week (pretty mono) Except that I get breathe some fresh air yesterday. Met up with Kuan (another BFF of mine) at AMK for dinner and some chilling out. Jessica wasn't free due to shopping with his brother and Weijie don't know been to where happy must after midnight then can meet (secretly dating?) As for Yvonne (theory of 沒有 Jessica 就沒有她) Come to think of it, assignments gotta due soon but I simply cant focus my mind for doing any revision for the past two weeks (not even able to focus while gaming) I really think something is wrong with me.

Before having a weird dream last night, thing wasn't that good too (I strongly believe I did "back-fired" myself) was actually asking myself "why on earth am I thinking so much of unnecessary stuff?" - after thinking through, I finally decided to 做會自己而不要再胡思亂想哦 - 那麼就順其自然吧 (希望不會太晚 =\) 請大家別誤會 - 我並沒有放棄追她﹐只不過害怕弄巧成拙所以才會"說服"自己不要想太多而等时机成熟。但是我還是會加油哦~

既然都沒人愛我﹑為何不多愛自己呢? 下個星期就自己一個去shopping !!! 也該買些新衣服哦來寵寵自己哦。。

p.s: 放手一博决定追妳到底﹐不管结局会不会赢得胜利﹐不用觉得在意不用想着是否畏缩逃避。
爱情魔力天天增加威力﹐ 让我失去理性无法控制自己﹐请让我下半辈子一直和你甜蜜在一起

-親筆上-

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::: 百分之百 :::

2010-01-30T13:12:00.004+08:00

"爱"是百分之百，你无时无刻多在想，思念着他。
"喜欢"是百分之八十，你常常都会想到他，思念他。
"欣赏"是百分之六十，你只有偶而会想到，和思念着他。

"欣赏"会让人积极，"喜欢"会让人开心，但"爱"会让人伤心。

当你欣赏一个人，你不见得会喜欢他，也不见得会爱上他。
当你喜欢一个人，有可能你只是欣赏他，但你也有可能会爱上他。
当你爱一个人时，你一定是基于欣赏，慢慢变成喜欢，然后最后成了爱。

-親筆上-

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::: 理想情人:::

2010-01-28T01:10:00.004+08:00

說到理想情人啊!

我們都聽過一個傳說--
在午夜十二點的時候,
在鏡子前面削蘋果, 就會看到自己的新郎/新娘.
對吧, 你們也傻傻的這樣做過嗎?

為了可以預見自己的白馬王子/白雪公主,
什麼奇怪的事情你們都願意去嘗試,
這樣做, 只為了先看一看, 他是不是自己的理想情人.

說到理想情人啊...
有沒有個標準呢?

恩~~ 我的理想情人..
自己知道就好
說起來好像這樣完美的人並不多,
訂做一個他, 恐怕還比較快呢.

我想, 每個人, 都在心裡為理想情人畫下了一個框.
潛意識裡一直在尋覓那個符合這個框框的人,
戀愛談了許多次, 穿過那個框框的人也很多,
卻好像很難有個一百分的情人,
可以符合那個框架, 在心裡固定下來.

緣分吧, 緣分如果到了, 那個情人就會變得理想.
看對眼了, 青蛙王子也會變白馬王子.
其實就是時間到了, 那個交往一陣子的人, 就越看越理想囉!

找不找得到理想情人, 還真的得靠三分運氣、七分實力.
遇到好的, 卻抓不住他, 也是白搭.
遇到壞的, 卻甩不掉他, 算你倒楣.
這就是為什麼我總是小心翼翼的原因 (但是偶而還是不知不覺地沉下去).

說實話, 情人理想不理想, 真的很難有定論,
條件都是自己設下的, 彈性也很大,
真心真意才是最重要的!

希望大家能找到對的人 ^_^v 在這也提早祝大家情人節快樂哦~

-親筆上-
*Status: 好想她 - 蔡靜欣*

::: 度假村:::

2010-01-24T11:58:00.003+08:00

好累哦。。剛到家不久就上網來聊天和寫部落 =) 昨晚真的玩到很瘋(不是壽星的我也被整 >。<) 壽星們是Kelvin與Teresa﹐他們被整到哭笑不得。

昨晚度假村真的很多人﹑很多年輕人過生日但是"老"一點的我們玩的比他們瘋 =P 沒什麼特別的事情發生﹑一些在打麻將﹑一些就在玩WII﹑我就和幾位好友敘舊。。他們有讀我的部落和看我的Facebook所以很好奇的就問我口中的"她"是誰。哈哈。。說真的我也不知道要如何回復--只能說是一位我喜歡的女生(在我眼裡很特別) =) 我們也聊了很多﹐之後就玩Taboo﹑應該是在六點我就倒了(去了Dreamland) =X 很快就會把照片上載到Facebook - 請期待中。。

寫著寫著--我眼睛很想關﹑腦已經去了Dreamland xD 好了。。應該下筆了。。再見。。拜拜。。

-親筆上-
*Status: 累 (>oo<)*

::: 愛也可以很簡單 :::

2010-01-22T14:12:00.002+08:00

大家好。。我又回來自己的部落來寫寫近日來的點點滴滴和感想 - 接下來會開始摘用華語來blog﹐如果有太多錯字還請大家見諒 =) 用華語來表達自己的情感會比較自在 (有些時候英語真的很難表達)

明天可是Kelvin的生日哦所以今晚可會是men's night-Stanley與我會配他提早慶祝 (也許還會去K歌哦) 呵呵。。明天也會去度假屋幫Teresa提早慶祝她的生日。。這個星期可說是多姿多彩 ^_^v

考試也將來臨﹐可是我還真沒什麼復習哦 =X e-REVISION的表也出了-有好多都是在週末 *鬱悶* 可是還是要為自己加加油 =) 學生的日子還是比上班組來的好 (只不過沒有$$$)

大家有在看<<海派甜心>>嗎? 有我的最愛 - 楊丞琳哦 =) 這部很值得看 =) OST 也很好聽。。有空的話去看看 =P

上星期的心情可說是反復無常 (不知腦袋又再胡思亂想些什麼東東) 但是現在應該是恢復哦~ 這星期過得還滿開心的 - 因為能與"她"聊天和分享一些"她"的點點滴滴﹐偶而"她"也會打電話給我聊天。傻傻的我還會在電話里唱歌給"她"聽 *害羞*=X 讓我驚訝的是"她"會去學楊丞琳的新歌 ("她"知道我喜歡) 呵呵。。也許有些人會問我為何是那麼容易滿足的男生? 可是你們可有問過多少人會這樣做? 大男人好﹑但是偶而變成小男人也是一件很好的事。今天是"她"第一天上班 - 為了為"她"加油﹐我很早就起來SMS和CALL"她" =P 我喜歡現在的我們 (但我也很希望能把這份友誼提昇到另一個階段 =P) 緣份讓我們認識﹑所以還是讓它來決定吧~ 情人節也快到了但是今年它會合大年初一同一天。。哈哈。。大家應該是忙著拿紅包和小賭 - 我也會設計一張"情人節邀請卡"給"她" (因為她說我沒誠意﹑只是說說吧了 >。<)

好啦。。用華語來blog真的很不容易 =。= 還真的需要多加練習 =P

-親筆上-
*Status: 加油中*

::: 生理时钟 :::

2010-01-19T17:42:00.001+08:00

七点钟你在唤醒我
一点钟吃饭来陪我
你在乎著我快乐难过从不躲懒
身边默默跟随我
六点钟终於下班了
六点八分烛光晚餐已做好了
配著你的香味你的笑如糖果
好想把你也放进肚里

你是我身体里的时钟
甚黱时候都让我感动
你想我想的事做我做的梦
陪著你不会浪费一秒钟
与你跨过爱情的时空
全世界的钟吵吵闹闹吵闹都没用
跟你抱著过跟你看著时间流动

怎黱样的爱像你的存在
给我的生命添了一分可爱
分享你的爱分享你的现在
过去过了慢慢占据我的未来

九点半电影看完了
十点半准备洗澡了
你在我身边听我唱歌每一分钟
发现永远不够用
十一点你快睡著了
十二点了在梦里继续逗你笑
悄悄的告诉你我内心的秘密
傻傻的我是太有福气

你是我身体里的时钟
甚黱时候都让我感动
你想我想的事做我做的梦
陪著你不会浪费一秒钟
与你跨过爱情的时空
全世界的钟吵吵闹闹吵闹都没用
跟你抱著过跟你看著时间流动

你想我想的事做我做的梦
陪着你不会浪费每一秒钟
与你跨过爱情的时空
全世界的钟吵闹都没有
跟你抱著过看时间转动
你是我身体里的时钟
甚黱时候都让我感动

你是我身体里的时钟
甚黱时候都让我感动
你撑我撑的伞吹我吹的风
有了你整个世界都不同
与你跨过生命的时空
全世界的钟吵吵闹闹吵闹都没用
跟你抱著过跟你看著时间流动
我们分不开时间来证明我们相爱

-Sign off-
-Current Status: Unknown-

::: Happy New Year :::

2009-12-31T00:12:00.002+08:00

Wow.. Been ages since my last update.. So hows everybody? I believe everybody were having an enjoyable Christmas Celebration and gotta be planning for an upcoming New Year Party right?

I am going to attend a New Year Party at Serangoon Garden's KTV Party with my Poly mates and for sure it gotta be an enjoyable one =)

Well, this week isn't a lucky one for me - Aion Account got hacked and have to waste money and time to call NCSOFT to resolve and restore my character which not sure when can I retrieve back. Right now waiting for their operation hour to start. Their customer service only have to work for 5 hours daily >.< Envy right ? Haha..!!!

Well.. Local prelim coming in another two months and official exam coming in five months when I am not even 25% prepare =X Haha.. Must start mugging real soon after all the parties !!!

Last but not least, wishing everybody a Happy New Year 2010 !!!

::: Break me, Shake me :::

2009-09-04T15:38:00.009+08:00

Hi everybody, its been months since my last post. Miss me? For those who may concern, I am currently pursuing mine Degree of Accounting & Finance over at SIM as a Part Time basis while still hunting for job (two months already still jobless - POOR) Well, I won't deny that being a student still the best just that money will be a major issue =\ Pretty fast Term I ending in another week with Principal of Accounts and will be starting off with Term II on Introduction on Banking & Finance, Introduction on Statistic I and Introduction on Economic. I have not been doing my revision consistently yet -_-''' LAZY is the only word could discrible =X must really jiayou o !!! Forget to mention that Cheryl the Bakamon is in the same course as me so at least there is someone to suffer with me during mugging >_<

Next, will be introduction of a new online game which I will be entering and its pretty well known in the Digital World right now - Aion Online™ (http://na.aiononline.com/en/)

For those who are interested can pop by my Discussion Group "AionSEA" in Facebook too.

Enjoy the following photo.

Elyos

Asmodian

Lets update on some movie - I finally get to watch Harry Potter & The Half Blood Prince online =X Well, its still as good as I wanted it to be. (Really don't understand why so many people are giving negative feedback) Here are the following movies which you guys should catch any sooner:

Lastly, quoted this from Christal as I think its pretty interesting.

They are all the same. Fishes in the sea. They could swim freely as they wanted to.
It depends on the owner, the one who caught the fish. Here goes our story with fishes. (:

Why do you try to catch a fish?

Because you are interested to hook a fish. It requires skills and luck! Just like Fish a Fish in Facebook which I was quite addicted to play weeks ago.

What happened when you have hooked up a fish? Do you let it go or leave it hanging there?

If you are not interested in the fish that you caught, please let it go and pay no attention to it anymore. If you are interested, just it hooked up and make sure you make full use of it! As for those who will leave it hanging there, please, give other a chance to catch that fish.

How would the fish you caught feels if you leave it hanging there?

Initially, the fish has got lots of freedom, enjoys swimming here and there. Just because of your "stinky" worms, you caught the fish. But now! The fish has got no owner, but was hang there. What's the point? Just leave it and gave it to the next owner!

How would the fish you caught feels if you caught it up?

Argh! Of course the fish will feel appreciated that a right owner was found!

How would the fish you caught feels if you let it go?

Now, with your skills and luck, the fish got hooked up but you let it go. The fish will feel appreciated too because you gave others a chance since that fish was not your type!

Moral of the story: "Make the right choice, don't waste your time catching the wrong fish".

-sign off-
*current state: Ask, believe & receive*

::: 双鱼座的终极完美分析 :::

2009-07-04T22:57:00.006+08:00

看过很多关于双鱼的各种传说，分析，解释。似乎无一例外的把双鱼当作了一个女人的星座，动不动就是流眼泪，唉声叹气。可惜可叹，如果双鱼真的只是这样的一个星座，那么可以说没有一个人愿意去做双鱼，而历史上也不会有什么著名的双鱼人物了。

========== 　　最本质的部分：思考　==========

双鱼座的最本质特点是什么？善良？懦弱？温柔？不是，我告诉你，是思考（在很多情况下，是过多的思考）。　　是的，双鱼座的一切特性，都来自于他过多的思考，或许世上没有第二个星座比双鱼座更能洞察别人的心理，更能分析事情的本质。　　你可以称之为敏感，但是一旦这种敏感能够正确的使用，那么没有人能比双鱼座更快的学会人情事故，在这一方面，有一个双鱼座的伟人做的尤其出色，他的名字是周恩来。因为思考的太多，所以双鱼座的人就算不是真正善良的，也至少是表面善良的。对于双鱼来说，善良与其说是本质，不如说是双鱼喜欢的一种生活方式，以善良的方式活着，是轻松而又受人尊敬的，一般的双鱼座很早就能洞察到这一点。再谈谈温柔，这一点，不管是哪篇文章，都不会忘了提双鱼座的温柔。是的，双鱼的确是温柔的。因为双鱼总能敏感的体会到对方的细微变化，时刻了解到对方心意的转变，表现在行动上，就是能尽快的知道，什么时候应该为女孩披上自己的外衣，什么时候应该停下手里的活，转过身去和女友好好的说话。

========== 　　与众不同的部分：信仰　==========

双鱼的信仰就是没有信仰！在双鱼的世界里面，没有绝对的对和错，如果发生了一件事，他第一件做的事情是去理解这件事，去分析这件事，而不是去判断这件事是对的还是错的。下面引用一段话说明双鱼的这个特点： '鱼座男人没有偏见，没有亲自穿著鹿皮走几哩路，他不会评断印地安人；没有试试赤脚走路，他也不会评断裸体主义者。甚至这些做了，他还是会满心谅解而不会过于批评。他很少冷酷的指控，倒是每每温暖的忍耐，他甚至会试试了解他的岳母，天底下有几个男人能这样？海王子拥有罕见的同情精神，他的朋友向他吐露秘密而从不担忧会把他吓著，要吓到鱼起码需要两吨以上的炸弹。如果你和我以及你的鱼儿三人同坐一室，一个男人走进来告诉我们他有些担忧，因为他重婚，在四个州各有一个老婆，你可能眼睛瞪得大大瞧他，冒著火，心想监狱是最适合他的地方，我可能鄙夷的说他是个卑鄙的流氓，但你的鱼儿很可能问：'那四州？你爱不爱她们其中任何一个？'鱼很好奇，但防震。对他来说，这个家伙需要一缸子同情以及好得要命的律师。'有一位伟人利用了这点特性，结果成就了科学史上的神话，他就是爱因斯坦。

========== 　　双鱼的致命缺点：懦弱　==========

现实中的双鱼座确实给人太多的失望，懦弱，多疑，自卑，优柔寡断，没有主见.....一个双鱼座或许没有上面全部的特点，但至少会有一，二个。就算是伟大如周恩来，有时候难免有些优柔寡断和没有主见，当然，这种时候不多。造成双鱼座优柔寡断的原因很简单。因为同样一个选择，在一个射手看来，只需要考虑2样东西，但是在双鱼看来，却需要考虑10样东西，因为他想的实在是太多了。简单的说一句话，双鱼都会想到它会给周围的人带来多少种不同的影响，它会让人对自己有怎么样的看法，会不会造成误解。（虽然很多时候，双鱼会冲动的把一些话脱口而出）至于多疑，这点和自卑联系的比较紧密。虽然双鱼座能轻易的了解对方的意图，看透事情的真相，但是却往往不能坚持住自己的观点，这种不能坚持大多数是因为双鱼座自己不愿接受这个事实，也有很多时候是因为双鱼对自己不够自信。关于前一点，比较突出的一个例子是，双鱼座的女孩不到男孩子直截了当的告诉她，他不爱她了，女孩就总是还抱有一线希望，虽然女孩心里明白的很。懦弱呢？关于这点，和信仰联系在一起。你一定觉得很奇怪，懦弱和信仰又有什么关系呢？信仰是种很可怕的力量，他可以让一个人做出平时不敢做的事情，拥有不该拥有的勇气，牺牲不该牺牲的东西。而双鱼恰恰是没有一丁点信仰的，就算有，也不过是为了给生活加一点调味剂，或是给自己找一个避难所。对于双鱼来说，自己能过舒适，安稳的日子，比什么都重要。富贵如浮云，最想的开这点的就是双鱼座了。至于爱国什么的，酒饱饭足的双鱼可以慷慨激昂，也会不惜重金施于，但是只是建立在自己有好日子过的前提下。接下来，可以解释下双鱼的懦弱了。只要能让自己和爱人平平安安，有什么不可以忍受的呢？什么尊严，什么气节，见鬼去吧。所以只要不把双鱼逼到绝境，你尽可以嘲弄双鱼的懦弱。每条鱼的忍受范围都不同，但一般都比正常人多那么一点点。但是如果你不小心让一条鱼觉得无路可走了，那么你真的要小心了。鱼可以践踏人间一切法律，无视所有道理，更不会考虑自己的尊严和人格。你务必要相信这一点，虽然这种时候很少，但那只不过是因为上帝不想让人们经常看到地狱的惨状。

========== 　　双鱼的最大优点：感情 ==========

与其说双鱼是个为爱情而活的星座，不如说双鱼是个为感情而活的星座。对于双鱼来说，世界上最重要的东西是感情，一条精神上满足的鱼，可以没有其他东西，就已经是最幸福的人（当然，绝大多数情况下，没有其他东西，很难精神上满足）。任何感情对于双鱼来说都是重要的，爱情很重要，但不见得会比亲情更重要，在双鱼的眼中。对于鱼来说，感情是单纯的，是单独的。鱼可以原谅对方的一切，只要那个人是真心对他好的。你可以十恶不赦，可以吃喝嫖赌，可以之前是人尽可夫的妓女，可以是个卑鄙无耻的骗子，都可以原谅，只要鱼能确定你是真心的喜欢他，对他好。但是请注意一点，大部分的鱼都比你聪明，不要以为你的小伎俩可以骗到鱼，你是不是真心喜欢他，他比谁都清楚。对于一个男孩子来说，双鱼女孩能给你对于一个女孩子想要的一切，温柔，爱你不顾一切，可爱（很多时候是装的，鱼大多数是很聪明的），体贴..... 对于一个女孩子来说，双鱼男孩....嗯..... 看你的运气了，如果你遇到的鱼是个没有志气，不想做事，玩玩乐乐的鱼，而且他已经25岁左右了，那么好心的提醒你，还是尽早离开他吧。除非你是个富婆，或者你只是找个情人（没有人比双鱼更适合做情人了：安全快乐而无副作用）。否则，你会经历世间最凄凉的婚姻和生活，阿门................ 那么如果你遇到的鱼是有事业心，能上进，肯做事的鱼，或者干脆就是事业有成的鱼，那么真的是恭喜你，你是千万少女中最幸运的一个，再挑剔的女人也无法对一个有上进心有事业的鱼有更多的要求了。你可以得到世界上一切的温柔和快乐，包括用钱买的到的和用钱买不到的，鱼很乐意把他的一切奉献给他爱的人，看到他爱的人开心，他会更开心。大部分的鱼的'一切'仅仅只有感情，而没有物质，但是我们现在讨论的是最优秀的那种鱼，那种能随时把名望和财富送给你的鱼，现在你知道你有多幸运了吧。

========= 　　提到感情不得不提的：公平　　=========

很奇怪吗？公平对于双鱼来说，是个很重要的单词。双鱼没有普遍意义上的价值观，是非观，你不能用这件事这样做是对的，那样做是错的来说服一个双鱼座。永远记住，鱼的世界里很少有对错。那么鱼又是怎么来处理他和别人（尤其是爱人的关系）呢？就是公平。如果鱼曾经有过十几，二十个女朋友，那么他就不会在意你以前有过多少个男朋友，如果鱼一个不小心跑出去玩了一夜情，那么你一夜情的时候，他也会选择无所谓好吧，就算你的鱼纯情的一塌糊涂，你是他（她）的第一次，他也可以原谅你的曾经花心，一时花心，可能会的花心，只要你能用足够的关心和真心的喜欢弥补。鱼大致兑换了下你的关心（兑换比例只有天知道了，呵呵），如果觉得双方大致公平的（相对于他对于你的感情付出），那么他就无所谓，就会原谅你。所以和鱼相处是件很简单的事情，只要你能保证你给他的和他为你付出的差不多多，就可以了。至于伦理道德嘛...嗯，讲真的，鱼从来不是教条主义者。反过来，如果你让鱼觉得你对他的关心不够多，对他的爱不够多（不够多是指没有他给你的多），那么鱼会在痛苦之后，也相应的减少对你的关心和爱，不要怀疑，这方面，鱼比谁都表现的现实和斤斤计较。

========== 　　感情中的完美主义　　==========

鱼在意的东西很少，所以很不幸，鱼对于他在意的东西就是完美主义者的态度。对于鱼来说，完美的情人不是忠贞不二的情人，不是事业爱情兼顾的情人，也不是外形完美的情人。鱼要求的是'完美的爱'。你可以不经常说我爱你，但是你说的时候，一定要是真心实意。你可以很少陪他逛街，但是你陪的时候，一定要是真的开开心心。你也可以对他说很少的情话，但是你要保证，你对别人说的情话更少，而且你对他说的是真心的话。对于鱼来说，欺骗和做作是最不可原谅的。很多人以为简简单单的对鱼说几句我爱你，固定性的发些短信问候鱼，经常为鱼买些好东西就能让鱼觉得被爱了。真不幸，大部分鱼都聪明过了头，一般都能轻松辨别那些举动是真心的，那些不过是手段（如果你曾经用这些手段征服过双鱼女生，也别得意，只不过是双鱼女生比男生更难以拒绝别人而已）。所以，请诚实一点对待鱼，爱他多少就给他多少，他也会给你同样多。这至少比他生你的气好的多，不是吗？

========== 　　双鱼真的浪漫吗？　　==========

所有的星座解释都会说双鱼是浪漫的，但是所有和双鱼（特别是双鱼男生，一般浪漫都是指男生做的事情）接触过的人，都往往感觉不到双鱼的浪漫，到底是为什么呢？难道双鱼并不浪漫？我给你个肯定的答案，双鱼绝对浪漫，他脑子里面的浪漫点子不仅包含了所有好莱坞大片的经典场景，还有更多他自己的原创镜头，他时不时的都在幻想浪漫的场面，一个鱼可能在他18的时候就开始想他30岁结婚的布置。那么为什么现实中是两样呢？因为2点，自卑和善良。前一点很好理解，大部分的浪漫需要自信。很多时候，不是鱼不想浪漫，而是不好意思和没胆子那么做，你能理解是吧，呵呵。那么自信的鱼呢？为什么他也不浪漫？因为他没有遇到合适的人，因为他善良。双鱼的爱情大部分是有些被动的。鱼总是轻易的喜欢上一个女孩子（注意，我用的单词是喜欢），然后开始和这个女孩开始交往，然后十有八九，会发现这个女孩不是能给自己完美的爱的女孩（这是肯定的，遇到最合适自己的人哪有那么容易），鱼很现实的知道，他和这个女孩不可能有将来的，2个人能拥有只能是一段回忆。那么对鱼来说，绝大部分的情话都会说不出口，因为鱼自己知道这些话都是骗人的，很多浪漫的举动做不出来，因为鱼不敢让女孩陷的太深，怕分手的那一天女孩太伤心。很多人说处女，金牛的人想的多，其实鱼想的并不比他们少，只不过犹犹豫豫又舍不得的鱼，就算明了的知道和女孩没有将来，也不会点破，只会静静的维持，享受拥有的每一天。但是这样的情况下，鱼的善良就让鱼忍住了很多浪漫的情话和行动。我这么说是不是显的鱼很高尚？呵呵，没有什么真正高尚的人。鱼能如此的为女孩着想，是因为这么做能让鱼觉得自己很伟大，有一种悲剧式的美感，鱼愿意让自己沉浸在这种自我的意淫中。当然，这样至少比不顾别人的死活，只图自己开心要好的多是不是？所以还是应该为鱼们鼓鼓掌的。所以，如果有一天，你看到一条浪漫无比的鱼，不要怀疑，他已经认定你们有个美好的未来，他已经知道他不会给你太多的伤心了，那你还犹豫什么？上去拥抱你的幸福吧。

========= 　　结语：什么样是好的双鱼？　　=========

双鱼有很多缺点，但是大多数都可以原谅。除了2条，懒惰和犹豫。而双鱼要成为一条好鱼，所需要的东西很简单，事业。其实不用去提醒鱼们其他的事情了，他们自己都能想明白。只需能保证鱼能稳步进行他们的事业就可以了。一旦鱼用心去赚钱了，那么他肯定能赚到钱。但是这一点很难，真的很难，如果有一天，你看到一条生龙活虎的鱼，千万不要放过，好好的捆住他，很有可能，他会带给你所有的梦想.

::: Wish List :::

2009-05-20T22:07:00.005+08:00

Yosh~ Miss me? =P

Been missing for quite sometime - its due to LAZINESS again !!! =X

First of all, lets introduce you guy mine new add-on IT-gadget - Microsoft Reclusa Keyboard powered by Razer

This awesome baby costs $110~129 at Sim Lim Square / Funan Centre but I got it at $57 (FIRST HAND) from The Challenger's Special Promotion.

These are the features:

Blue LedBlacklight - Ambient backlit keys allow gaming in low-or no-light conditions.
Razer Hypersponse™ Gaming Key Action - Reduces key latency for maximized response.
Two 360-Degree Jog-Dials - One on each side of the keyboard for quick access during gameplay.
Four Bumper Buttons - Programmable buttons that enable easy access to common keyboard commands.
Six Programmable Gaming Hot Keys - Create and store different macros and keystrokes for each game profile, gamers can combine several moves with the touch of one key.
On-The-Fly Profile Management - Users can create and store Key Mapping and Macros for each game profile; keyboard software also automatically assigns different game profiles for supported games.
Detachable Padded Wrist Rest - Ergonomically designed for exceptional comfort.
Gold-plated USB Ports - Provides additional peripherals plug-in access with maximum conductivity.

Next.. These items shall be placed on my Wish List for the Year 2009/2010.

Paragon
290 Orchard Road #13-01 / #13-06
RSVC: 6836-1000

Have you guys catch the hint? Yeah.. This is still consider the most "IN" stuff in town right now and I will be putting this as my year end project after getting my job and saving up. Will be attending a Seminar there this coming Friday (22/05/09) @ 7PM and for those who could not make it, they will be having another one on Saturday (23/05/09) @ 4PM.

Heard of the latest news ? Apple iPhone 4G is launching around June 2009 at USA and guessing that it might be reaching Singapore at around Winter 2009 or Summer 2010. I will be setting asides some saving for this awesome baby since I couldn't effort Apple iPhone 3G at this stage. Rumors on the designs are still on-going. Spec wise, I heard they are building at 8 Megapixel for its Camera and a much awesome Processor. More news will be coming out real soon.

Life still going on pretty fine for me at the moment. I am still busy hunting for a stable job while enjoying my last month of holiday before entering the Cooperate World while still being a Part Time Student =)

-sign off-
*Current Status: Tired*

::: 一個人也很好--跟自己戀愛 :::

2009-05-07T00:26:00.009+08:00

愛情, 確實會帶給人好心情、好氣色,
但是, 相對的, 也會帶來煩惱與憂愁.

其實一個人, 真的真的沒有什麼不好.
我常常覺得, "孤獨"有時候是一件很不錯的事呢!
獨處, 可以有更多時間可以思考, 把混亂的思緒整理清楚,
獨處, 可以有更多自由做喜歡的事, 不必考慮別人的想法.

談戀愛的時候, 因為要考慮另外一個人,總是患得患失,
往往失去自我、放下自尊, 甚至越來越不愛自己,
悲傷的愛情故事, 我已經聽得太多,
和自己談戀愛, 才可以多愛自己一點啊!

想像一個安靜空閒的午後...
一個人坐在窗邊, 泡一壺花茶,
什麼都不想, 什麼都不做,
看一本喜愛的書, 聽著輕柔的音樂 ,
這樣的自由與放鬆, 是一個人的享受,
絕對不是分享的快樂.

我也喜歡, 單身雙人床,
那是愛怎麼翻滾就怎麼翻滾的空間,
寬大、自由、自在、舒服,
是可以不必隱藏情緒的私密空間,
是可以完全表現真我的個人空間.

跟自己戀愛,
或許沒有被呵護的甜蜜, 卻不會有被傷害的風險,
至少不會有失戀的心碎, 和被背叛心痛,
不需要為別人流淚, 為別人憔悴.

我知道自己是貪心的,
一但愛上個人, 我會要的很多很多,
愛情如果不能完美, 我寧願不要.

算我膽小吧, 愛情的賭注太大,
如果沒有八分的把握, 我想我還是跟自己談戀愛就好,
然後, 靜靜等待真愛來臨的一天....

現在, 我只想多愛自己一些些, 可以嗎?

*Sorry for the non-frequent update of blog due to my laziness >_<

p.s> Finally going for my Dental FFI tomorrow and Medical FFI next week.
p.s.s> Lastly, I am standing at <12 working days before R.o.D !!!

-sign off-
*Current status: Headache & Tired*

::: Gotta Go My Own Way :::

2009-04-20T22:16:00.002+08:00

I gotta say what's on my mind
Something about us
doesn't seem right these days

life keeps getting in the way
Whenever we try, somehow the plan
is always rearranged

It's so hard to say
But I've gotta do what's best for me
You'll be ok..

I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here, I hope you understand
We might find our place in this world someday
But at least for now, I gotta go my own way

Another color turns to grey
and it's just too hard to watch it all
slowly fade away

I'm leaving today 'cause I've
gotta do what's best for me
you'll be ok..

I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here, I hope you understand
We might find our place in this world someday
But at least for now, I gotta go my own way

-Sign off-
*Current statue: Random Mood*

::: Slow & Steady :::

2009-04-12T21:07:00.005+08:00

Oops.. Been awhile since my last update. Shall get started with yesterday then.

Headed down to Tung Lok Seafood which is located at East Coast Park for the Ala ca Buffet with family. The variety of the food dropped from 66 to 50 dishes and the standard somehow dropped too. We spent two hours dinning over at there. Food wise so-so but the ambiance is awesome (do not go if there are wedding) - lastly for those who interested with the price: $38+ for Adults & $28+ for Children under 12 above 3.

Some flashback to Thursday night, attended "The Underage Party" @ The Rupee Room with camp mates and guess what? Its a waste of time - bad management from The Rupee Room, even its consider a PRIVATE event BUT they still take 30mins+ on checking our identical card. That's not worst, we paid $17 for the entry with 2 SOFT DRINKS (god damn it expensive!!!) The young girls there are so defensive too (go clubbing but cant afford to play o.o?) and the drinks there are hell expensive. *ROAR* to conclude - its a night with NO DRINKS & NO GIRLS.

Here are some personal view base on last week incident:
I starts to realized that we should be judging others' personality rather then their maturity aka age when comes to an extend. These are the people who ruin events/outing most of the time and I am speaking from experience. They are the always the one who started it but pushing all the blaming to another. Regarding the incident, those who were present should know who is wrong and who is right. I totally hate this sort of retarded.

Currently still hunting for jobs while waiting to be called up for interview from CPF Board and MoHA (hopefully) yet on the other hand waiting for my enrollment to University of London too. Regardless of what, all the best to myself. Finally gotta be collecting my Netbook this week.

p.s> 近日來又不知不絕的想起 S.C

-sign off-
*current states: Normal*

::: Weekend :::

2009-03-15T02:16:00.007+08:00

Good morning people !!! Just came home from movie with Johnny and Kelvin. Stanley left us behind for date (which is something good =X)

"Dragonball Evolution"

Catch it if you're looking for a movie but not if you have a better choice. Not highly rated but still watchable if you're a Dragonball Fans but I suppose not many people heard of it.

"Qi Qi aka Jamie Chung*

*I love this babe in the whole movie - Sexy, cute, sweet, pretty =D~

"Slumdog Millionaire*

Caught it today online and its AWESOME, a MUST watch kinda movie. Quite touching too~ No wonders its a 7 Winning Award Movie. Haha..

"PUSH"

This is a so-so movie which I caught it with Liang Teh and Terence yesterday after been to IT Fair (which is packed with BABEs - especially those from M1)

Last but not least, I just brought a whole new 2.1 Speaker (Altec Lansing 4021) for my Desktop Computer. Lets take a alook at my new baby at home.

Just some short update for lately and time for me to sleep o. Night~

-sign off-
*Current State: Normal*

::: 4th of March :::

2009-03-04T00:20:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday to myself..

May all my wishes come true..

-sign off-
*Current State: Happy*

::: Pre Birthday Celebration :::

2009-03-01T19:39:00.003+08:00

Actual Birthday will be on 4th of March for those who don't know but had mine celebration last night 28/02/09 instead on the actual day (due to it falls on weekday)

Any idea what would be produce with the combination of a simple plan and a group of closed friends (Licong, Teresa, Cheryl, Weiling, Kelvin, Stanley)? It gave me an awesome celebration night.

We had our dinner at Dallas Restaurant & Bar, which is located at Boat Quay. The food are pretty normal and the prices are reasonable. First time been there and what makes me to choose to dine there is due to its ambiance. Didn't enjoy much as we had to rush over to The Grand Cathay for Movie.

Luckily we made an online-booking as its FULL HOUSE. I am highly recommending this movie for everybody - be it you are a dog lover or not. This movie is a must to catch as it full of life meaning. Comedy is an additonal bonus to it.

Went over to Pub to chill after the movie. Was tending to go over to Liquid Gold near Mr Bean Cafe but its full, therefore we went over to Pool Fusion (if I did get the name correctly) near NAFAS. I like the place due to been cozy but its service is horrible (maybe due to short handed), order a bottle of Martell and starts to chill off with singing and games. Got sabotage with drinking till damn high aka dizzy but luckily didnt vomit (althought I almost did that when got home) The day ends well @ 3AM and everybody departed from there. Last but not least, thank you guys for making this day free for me and really appriciate the great company by you guys. I truely enjoy myself besides the drunk part =)

P.S> Thanks Kelvin for sending all my friends home safely (excluding Cheryl & Alex) sorry for that because different directions >_<

P.S.S> Thanks Licong, Teresa, Cheryl & Weiling for my Birthday Present =)

These are some photo taken few days back at my area and its a rare catch - Double Rainbow..!

Enjoy..!

-sign off-
*current status: Happy*

::: Pisces :::

2009-02-17T19:22:00.004+08:00

PISCES - The Partner for Life

Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. Messy at times and irresponsible! Smart but lazy. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Passionate, wonderful lovers. Fun to be around. Too trusting at times and gets hurt easily. Lover of animals. VERY caring, make wonderful nurses or doctors. They always try to do the right thing sometimes get the short end of the stick. They sometimes get used by others and hurt because of their trusting. Extremely weird but in a good way. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet. Good friend to other but need to be choosy on who they allow their friends to be.

How true does it reflects on me? I shall let you guys judge =)

p.s> NEVER will I go visit TopOneKTV which located at Bugis AGAIN - EXPENSIVE & POOR SERVICE !!!

-sign off-
*current status: Enjoying*

::: 情人節:::

2009-02-14T10:57:00.003+08:00

情人节，又叫圣瓦伦丁节或圣华伦泰节（St. Valentine's Day），即每年的2月14日，是西方的传统节日之一。男女在这一天互送巧克力、贺卡和花，用以表达爱意或友好，现已成为欧美各国青年人喜爱的节日。大概这世上有多少情人就有多少关于情人节来历的诠释吧。和中国人现在用近乎狂热的热情过起了圣诞节一样，情人节也已经悄悄渗透到了无数年轻人的心目当中，成为中国传统节日之外的又一个重要节日。"情人節"會在2月14日也是為了要祝福兩(2)個人會一(1)身一世(4)的在一起。

對我兒語﹐這又是一個沒情人的節日- 那麼我將會約好友一起共度。
在此也祝福天下情人有個爛漫的一天﹐而那些單身的就和朋友HAPPY去吧。

*Love will fill up the air today till extreme... =)

p.s: One of my army friend passed away yesterday due to car accident so may he rest in peace.

-Sign off-
*Current Statue: Relaxing while listening to FM Class 95*

::: 元宵节 :::

2009-02-09T20:44:00.002+08:00

农历正月十五日，是我国传统节日元宵节。正月是农历的元月，古人称其为“宵”，而十五日又是一年中第一个月圆之夜，所以称正月十五为元宵节。

Good evening everybody, been too lazy to do any blogging lately so choose to get back to blog on this special day. =) Firstly, lets get started with some business - looking at cheap deals for Roses on this upcoming Valentine Day? Do drop by at http://vflow.blogspot.com/ for more information~

Be leaving the national service in another five months and last five duties more to gain back my total freedom. I suppose this isn't the right year to get ORD as economic are bad. Guess what? My salary has increased and will be receiving a times two GST package for this upcoming March (I suppose I can enjoy my Birthday then) On the other hand, I will be switching course from RMIT - Business Managment to UOL - Accounts & Finace and it will still be a Part Time study over at SIM.

Valentine Day is coming - it isn't any big day (to lovely couplers, this day should be everyday) but I still envy them. Haha.. I suppose targetless is quite a miserable thing too. At least people are have target can still try to go on a date with. So I gotta turn that day into a Friendship Day, planning to throw a Singing Party on that day =)

Sorry for this wording post but just couldn't get any nice pictures, for that I shall upload some songs to suits the Lovely Period. Cheerio~

p.s> For those who have Facebook, kindly add me onto MafiaWar even if you are not playing as I need as many crews as possible. Thanks..!

-Sign off-
*Current State: Normal*

::: OX For The Year of 2009 :::

2009-01-17T16:48:00.004+08:00

Cow people should have a nice Rat year in 2008. Many things end up with their expectation. However, it won't be the same in the year of Cow. Many Unlucky Stars are coming to Cow people and there is no strong Lucky Stars coming to help them. Therefore, the fortune of 2009 is unstable and unpredictable. Troubles and obstacles will appear soon or later and wait for the challenge. Cow people need to pay attention on everything during the entire year of the Cow.

According to Chinese Zodiac, if the zodiac sign of birth year is same to the zodiac sign of yearly cycle, then that's an unlucky year to the person. Many troubles will come to bother the person. The person needs to manage events with caution at work, at home or traveling to avoid argument, lawsuit, accident, libel, blooding and money loss.

Career
The Unlucky Year Star and Fighting Stars move to your career area in year 2009. People relationship in your business or job circle will be poor. Business development has the difficulty to expand. You will face strong competition with coworkers in the company. Unfortunately, you are the underdog in the competition. You might keep losing your spirit, cannot focus on your task and then impact your job performance. The good news is that a Knowledge Star appears this year. If your job is related to art, writing, publishing, entertainment, creativity, acting or speech, then you have the chance to show your talent to people and open the door for your better job opportunity.

Money
Cow people's money luck is connected with the career luck in 2009. Since your career performance won't get any good anticipation, therefore to increase a good income becomes remote possible. Plus, an Unlucky Broken Star shows in the money area. That means it's hard for you to pile up wealth into your savings. In short, money comes, then money goes this year. Therefore, you shouldn't do any short term risky investment. Anything related to money, you need to think twice before you leap. If you don't have any financial plan, then it's hard for you to balance your expense and income.

Love
Because the Knowledge Star comes into your life, it implies the wisdom, talent and loneliness. If you are married, then you might have more argument with your spouse or children. If you are in love, then you will have less times to meet your lover and the love relationship becomes distant. If you are a senior, then you have to pay attention on the health of your spouse to avoid visiting hospital. If you are single, it's not a good time to pursuit the impossible dream.

Health
The Unlucky Year Star comes strongly to you in 2009. Many things will disturb Cow people. Worry and anxiety will bring you lots of mental and physical pressure. Therefore, you need fully pay attention on your health. You have to stay alert for any changes of your body. As you might lose your focus, you need to pay attention on the safety while you are walking and driving on the street to avoid the traffic accident.

Fortune
Cow people always have unsatisfied events in every Cow year. The fortune in career, wealth. health, love and family will below expectation in 2009. But you don't have to despair or give up. In your career, you just have to hold on your job position, keep your profile low, work harder for your daily job. You need to follow your financial plan and do not waste unnecessary expense. You need to remember to show the care and love to your family members, spouse or lover. You also have to watch your own health. In this case, you will have a peaceful the year of the Cow.

::: Photo Gallery II :::

2009-01-06T21:20:00.008+08:00

Here is the Part II of my photo Gallery.. Enjoy!!!

New Year Eve @ Phuture

Andrew, Teresa & Bryan

The Mr Cools

Teresa & Birthday Boy (Malvin)

Cong Ge & Sa Mei

The First Cheers~

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

The Sweet Coupler

The Twins

Bakamon & Sammon (Where am I looking at?)

Daphne & Sam with the BIG SMILES

Brother for life

Group photo WITHOUT me (I was the camera man!!!)

Mr & Mrs BAKAmon

Teresa & Weiling

Sam & Teresa

THE BIG BOYS

THE PRINCESSES

Great thanks to Teresa for uploading all these precious photo to us =)
Really enjoyed myself for these grand gathering (I hope you guys did enjoy too) and I am looking forward for more. Lastly, thank you guys for being so supportive when we (Teresa, Cong and myself) throw gatherings for the group. Hope to see you guys soon and stay in touch..

FRIENDS FOREVER

::: Photo Gallery Part I :::

2009-01-06T21:03:00.006+08:00

Good evening everybody, as promised I will be uploading both Christmas and New Year Eve photo in today's post with two parts. I shall let the picture do the "talking" enjoy guys !!!

Christmas Eve Party @ K-Garden

Vicki & Andrew

Daphne & Cong

Andrew & Teresa

The Three Princess

Daphne & Teresa

Cong, The Mask

Power-pack Bryan

Teresa & Guanzong

Superstar - Andrew

Sam & Teresa

Guanzong & Kelly

To Be Continue..

::: Year 2009 :::

2009-01-04T23:58:00.002+08:00

Welcome to the year of 2009 - Its a year for OX but right now I still didn't manage to get any 2009 Astrology for the OX yet. Will update it at my next post.

Celebration for New Year Eve was at Phuture and it was awesome except for an "happening" towards the end of the event. Hell lots of photo were taken but not yet upload onto computer. Everything are with Teresa so shall upload once they are ready for collection.

Spent a lot over in December (especially with credit cards) so this month will have to eat grass in order to pay all my debts!!! After that will be saving up for future usage. Lets kick asides those repeated Resolutions and lets pine down my schedule over here. I'm sure this gotta be a busy and fast pace year for everybody.

In the Year 2009

January
-A few birthday celebrations
-Chinese New Year

March & April
-Throw a Birthday Celebration (BBQ maybe?)
-Holiday trip to Genting. (Maybe?)
-Job hunting (most probably will try applying for Executive Officer at CPF Board)

May
-Clearing OFF & LEAVE
-Planning for a holiday trip to Taiwan
-Few birthday celebrations

June & July
-ITS ORD MONTH.. FREEDOM WILL BE BACK.
-Forsee many upcoming Birthday celebration for these months.
*Basically a new stage in life for being a full time employer and part time student.

The above are just a rough planner, it will still subject to changes :P
Seriously speaking, I've go no mood to return to office after resting for so long but NO CHOICE.

-sign off-
*Current State: Tired*

::: Xmas Present :::

2008-12-29T00:44:00.003+08:00

Good morning people!!! Holidays somehow ended for a short while before the New Year comes (for most of you) but I am still enjoying!!! Haha.. Lets flashback for abit.

Caught this above movie last night @ The Cathay with Stanley, Kelvin and CA and we took the very first row. Haha.. Almost sold out!!! This movie is worth catching - Funny, very funny and pretty meaningful too. There is this quote in the movie which goes "There are no happy ending in reality" - Its 101% true but happy or sad, its still depend on how are we going to set the path.
=)

Everybody got Christmas Present? I received two this year (one from Teresa and the other from my First Brother)

Casio Watch

Eaten the box of chocolate from Teresa - too addictive till forget to take photo for it =X and as for the watch. I seriously love it (somehow it looks like the T-Touch) and I do need one watch too.

Looking forward to my year end celebration party..!!! Counting down in process.

-sign off-
*current state: Tired*

::: 聖誕前夕 :::

2008-12-26T00:34:00.004+08:00

Date: 31st of December 2008
Cover Charge: Female: $35 and Male: $37

Merry Christmas everybody!!! Seriously speaking.. I am still feeling damn shag right now after the party last night!!! Haha.. So how did you guys celebrate Christmas Eve? I bet most of you are partying whole night long too!!! Didn't really take many photo while party as we were busy chatting, playing, drinking and singing.. To my surprise - we actually ordered 4 Bottles of Martel and finished 3.. *Shocked* Due to that reason, we concluded to have our year end celebration @ Phuture with table reservation (have to order a minmun of 5 Bottles O.o) and waive of 10 people ($350~370).

Just came back from AMKHub after catching the above movie. I would said its an awesome movie. Full of humors and actions - its a MUST catch. I suppose I will be catching Bedtime Stories during weekend. Randomly took a photo below while walking in Hub:

Time flies pretty fast.. Last week for my LEAVE and also the end of Year 2008 - Really no mood to go back to office (its seriously waste of time) Time to put an end and should I DotA or go to bed? Let see..

P.s> Those who are interested to join in the Party on New Year Eve - Kindly sms/msn me =)

-sign off-
*Current state: Tired*

::: Shopping Trip :::

2008-12-24T00:13:00.003+08:00

Guess what? I went on a shopping trip ALONE this afternoon - starting from Forum and walked all the way up to Plaza Singapore. Dentist went on holiday so won't be back till January (damn.. cant get to do anything) Saw a very babe while shopping for toys for the kids - brought a set of Disney UNO for Pief and a remote control car for Kian. They are so happy to see presents coming to them =) Although its pretty budget for me this month and I did hersisted while buying for them BUT their smiles make it all worth =) Finally got myself the daily contact lenses somemore its new product - $45 but auntie charge me $40. Caught a dinner at home before meeting up Kelvin for shopping again -_- and he "abused" me at Bugis to shop for gifts >_< and met up with Stanley for supper at Prata Shop.

Its Christmas Eve o~ Any plan for you guys out there? I am supposed to be going back office tomorrow for half day event but don't have to go at the end.

Here is the conversation with one of my Bosses:
*Phone Ring - Ringing Tone: Last Christmas by BoA*

Vincent: Hey Sam, are you going back office tomorrow?
Me: Yap, because you said you going back therefore I'm going too.

Vincent: But I don't feel like going le, how?
Me: Mmm.. Easy.. Just don't go o~ but do include me!!!

Vincent: Ok o.. Then don't go ba.. Cya soon and Merry Christmas!!!
Me: Ok, ciao~ =).. Merry Chirstmas to you too!!!

*The End*

Hope you guys do have great events ahead and enjoy yourself!!! ADVANCE HAPPY MERRY CHRISTMAS ALL!!!

Took this while waiting for traffic light..

-sign off-
*current state: Tired but Happy*

::: Twiligh :::

2008-12-23T00:29:00.003+08:00

I suppose most people are having Monday Blue uh? Too bad~ I enjoyed my day pretty much as I managed to caught Twilight this evening. Been ages since I catch any movie at Golden Village so head down to Vivocity's outlet with Jessy for that movie. On the hand, we can do some shopping~ Wanted to purchase a toy for the babies but kinda budget so cant decide what to do. Caught an eye on some watches (Fossil & BOSS) at one of the shop but still pending if were to get it. Had our late dinner at Marshal (don't know how to spell >_<) and took a photo on the Christmas Tree at Sky Garden.

Will be heading down to Orchard for some Christmas Shopping alone - getting toys for the babies and perhaps a watch for myself after visiting the Dentist and getting my contact lenses. December is a sinful month - Money kept dripping outta my bank!!!

-sign off-
*current state: Tired*

:::冬至:::

2008-12-22T00:28:00.005+08:00

大家安安﹐一年一度的冬至又來哦! 大家吃過湯圓了嗎? (我還沒哦! 呵呵!) 因為不想長大! 今天就像是團圓飯-和家人一起吃火鍋~ 希望你們也過的很好~ 廢話就別多說了.. 言歸正傳哦!!!

Lets wind back till yesterday - Had an awesome lunch buffet at The Fullerton Hotel with my family (of cos its on first brother's bill :P) did not have the chance to take down any photo on the dishes but its definitely worth the money. I suppose this is what you can expect from a 6-Stars Hotel. Come to think of it, if I really make it big in the future - I am sure to throw my Wedding Banquet over there =)

Festive Buffet Lunch
4 to 23 December
11.30am to 2.30pm
Adult $68, Child $28

A hiccup or hiccough, also known as a condition of singulitis, is the spasmodic contraction of the diaphragm that repeats several times per minute. In humans, the abrupt rush of air into the lungs causes the epiglottis to close, creating the "hic"

Why do I have the above information stated? Damn the HICCUP which I had yesterday since after the lunch and I had it a total of 10 times continuously (stop for awhile and back again) Was so agitated by it >_< but thank god I have recovered o~

YES!!! I caught Jim Carrey's later movie at The Cathay last night (0140hrs) I could say its worth your money - we (S.o.G) laughted throughout the entire movie. Too bad, we couldn't catch Twilight due to the time slots accommodation with YESMAN. I seriously wants to watch Twilight and IPMAN !!! Any company ? :P

*Yawn* pretty tired since I just came home but won't be sleeping that early as brother is on duty and I am still on leave :P Encountered a stupid incident after living 23 years in Singapore. Police came to check our ICs while we are playing Ping Pong at the neighborhood. The people there complains that we are been too noisy -_-''' its like so what the..

I believe I typed too much so its time for me to put a stop and get back to gaming !!! Haha.. Looking forward to both Christmas Eve and New Year Eve since I had already planned up the events o =D~ So stay tune for more updates !!!

-sign off-
*current state: Enjoying*

《赤壁》ONLINE

2008-12-18T13:17:00.003+08:00

As promised, these are the some screen-shot taken from the game which I am playing right now.

Riding a house on glowing green sword

One of the Forest

That's all for now folks, will update more if got explored new area.
Mmm.. I'm stuck on organizing the outing for Christmas Eve and New Year Eve man - due to shortage of manpower attending ? =\ Most likely will be spending year end with Poly-mates and as for Christmas Eve - either with Secondary or S.o.G

-sign off-
*current state: Pending*

::: Update :::

2008-12-16T20:51:00.005+08:00

Hey guys, finally got the time to sit down and do some renovation for my blog.

Its the second day of my holiday and slacking around with my online gaming =) Will post up some screen-shot tomorrow. Time to catch up with some gaming now. Ciao~

赤壁Online

"Special" Guest came to visit my Brother's House on Sunday

Flu & Cough

2008-12-09T20:39:00.008+08:00

Quote of the week:

IF YOU..

like someone - it lasts for 1 to 2 weeks..
love someone - it will lasts for years..
deeply love someone - it will change your entire life..

I suppose Flu & Cough virus are spreading rapidly around in this cold month. Whole family are down with that.

Caught Bolt with two groups of friends at two different locations continuously last weekend -_-'''

-sign off-
*current status: Down with flu*

::: Weekend is Coming :::

2008-11-27T20:24:00.003+08:00

I am down with sickness so been resting at home for these two days. Well.. Going back to office tomorrow and will reaching for weekend sooooooooooooooooon!!!

Time to break a good news to here. I got accepted by SIM - RMIT in Business Management for the July 09 instead. I am pretty happy that they are willing to reserve a slot for me. I was pending about going over to UOL instead but I make up my mind on staying. After all, they are both Degree recongized in World-Wide so whats the difference. Just that Degree with Honours seems nicer and common compared to Degree with Distinction so who care as long as I can perform well =P

Now one goal has achieved, next should be settling my career down before I ORD. This should be another tendious task for me >_< and I assure you guys that my schedule will be extreme packed starting next year. Guess what ? I might still be taking up Japanese course over in Bunka Language School *finger cross* Its pretty effordable but will I have the determination? Haha.. Came acrossed these interesting and meaningful quote lately so sharing with you guys =)

First:
"Others' opinion of you does not have to become your reality. Being your trueself is what makes you unique"

Second:
"The feeling of those below should not be considered by the one who stands on top, even if the one on top understand those feeling."

Time to go back gaming o.. Ciao~

-Sign off-
*Current State: Recovering from sickness*

::: Monday :::

2008-11-24T22:22:00.006+08:00

Time to do some flashback..

22/11/08
Woke up by Steven's sms regarding dinning out at Chong Pang Buffet (will never want to go there again - far + expensive + not nice) Sleeping seems never enough for me during weekend -_-''' Was watching Animation throughout the afternoon before meeting the S.o.G and ended up at ECP at night for coffee~

23/11/08
Kelvin smsed me at around 1pm and asking if I were to join them for Car Drifting at Kallang Stadium. Nothing much to do at home and hate facing the computer so went off with them. Seen many nice cars and babes but just no drifting =\ So proceed over to Suntect for some WINDOW shopping as it was raining heavily. Had a wonderful dinner at ECP's Carl Junior (free flow drinks and less people - I love chilling out with buddies at quiet places)

Wasn't feeling well last night when got home (suddenly feeling cold and flu) and pop two Panadol + Panadol Strong Flu before sleeping. Was tending to go for Medical Leave these few days, since HQ gotta be extreme quiet for these two weeks due to exercise and my Boss will be going oversea leave this weekend, but I somehow recovered in the morning. Slept for the whole day in office (not sure why but entire body was feeling weak) I just feel like taking Medical Leave for the entire week!!!

Here is my schedule for the year end:
1. Will be having block leave from 15/12/08 ~ 05/01/09
2. Will be on duty for 08/12/08 & 13/12/08
3. Dentist appointment on 15/12/08
4. Resuming back my daily jogging and twice a week gym session
5. Shopping Spree for Decemeber !!!
6. Organising gathering for Secondary and Poly buddies
7. Chrismas Eve & New Year Eve count down?
8. Winning the heart of that special one?

Thats' all for now and I will continue to update whenever I have the mood.. Ciao~

p.s> I cant resists to her sweet smile and cute face.. =P its time to do whatever I can..

-sign off-
*Current status: Tired & Sick*

::: Personality Test :::

2008-11-21T15:59:00.005+08:00

Hey guys.. Been ages since my last update so came over to pop some stuff over which I encountered. Perhaps you guys can test it up too.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

Intelligent, am I? but for honest and sweet - perhaps? You guys so be the one judging.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Perhaps? That is why get hurt in love easily =\

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

Its kinda true so shall just let fate decide.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Eh.. I am speechless regarding this part >_<'''

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

Indeed, especially if its in Singapore.

The right job for you:

You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

Pretty true for me. I wish to achieve as many goals as I can in life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

I would rather say I hate to enter a "battle" when one already know the outcome but once I am in, I will do my best to achieve something outta it.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

I suppose most of us will be lonely and down and you seek for a company.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Exactly true!!!

This week passed pretty fast and I am disappointed yet happy. Disappointed because got rejected by SIM - RMIT Business Management for Jan 09 intake due to still serving the Nation -_- but they did offer me alternate courses for Jan 09 intake still but doubt I want it so tending to reserve a slot for UOL Business Management for Jul 09 instead. Happy is because I somehow get to contact the girl who I wanted to make friend with o =) Pretty much update for now and weekend is coming so remember to enjoy!!!

-Sign off-
*Current Status: Normal*

::: 说好的幸福呢? :::

2008-10-19T23:43:00.002+08:00

你的绘画凌乱着.
在这个时刻.
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽.
甜蜜散乱了.
情绪莫名的拉扯.
我还爱你呐.
伴你断断续续唱着歌.
假装没事了.
时间过了走了.
爱情面临选择.
你冷了却了我哭了.
一开始的不快乐.
你用卡片拭写着.
有些爱只给到这真的痛了.
怎麽了.你累了.说好的.幸福呢
我懂了.不说了.爱淡了.梦淹了
开心与不开心.一一叙说着.你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻.我都还记得
你不等了.说好的.幸福呐
我错了.泪干了.放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐和还旋转着.
要怎么停呢

你的绘画凌乱着.
在这个时刻.
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽.
甜蜜散乱了.
情绪莫名的拉扯.
我还爱你呐.
伴你断断续续唱着歌.
假装没事了.
时间过了走了.
爱情面临选择.
你冷了却了我哭了.
一开始的不快乐.
你用卡片拭写着.
有些爱只给到这真的痛了.
怎麽了.你累了.说好的.幸福呢
我懂了.不说了.爱淡了.梦淹了
开心与不开心.一一叙说着.你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻.我都还记得
你不等了.说好的.幸福呐
我错了.泪干了.放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐和还旋转着.
要怎么停呢
怎麽了.
你累了.
说好的.
幸福呢.
我懂了.
不说了.
爱淡了.
梦淹了.
我都还记得.
你不等了.说好的.幸福呢
我错了.泪干了.放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐和还旋转着.
要怎么停呢

::: 给我一首歌的时间 :::

2008-10-19T23:42:00.001+08:00

雨停下的天空灰的更加老旧
你说你不懂为何在这时牵手
我晒干了承诺灰的更加懵懂
就算做事做错也只是怕错过
在一起走分开了走
是不是说没有做完的梦最痛
你若退后我能承受
在最后的出口在爱过哪儿才有
能不能给我一首歌的时间
紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远
在我的怀里不用太多失眠
如果你想忘记我也能适应
能不能给我一首歌的时间
把故事听到最后才说再见
你送我的眼泪让他留在雨天
如果你怀疑一心的依然勇气当作鄙夷

被淋湿的天空灰的更加老旧
你说你不懂我为何在这时牵手
我晒干了承诺灰的狠冲动
就算做事做错也只是怕错过
在一起走分开了走
是不是说没有做完的梦最痛
你若退后我能承受
在最后的出口在爱过哪儿才有
能不能给我一首歌的时间
紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远
在我的怀里. 不用太多失眠
如果你想忘记我也能适应
能不能给我一首歌的时间
把歌词听到最后再说再见
你送我的眼泪让他留在雨天
如果你怀疑一心的依然勇气当作鄙夷
你说我不该不该不该在这时候说了我爱你
要怎麽证明我没有说谎的力气.请告诉我
而暂停算不算放弃
我只有那一天的回忆
能不能给我一首歌的时间
紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远
在我的怀里不用太多失眠
如果你想忘记我也能适应
能不能给我一首歌的时间
哦把歌词听到最后再说再见
你送我的眼泪让他留在雨天
哦.如果你怀疑一心的依然勇气当作鄙夷
rap部分你说过我不该
在这时说爱你. 要怎麽证明我没有力气
可是暂停却算不算放弃
我说我不该不该. 不该在这时才说爱你
要怎麽证明我没有力气
我只有一天回忆

::: 花海 :::

2008-10-19T23:41:00.000+08:00

静止了所有的花开
遥远了清晰的爱
天弥漫爱却更喜欢
那时候我不懂这叫爱
你喜欢站在那窗台
你好久都没再来
彩色的实际让人很空白
是你流的泪晕开
不要你离开距离隔不开
思念变成海在窗外进不来
原谅说太快爱成了阻碍
手中的风筝放太快回不来
不要你离开回忆花不开
请你等重来我在等待重来
天空仍灿烂她爱着大海
情歌被打败爱已不存在

你喜欢站在那窗台
你好久都没再来
彩色的实际让人很空白
是你流的泪晕开
不要你离开距离隔不开
思念变成海在窗外进不来
原谅说太快爱成了阻碍
手中的风筝放太快回不来
不要你离开回忆花不开
请你等重来我在等待重来
天空仍灿烂她爱着大海
情歌被打败爱已不存在
为了这份爱我愿意重新等待。。

::: 等風再把妳帶回來 :::

2008-08-18T17:28:00.002+08:00

一直等一個人等了很久
這一場獨角戲是很寂寞
春夏秋冬我的窗口只有風經過
愛很深有多深我也不懂
妳走後我的心變的脆弱
聽一首歌也覺得痛
但我誰也沒有說
右邊的座位右邊的枕頭
都已經空了那麼久
為妳守候那是因為我已經看透
沒有妳的愛
這個我只是一半
不哭了不笑了
為誰努力我也不明白
沒有人能取代
一個圓的另一半
我固執的等待
等風再把妳帶回來

::: Saturday Nigh Fever :::

2008-07-17T21:15:00.002+08:00

Good evening everybody~ Sorry for the late blog as I am down with sickness recently. Virus Infection.. Thats what the Doctor told me. Sore throat, bad coughing, half fever half cold. The coughing was killing me lately till I didn't get enough rest at night. Finally got 2 days MC since yesterday and will resume back to work tomorrow. Seriously speaking, I really starts to have doubts on those M.O aka Medical Officers in Army - what they said are so different from private clinic (perhaps you could say we paid for the service at the clinic but come on, we are contributing to the Army with the GST and Taxes too!!!) Few example, M.O said my throat is clear whereby I am full of fluid and did cough blood, he refused to give me Antibiotic when I requested and they should give me due to my medical history. Previously, they refused to give me M.C even I reached 39 Degree. Worst part is - he can just chat with another M.O and talk about the renovation of his office while diagnosing me and simply ignore me for 5 minutes as if treating me as transparent whereby I am a sick patient.

Had pretty awesome chill out last Saturday (12/07/08) - Went out for dinner at Seafood Paradise which located at Singapore Flyer for crabs and spotted a hot babe sitting next table. My eyes were locked on her most of the time. Haha.. Headed down to meet the Poly Group at Double O for some clubbing soon after the dinner. Really had a great night and meanwhile we were there to celebrate Cong's Birthday~ Oh ya, we got him a pen and card holder for the present. Stay out pretty late and too much things to be type out. I shall let the photo do the talking.

*Alex acting cute*

*Cheryl tanking a jug of mixer !!!*

*Guan acting cool*

*This is when Shu is high*

*Cong and Shu looking a girls*

*The Powerpuff Girls =X*

*Oh my.. Caught in the act*

*Sam & Bryan*

*Sam & Cong*

*Cheryl & Sam*

*Sam & Teresa*

Been resting quite a lot for this week and it passed so fast till weekend is coming. Planning for some movie feast and meet out with the S.o.G while still organising for Chalet at the end of year. Things are pretty well in place and I am going back to my daily work-out at home.

p.s> R&B in the house.. Feel free to send me nice R&B songs =)

-Sign off-
*Current Status: Recovering from sickness*

::: Weekend :::

2008-07-06T20:06:00.003+08:00

Pretty fast that Weekend will be ending in another 4 hours so came over to update the detail for these days.

On Friday, met up with secondary classmates ( Yvonne, Jessica, Weijie & Amir), we were expecting to be a 10 people outing but ended up to be just five of us attending it. Went over to Toa Payoh for dinner at Sakura International Buffet. The food there wasn't that great if were to compare with the Orchard's outlet but its cheaper by $2 and of cos the accessibility. We had it for about 2 hours before going over to the mini park and Macdonald and dismisses at 1130hrs. Basically its just a catch up session with everybody.

:::Outing @ Sakura:::

:::Sam & Amir:::

:::Von & Sam:::

On Saturday, met up with S.o.G aka Same.Old.Gang (Kelvin, Choo Ann, Johnny & Stanley). We went over to The Cathay in the evening for purchase of movie tickets (HANCOCK) and had our dinner at "Mian Mian Ju Jia" located at its basement - the food there are normal but expensive (damaged us $100). We head down to The Settlers Cafe once again after the dinner and spent another 2 hours chilling over there - seems like its a frequent place for the group already. Caught HANCOCK at 12MN and head down to East Coast Park to chill after that. Reach home at around 0300hrs and pig like a log soon after.

New week approaching and I suppose this will be a swift week for me - going over to Jurong Camp for Tiger Trial preparation tomorrow morning till night and staying over there till Tuesday (the actual day of event) will be going home in the noon and I suppose will be on OFF for Wednesday and perhaps Thursday too and will be having Duty on Friday than Saturday will be the day which I am looking forwards to.

-Sign off-
*Current Status: Happy*

::: 谈恋爱 :::

2008-07-01T21:21:00.002+08:00

如果给你只有那么多
你会不会反而爱上我
如果对你爱得太多
会不会让自己更寂寞

要是对你什么都不说
你有没有耐性等待我
爱情这个游戏什么都不做 - 就不会错

拥抱别人有多么好过
被人拥抱是否更快活
选择无声无息保持沉默
还是宁愿爱了再说

可能我们大概我们
还没真的准备好怎么承受难过
找到爱你的原因
而不想看到了结果两个人一天到晚谈恋爱
可是谁了解什么才是爱
如果把一切说明白
游戏就不精彩
感动的心就会停摆

每个人只想好好谈恋爱
有没有想象两个人的未来
我期待而忘了现在
现在的你何时离开
现在我有多喜欢你
留给你猜

::: Ocean Deep :::

2008-06-30T21:12:00.003+08:00

Love can't you see Im alone
Cant you give this fool a chance
A little love is all I ask a little kindness
In the night
Please don't leave me behind
No, don't tell me love is blind
A little love is all I ask and that is all

Oh love I've been searching so long
I've been searching highnlow
A little love is all I ask - a little sadness
When you're gone
Maybe you need a friend
Only please don't lets pretend
A little love is all I ask and that is all

I wanna spread my wings - but I just cant fly
As a string of pearls and pretty girls go sailing by

Ocean deep, I'm so afraid to show my feelings
I have sailed a million ceilings
in my Solitary room
Ocean deep, will I ever find a lover
Maybe she has found another
And as I cry myself to sleep
I know this love of mine I'll keep ocean deep

Love can't you hear when I call
Can't you hear a word I say
A little love is all I ask
A little feeling when we touch
Why am I still alone?
I've got a heart without a home
A little love is all I ask - and that is all

Im so lonely lonely lonely..
Maybe..

::: Awesome Weekend :::

2008-06-29T20:41:00.003+08:00

June ending soon and July coming !!! First event to look up for will be Bro Cong's Birthday Party *Looking forward to it* As for my Duty dates will be as followed: 3rd (Thursday), 11th (Friday) & 26th (Saturday) - consider not a bad dates allocated as two of the above are my selected dates.

Went out with CA, Johnny and Kelvin last night to Whapoa newly open food place but it ended up be another outlet by Banquet (strongly not recommended as the food are horrible !!!) Went down to The Settlers Cafe (my favorite compare to Minds Cafe) to have some fun since the guys have not visit the cafe yet. Quite surprised to see Kenneth aka Hamster over there (he is botak and I suppose thats his first book-out. *Envy* He was with a group of chio bu >_< We played a few game and the best is "True Color" - its best to play with your closed friends as you will really know what kind of person and influence you will have for them =) I am surprised that I am such a big influence among friends :P

They pointing at GREEN owner AND GREEN owner is ME !!!

Was on MSN the whole afternoon just to accompany Xiao S as she is feeling extreme down (due to what reason, you guys also should know) - Did my best to advise and console her but I suppose I am not that great influence for her. I still tried to company her on the phone or sms while outside. At the last call, she actually make up her mind once again so shall not speak much but just respect her decision and wish her all the best =) *Just hope she won't regret again*

Slept late for yesterday and was sorting up some personal issue. Am I really grown up? Am I immature? Sometime I find that I am still quite childish when comes to decision making or even when come to relationships/love. Maybe I really didn't experience as much as others yet or too conservative towards some issues hence I am not growing up.

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*Current Status: Normal*

::: Wanted @ The Cathay :::

2008-06-28T00:58:00.002+08:00

Good morning too my fellow friends =) Just got home not long ago. Had Durian Feast in camp today~ Officers went to pick durians for us to eat. Eat till throat is getting worst now *cought*. City is packed with people and of cos packed with babes =D~ On my bus while coming home already got so many babes for viewing xD Met up with Jessica and Yvonne for dinner and movie (dinning places are all packed due to the late hour) we ended up at "The Indulge" at Basement 1 of The Cathay and had a nice dinner over there (Damage: $60 for 3 of us). Today really not a bad day, saw a secondary school teacher and Zheng Xiang with his Girlfriend named Irene. To be honest, she is one big time babe too~ Hey bro, you're such lucky chap :P *Happy for you man*

Gave a call to Xiao S but she didn't pick up and realised that she was watching online drama (she mentioned to me on MSN) and she went off line to pig after 15 minutes or so. Didn't really get to chat with her recently but I suppose its alright =)

Lets talk about the movie for now "Wanted" - I will give it a 4 outta 5 Stars due to the poor ending. The graphic and style wise are much similar to Matrix so you will be expecting lots of nice action screen. Frankly speaking, the movie do have bad endings nowadays -_-''' Currently will be waiting for Hancock (03 July 2008), Chi Bi (10 July 2008), Hellboy II - The Golden Army (10 July 2008), Wall-E (Unknown) and Mummy III - The Ancient Dragon Emperor (Unknown) so hold your horse and await these upcoming movies =D

Was phone chatting with NaNa last night since she was really feeling down with her current relation and feeling stress over her work. Just don't understand why some guys can be so heartless to not even care about their own girlfriend. I suppose everybody are the same - "Take things for granted ALWAYS" and NaNa also asked about Xiao S and I. She said I am extreme bias - treat Xiao S very good ( did I? haha..) Xiao S also didn't mention anything of me treating her good (perhaps lots of guys are treating her much better than I do) I am not that greedy, as long she will give me a call once awhile or start to miss me, that will be enough =X (I suppose not greedy ba ? :P)

p.s> NaNa, since you already with him for 31 Months o, more or less you should know his pattern o. Just see if things can work up and clear the air rather then giving up so easily. He is already not trying his best and if you too give up. I suppose this 'Ship' will sink real soon. So give it a last try and if its really that suffering. Don't hesitate to follow your heart =)

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*Current State: Sleepy & Heaty*

::: Dispatch :::

2008-06-26T22:21:00.003+08:00

*Yawn* Pretty tired for the day.. Received a sudden request this morning to go for a dispatch (delivering letters to various camps) so dismiss from Camp at around 1100hrs and something cock up in the Leave System (I assure you not my fault just that the system just SUCKs) Didn't know that compassionate leave could not be taken on back dated so it ended up to be Admin Leap so I got blamed and nag (luckily got my Boss to shield me else really GAME OVER).

There are so many girls over at other Camps but just not for mine Camp. Quite pathetic I would say. Some Camp really extreme old and desolated - having hard time to locate them. We were traveling from Nee Soon Camp -> Khatib Camp -> Chong Pang Camp -> Sembawang Air Base -> Selentar Camp and finished everything by 1500hrs. Went over to have a hair-cut (but still find its quite long =\) Will post the photo up during weekend due to lazy to switch over to Camera Phone just for a shot :P

Weekend will be arriving soon.. Pretty cool uh? So any plan for you guys out there? I am still planning for a K-session tomorrow (Friday) and will be meeting up with buddies on Saturday (usual plan) doubt will be catching any movie this weekend (shortage of movie till next week - Hancock !!!) and NO DUTY for this week !!!

Was chatting with Xiao S on MSN this afternoon and realized that she is having a Rival. (is that good or bad news for me?) haha.. Come on.. I am not that kind of bastard who be the third party in a relationship. I understand that "Love is selfish" but I believe in Karma too =) and even she is Single, I DO NOT have any confident on winning her heart too. Too many strong Rivals around you know ? Haha.. Do you guys believe in this quote - "Nan Ren Bu Huai, Nui Ren Bu Ai"? To me, I truly believe. Why so? I have seen it so many times that guys who are attached fall for another or even went two timers but both the girls still love those Bad Guys deeply. Is this really so called "Love is Blind" or just because "The hardest the challenge, the more you desired" ? Simply don't understand why too.. I don't consider myself as a Mr Perfect but at time I find that I am pretty much a good catch when in love (although I am not rich, handsome, fit, smart) but I won't deny that I 'die' horribly when in Love. Simply being dominated by the girls (ya.. I know I am a weakling :P but I just can't change myself into baddie you know? :X)

p.s> Been coughing so badly recently, pending if were to pay a visit to the Doctor. Tending to visit Dentist for scaling and polishing but expensive >.<''' *Money Fly*

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*Current State: Sleepy & Thinking of Xiao S*

::: Another Day :::

2008-06-24T22:18:00.003+08:00

Hey Hey.. Just realised that I didn't update my blog yesterday =\ although I was on OFF. Haha.. Lazy-ness pawned me !!! Oh ya.. Back to blogging.. Hows everything lately for everybody? I suppose its fine. Been pretty quiet in office lately and I am all alone there slacking. Haha.. I guess I am falling sick soon - coughing, sneezing badly and of cos feeling extreme cold -_- (so unlike me) I guess is due to the durian session which I had on Sunday with Kelvin, CA, Johnny and Stanley. We stayed up till 2am or so -_- and I am glad that we found back the 8 Bao Cafe - they relocated over to along Thomson Road.

Went back office and the greatest news I heard is the "Happy Hour" for this Friday has been postponed !!! Frankly speaking, its more like a "Sad Hour" for us - people eat and play yet we doing all the setting up and closing down -_- (typical sai gang warrior)

Will be attending Rabbit and WuDi's son 1 month old birthday this coming Saturday (at Woodland - its like OMG!!!) Not sure what to buy so gotta just pack them a red packet =| Will be canceling my oversea trip to Genting and KL for next month due to their upcoming riot thingys. Instead, I am pretty looking forward to our Poly Gathering for Cong's Birthday at Dbl on 12th of July 2008 (the date is comfrimed !!!) and we are still thinking of what to get for him. Oh ya, I will be asking Xiao S (she should know who am I referring to since she will read my blog de) to join the party too and of cos hope she will make herself free =)

Recently feeling normal just that I am dying soon from the upcoming sickness~ Haha.. I suppose I somehow sorta up my feeling and where I am heading towards to. I suppose things will be heading towards a bright path as what Tarot Reading shown =) All the best to myself for everything ba~

p.s> Hate school reopen - full of students and those guys are damn noisy.

p.s.s> Xiao S - sorry for making you cry last night with all those hares words which I said. In fact, it hurts me more..

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*Current States: Sick & Extreme Sleepy*

::: Quotes :::

2008-06-22T09:28:00.003+08:00

Hey guys, I just came back from Duty but perhaps blog this up before I forget. Hope you guys enjoy reading.. =)

I have heard some quotes during my attachment period that made me wonder a little. From the Dan and Yang 98.7 Perfect 10.

Yang likes this girl who has found herself a boyfriend.

After various call ins from listeners to suggest some insights, Dan commented

In edited various based on their conversation - Before the girl came into your life, you were happy and carefree, without problems and headaches. When the girl came into your life, you hurt as you see her with another person. Would you choose to have that friendship, or have a go, try to win her heart, if it goes your way, happy everlasting or when it does not, lose that friendship and return to the form before the girl came into your life.

Is it possible for a guy and a girl to be everlasting friends?

Another comment from that show was

A guy and a gal can never be lifelong friends unless one of them is really ugly

How true is this?
Does time breed affection towards one another?
Is it only affection that brings a guy and a gal together?

Sometimes, people hurt others unknowingly and unwillingly. Not everything can be done to perfection in the way one ideally perceive. For everything that cannot be done any better, one can only feel the guilt, the sorrow and the heaven's tease bestowed upon them. Apology is never enough to fill the void of a broken heart, for internal struggles can never be cured by herbs and medicines farmed.

Wrongs can be easily be atoned with the time you have with closest of kins, but may never be able for people of limited opportunities even though one may care. For that, one can only be apologetic and wish the best.

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*Current State: Sleepy*

::: In Camp :::

2008-06-21T23:57:00.003+08:00

Good evening.. Guess where am I now while blogging? YES, I am in camp right now right here !!! Haha.. I know you guys are surprised that I am online while performing duty as I don't do that often. What makes me come online? Easy answer - came online just to see if she is online or not. Ended up blogging too.

Nothing much happened for today (Glad that there isn't) The Duty Officer for the day is my friend so basically its enjoying the duty. He treated me Macdonald for Dinner since we don't really like the Weekend Ration provided by SAF -_-''' Was watching Cartoon in the morning then had lunch before playing PSP and took a nap. Didn't really nap for that 3 hours. Was like thinking of her (is this consider missing?) and after awhile just took a shower to stop myself from doing that. Haha.. Sounds pretty silly to be missing someone who won't be missing me at all >_< You guys know.. Duty on Saturday at time will feel good too (although will be cursing and swearing for it to waste your precious weekend) but I tends to think a lot when alone over here.

Regardless of the past, present or even future. Its really a good time and place to be alone for sorting up feeling/mind onto the right path after sometime. Duty will be ending tomorrow 0800hrs and be going home to pig for the day. Not sure if I have any upcoming plan for night and Monday =\ I haven't do my Report yet.. Haha.. Tomorrow morning wake up earlier to do ba since I prefers to spend the time texting with her instead :P

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*Current State: Normal*

::: Eve of Duty :::

2008-06-20T23:09:00.004+08:00

*Yawn* I'm bored.. Will be going back to Camp for Duty tomorrow by 0800hrs and will be leaving that dumb Camp at 0800hrs Sunday BUT I will be on OFF this coming Monday (wahaha) Today wasn't a bad day half way. Superior went out for Cohesion so we are allowed to knock off at 1200 Noon. Went out for Movie (Dont Mess With The Zohan) at Vivocity's GV with Sean after that. Didn't know that the price is $8.50 (not really much different from weekend) That movie is extreme lame and "er xin" but I would say its extreme funny !!! Today wasn't really on Lady Luck too, caught two not bad looking babes and they happened to be in the same movie as us and we sitting at the same row BUT not next to them (OMG.. such a waste) Haha.. Oh ya.. GV really full of commercials, even you're late for ten minutes also won't miss the opening. Wanted to take photo of that Kungfu Panda but was rushing for the show and when I return.. The Panda was GONE !!! -_-'''

SMS-ed her twice today as per normal (sounds like feeding medicine daily =.=''') and managed to be chatting with her on MSN for awhile before she knock off. Heard that she going Chinatown for dinner and likes eating Stingray so recommended her to dine over there with friends BUT I doubt she could find it (she is as blur as sotong.. LOLx) I also don't know what get into my mind last night till I went to express my feeling for her on the phone (which I shouldn't due to many factors) but what done is done so just have to let nature take its course once again. At time still will miss her but I would rather not to miss. Haha.. Its always better to be missed rather then missing others. :P

p.s> Sharing this with you guys - http://www.askmen.com/dating/index.html *Enjoy your weekend ahead !!!*

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*Current State: Tired + Sleepy + Miz*

::: Back To Blog :::

2008-06-17T23:55:00.003+08:00

Been ages since my last blog.. Finally did some update to my frozen blog too :P Hope you guys like the new layout~ Took sometime to configure everything~ Do drop me some feedback and tag tag tag =D

So how are you guys been doing? Manage to catch up some movie lately? I just caught The Incredible Hulk last Saturday and it's not bad but isnt as good as Iron-man. DO NOT watch The Happening and Shaolin Girl (whatever it is), friends mention that they are a waste of your money~ Kungfu Panda is funny too (so many people said I am like him -_-''') *ROAR*

Just came home not long ago.. Went over to Orchard to meet up with ITE buddies (Johnny, Winnie, Joanne) Eugene arent free and Leong - dont know where he die to -_- had our dinner at Pasta Mania - ordered my favorite dish T-x x x (dont know what is it but it costs me $11+) didnt even look at the price while ordering >_< then walked around before proceeding over to Swensan for Ice Cream Feast (Giant Earthquake) its like omg !!! The potion seems decrease =.=? 8 Scoops of Ice Cream and costs about $30 (including GST and Service Charge) - not bad but too little if were to compare to last time. Since we had this outing at the very last minute therefore we didnt really chill out for long BUT we do enjoyed ourselves !!! It seems to me that, many people around me are getting attached once again (except for me) - Hey !!! I do need some Lady Luck~ Haha.. Ok.. Time to stop typing and proceed to bed~ Tomorrow still got what dumb Life-Run -_- waste of my time !!! Still got Duty on Saturday~ OMG !!! *Yawn*

p.s> I realised that I still have not return Tarot Book to Cong yet -_-''' Sorry bro~ haha :P

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*Current State: Love Sick & Tired*

::: Pisces Horoscope :::

2008-03-27T22:51:00.002+08:00

The Bottom Line

Pay attention to the signals someone's sending you -- it's not what you think.

In Detail

Your urge to get closer to someone in your social circle is becoming almost unbearable. But before moving forward, pay closer attention to the clues they are sending -- they are quite mixed! This person might not be quite ready to open up to you. To test the waters, keep your conversation light. Resist your urge to ask them to spend the rest of their life with you! Baby steps will get you closer to their heart than giant leaps (and they are a lot less intimidating!).

p.s> This is so true for me >_<

::: Joint :::

2008-03-14T11:02:00.001+08:00

The world I see at a second glance
Is filled with dust, afterimages, and pallid shadows
On the dignified back rests the resolution to carry everything
What do i want to do?
Why?
I was supposed to be ready for this solitary journey
Dont let of of my hand
The emotions I feel from you
Awaken a wish I cant express in my head
In front of my eyes
Are the two of us without any hesitation
So I will move on to the future
All the chagrin and sadness
Taught me more joy then i'd ever known
And also tought me how you were always by me
Dont you feel it?
There is nothing to fear now
Hold on tight to this head
The power only you can use
Changes the dream to reality

::: Happy New Year (2008) :::

2008-01-03T20:38:00.001+08:00

Hey everybody.. May it be a great year ahead for all of us =) Its already third day of the new year and sorry for the late update and wishes :P I was kinda stuck in camp for duty on the 1st of Jan 2008~ Haha.. So how you guys spend on the Eve ? Company with your loved ones ? Counting down in front of your beloved computer or joined friends out to chill and even watch the Firework? I suppose any of the above would be fine as long you enjoy =)

I spent that night with my Polymates at one of the PUB at Boat Quek - I enjoyed myself there (both drinking, chilling and chatting with girls :P) Too bad I missed the Firework (I heard they did a good job with it). Had a wonderful Seafood over at AMK for dinner. Too bad cant stay out late due to duty the next day hence headed home at around 2am~ I have numerous of photo to be upload but not yet receive >_< A brand new year means I should have a new Resolution for myself !!! Gotta make some great changes ahead ? :P Heading for some great movie this year too~ Really a lot coming up~ So stay tune for my update !!! Kinda of sleepy now so perhaps I should stop here~ Hope you guys like the new layout and do leave some comments over at the TAG BOARD :P

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*Current State: Tired*

::: Free & Easy :::

2007-12-22T01:21:00.000+08:00

Hey everybody~ Hows thing going on? Its been ages and I really mean ages since my very last update~ Haha.. Here I'm back with everything new and latest update of myself !!! Just came back from movie - National Treasure (at Vivocity) and supper at East Coast Park Hawker~ Met up with Johnny, Kelvin and Derrick~ The movie is good~ (Waiting to catch "I am Legend") and had a great supper over there (due to chatting with girl?) haha..

Guess what? I'm having block leave till 31st of Dec 2007 !!! Damn that dumb planner who place my Duty on the very first day of year 2008 !!! *Curse* Gotta attend a Wedding Dinner tomorrow at Park Royal Hotel and tending to go out after that ! Time for fun ! Christmas Eve is coming yet I still do not have any plan on mind~ *Sad* Mmm.. Perhaps I should take a rest from typing~ Time for some Anime !!!

p.s> Wishing you guys an early Merry Christmas and a happy new 2008 !!! =)

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*Current State: Happy*

::: Enjoy :::

2007-09-16T21:12:00.000+08:00

Good evening ladies and gentle~ I just finished my long weekend since I took off on Friday so lets update you guys on what happend to me~

Thursday - Knock off in the evening after typing a long winded 'complain' letter to my EX IC by the order of my QM, given the authority to write whatever I like to F that fatty. Almost cant take off due to him but who care? I'm getting the direct permission from QM and not him. Yet he isnt doing his duty properly!!! Met up with Cong, Ling and Teresa for dinner at Sakae Sushi and went over to Parklane for Pool (for 2 hours) before proceeding to Mr Bean Cafe to chill till around 3~4 am~

Friday - Thought slept late but still woke up at 10am to meet Cong, Teresa, Guanzong & Sheena for Klunch at Cineleisure (as usual I turned up late !) Went over for a long shopping trip (testing of moon cake at Takashimaya) and hunt present for Jessica's birthday~ Manage to get a very nice Micky Mouse Organiser and a Chinese Book. Had a casual dinner over at Plaza Singapura before proceeding over to Griffara Bar Resturant (opposite P.S - Istana Park) to chill. It is an awesome place to chill, with its great service, atmosphere and great cocktails !!! Give it a try if you are searching for a good place to chill at~ (Highly recommand their House Special - Fruit Fantasy Cocktail). Met up with Kelvin at around 11pm to join him with the meet up of net friends and went for supper~

Saturaday - Attended Jessica's Birthday Party over at her house in evening. A night with feastful dinner from her mum - order KFC and Candian Pizza (Eat till crazy) while watching DVD and basically its kinda of simple celebration. Met up with Kelvin again to join that group for drink at a nearby Pub. To be frank, I dont really like that kinda of 'oldies pub' =x I might looks and sounds old but I dont like that kinda of environment x.X Send few of them home with Kelvin's Vehical~ Surprised to know that Miss Qoo actually staying at the same area of SC =\ After that we went over to Kovan's HK Cafe for supper again. Basically, this weekend I spent a lot on FOOD and DRINKS !!!

Sunday - Spent the whole afternoon at home practising my Tarot Card reading and gaming before meeting up with Kelvin for dinner (Pizza Hut) at TPY aka Toa Payoh - Basically we did some shopping chat about life for awhile. Yet I'm preparing for the working day (tomorrow)already.

So fast its been 3 months in the Army and I have been officially revocate to a Clerk, I might be given lots of resposibility since QM always said he have high expectation from me (dont know how they can sense/see) -_-''' I kept asking myself "Am I actually ready for a relation?" - I needs someone to company me.. love me.. care for me.. I do feel lonely at time too~ I do have friends and family but the feeling are totally difference :< Listening to Class 95FM now really makes me feel emotional~ Have a great week ahead of you guys =) Take care !!!

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*Current Status: Emotional*

::: Sunday :::

2007-09-02T22:15:00.000+08:00

Good evening~

Hows the weekend for you guys? I'm doing pretty fine (at least I'm skipping the present of being at AoH aka Army Open House) almost 99% of the HQ went down to be "support" unit -_- Time flies pretty slow for this weekdays but not weekend. Went over to Comex 2007 just now and realised that nothing much on sales but lots of pretty girls (they dressed like those during CARs show) - Basically I did enjoy the weekend as usual.. Chilling here and there with buddies but pocket is really broke~

I'm actually preparing for Monday now~ Gotta slack the whole day tomorrow reading my book~ Haha.. I suppose its better to slack then to get lots of arrows during Army. I just brought a Deck of Tarot Card so that I could finally start practising it~ Currently having so many things to buy.. and some many things on mind to proceed with yet no time.. no courage and no money to do so~ Haix.. Perhaps some of you can give me some enlightenment~ :P Cya guys around.. Tired lo~ Take care~

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*Current States: Normal*

::: The Return :::

2007-08-20T17:16:00.000+08:00

Wow!!! I'm back to blog again~ Haha.. Been really lazy to even come over here to post anything =x So hows everybody doing? As for me, I'm hanging around with Polymates and S.O.G pretty often since my last blog~ As for secondary buddies side, everybody seems busy to even come out (perhaps is due to transportation) since we normally go out at night~ So did you guys manage to catch Jay's Chou very first own directed movie "Secrety"? I caught it with my bro~ Its an awesome movie with unexpected twist in the story~

Time flies~ I've been serving the Army for 2 months and still counting~ Gotta be revocating from Storeman to Clerk soon due to many shits happend. Oh ya.. Recommand you guys a good chilling place - its at Puggol Park, there is a resturant bar which serve great food and its excellent atmosphere (pretty cooling and romantic) Mmm.. Came home early today due to Early Realise but I wont be typing that much~ I'm hungry so gotta grab my dinner and off for gaming!!! Cya guys around and take care~ Sayonara~

P.s> The BGM playing now is "Secret" main theme by Jay Chou's Bu Neng Shuo De Mi Mi - Currently my favourite song and I learnt to play it on guitar too~ Hope you guys enjoy!

*Current States: Normal*
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::: Happy Birthday Cong :::

2007-07-15T03:13:00.000+08:00

Yeah.. A belated Happy Birthday to Cong Ge on 14th of July 2007 - Had a wonderful party on 13rd of July 2007 at Boat Clark, one of the recommanded PUB by Gz. Kinda cant remember the PUB's name but its environment is pretty nice with lots of people (especially lots of presentable girls around to chat with) except for its sound system (for singing) totally cannot make it. They should actually do something about that :P That night was an awesome gathering for our polymates. Really misses the good old days during our poly life~ Hope to see you guys around once a month or so~ Thank you guys for the great time spent~

Met up with Cong Ge on his actual birth-day to company him for purchase on DSLite ($290). Its pretty cheap after comparing the prices in the whole SIM LIM Square. I was so relatard to purchase PSP or DSLite now because really not sure of what to buy and I really dont wish to make myself on tight budget since middle of the month >_< So still pending, give suggestion :P Saw IPOD NANO (2GB) selling at $178 which is far cheaper then the market price right now. Did not get any encounter with Sound System =\ Mmm.. Just came home from movie - Harry Potter 5. Kinda of short (2hrs 30mins) but still enjoying it - Might be purchasing its very last book end of the month for collection~ Hehe.. Ok.. Enought of timing.. Time for me to go hang around on the net.. Keep you guys update often~ Sayonara~

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*Current State: Tired*

::: Graduated :::

2007-07-07T13:52:00.000+08:00

I'm officially Graduated from NYP with Diploma in Electronic, Computer & Communication Engineering on 5th of July 2007~ After 3 years of hardwork, endurance and determination - I finally achieve this. NYP did a great job for the Graduation Ceremony too~ Whole group of Poly gang went out for dinner after that over at Sakura Resturant~ Photo will be upload onto Friendster ASAP~

Went out for movie - Die Hard 4.0 with the Secondary gang last night over at Cineleisure Cathay. It is a great action movie but with typical kind of story line. Was so tired till dozed off through the movie a few times just like watching Transformer last week.

Lazy to be writting too much so stopping here. You guys have a great weekend!!! Take care and enjoy!!!

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*Current State: Normal*

First of July 2007

2007-07-01T22:53:00.000+08:00

Wow.. Been gone for about 2 months and finally I'm back again to blog blog blog.. Hows life for everybody? As for mine.. Its totally sucky.. Finally I understand why people hate army life soooo much, I can totally agreed with it even though I'm only in for 2 weeks YET I'm already experiencing the shitty management and politics in there. Fuckers in there are just playing around with Ranks whereby some of them are just some useless cowards when off duty. Got enlisted on 18th of June 2007 and estimated ORD date will be 17th of June 2009 !!! Its a long way to go.. and its a waste of my youth!!! Guess what? I just went back to camp TODAY (Sunday!) to do shit, luckily I'm allow to take one day off (any day) from work - hence I gotta be on leave for upcoming Thursday (Graduation Day) and Friday !!! Gotta enjoy, enjoy and enjoy !!! Plan for Thursday should be having Dinner Buffet over at Marina Square's Kbox and chill the night off~ As for Friday, will be a day for sleeping and going out at night to chill again!!! Perhaps gotta go for Durian Session on Wednesday Night :P Oh ya.. My vocation is Clerk x Logicistic x Storeman = lots of shitty arrows will be directing to me real soon (after my upper study ORD !) So did all of you get your GST Package yet ? I suppose you did, since GST has already increased to 7%!!! Yes!!! 7% means we gotta pay more more and more !!! I'm still having doubts regarding my Allowance - hope its around $400 so that I can start saving up for my ORD holiday trip before starting my career and buying lots of items (e.g, IPOD Nano, Tarot Card, Creative Sound Blaster, PSP and etc..) Mmm.. Time to put a stop on my long winded blog and start visiting the dreamland, tomorrow have to report early for work and having lots of paper work to settle.. Sayonara~ Take care everybody!!!

p.s> Transformers is an awesome movie~ You guys should really catch it.. Will be tending to catch Harry Potter soon~~~

::: Enlisted :::

2007-04-29T22:16:00.000+08:00

Received the 'Love Letter' from Mindef few days ago regarding my Enlistment Date~ Finally it has arrived !!! I will be enlisted on 18th of June 2007 - BMT School II (anybody who got into the same school, kindly let me know) Poor Edward, he is desperate for his letter now since he wishes to enter earlier (June) then late (Sept) Tomorrow will be the last day of his hope for getting in. Wish him luck~ Were chatting with Leong this afternoon about Hobby/Passion - He define his as weird as nobody actually act like him but I told him that, hobby/passion is one which enjoy doing during their free time and willing to invest on it. Hence do not have to mention if its weird or whatever. Come on dude, dont always look down on yourself~ Have more self-confident !

Spiderman III is coming to Town this 1st of May 2007 - Most of the time slots and cinema are fully booked on the first day of its launching !!! *Stun* I suppose I will be watching in the Weekend if my company is fine with it. I heard there is this *4K Digital at GV VivoCity* - Not sure if its any difference compare with others (For those watch it there kindly let me know the difference). Guess what? I actually forgotten that Tuesday is a Public Holday >_< forgive me since everyday is Holiday for me till Enlistment Date xD Time to put a stop for my post~ Sayonara~

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*Current State: Sleepy*

::: Views :::

2007-04-24T15:05:00.000+08:00

Good afternoon everybody~ Been missing for sometime due to laziness and nothing to post. For some unknown reasons, my new blog skin arent displaying the background properly (perhaps the creator removed it) as you can see I only change my background whenever there is one which caught my attentation rather than making one since Im lazy ! Everybody received their NS Enlistment Letter but not for me.. Why? No idea! Called up CMPB last week to check and they told me that Im being scheduled to be enlist on June and most proberbly I will be receiving a letter from them this month =\ Some people might think that Im desperate to get in.. but come on.. Its just a matter of sooner or later (you still have to serve and fuck off) - finishing it earlier is better then dragging your butt outside doing Part Time Jobs which is unstable. Worst of all Im so called enjoying my holiday now due to this reason (most suitable jobs requires me to work on contract basis or Full Time Permemant or even extreme far from my area). To some extend, people might find that Im a slacker but on the second though - this is one of the longest holiday which I have before ORD then to working life. Im not really in needs of money now and the only few reasons why people work is because 1. to earn money for personal usage 2. to kill time etc.. I agree that its better to work then to slack but different people do have different view on various issues.. Nowadays, people are questioning "are you going for University?" and if you answer is 'NO', they will start replying lots of personal views. I believe that Education is something but not everything - Being smart is not judge by how much you actually invest on your Education. In my personal view, most people just study for the sake of that piece of paper and its starting pay but come to it, by the time you achieve that - what kind of jobs you really want doenst mean you will get. Most of the time is "We choose jobs and not jobs choose us" - Frankly speaking, if Diploma isnt enought for working at this moment, then I suppose many of the Degree Holders will be killing each other for jobs and those A Level students who cannot make it to University will have to committ sucide xD

p.s> Pardon me for being self-center and if my personal view hurts you~

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*Current states: Impefect World*

::: New Blog :::

2007-04-11T00:08:00.000+08:00

Yosh~ Ladies and gentlemen~ How are you guys lately? Finally I managed to drag myself back to gym and jogging.. Really hope it will get my previous figure back!!! Haha.. Hows both the new blog skin and background music? Hope its cool enought to entertain any of you :P Nothing much to update recently~ Busy watching lots of anime since there are so many !!! Oh ya.. Im learning how to read Tarot Card too~ Hope to pick up some skills outta it and have fun with the 'prediction' for life~ Heard someone told me that yesterday "Education is a good investment" - I dont really agree but not because I cant study. Its due to what im seeing at outsider and hearing from outside. If education is a good investment then why arent everybody throw their time and money till PhD ? I believe everybody can study as long they forced themselves or motivate in a positive manner. I strongly believe that experience is much important then just a piece of paper which shown you are Graduated from XXX school, XXX course. Those who really make it BIG in real are mostly those who dare to take the risk - since being success in life means one have to think smart, act fast and have courage to bear the consquenaces. If you were to ask me, I might not be successful in that as I would just want to be simple man on Earth :P Pardon me for being so naggy here~ Will try to update often too~ Ciao guys~

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*Current States: Normal*

::: Wing :::

2007-04-07T21:59:00.000+08:00

Yosh everybody !!! Its weekend again !!! So what are you guys doing or planning to do? Basically Im spending most of my time with family and computer. Went over to Queensway Shopping Centre for purchase of sports shoe. Did not manage to get the design which I wants since its sold out so I got another pair which is somehow similar which costs $110 after a 20% discount. The staff there are real cheaper then outside market. Finally I get a new pair of sports shoe for resuming my sports. Will be jogging everyday as far as Im concern and visiting the Gym for at least once a week and Im tending to get back to my Badminton with company too. Will be avoiding supper as much as possible since I really wishes to slim myself down to the much better looking figure during Secondary. Been crazy over singing English love songs recently and perhaps I should learn to play guitar while singing those lovely songs =) Seems to be that Im really getting less interest with Love these day. My old lonely self is getting back. Althought I start to think about SC but we really seldom meet up and communicate with each other besides sending her sms once awhile. Ok, cya guys around and take care !

This chorus is nice:
One... you're like a dream come true
Two... just wanna be with you
Three... girl it's plain to see... that your the only one for me
Four.. .repeat steps one through three
Five... make you fall in love with me
If ever I believe my work is done... then I start Back at One...
*Back At One by Brian McKnight*

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*Current States: Cheerio*

::: Love :::

2007-04-02T22:05:00.000+08:00

Do you agree - Love ?

Love is just like a shooting star,the moment can be so beautiful that gives you hopes & dreams, but when its over,it can only be treated as a Memory...

It takes a minute to know someone,an hour to fall in love with someone, half of your life time to understand someone,but it takes a lifetime to forget a person.

Being strong s0metimes mean being able t0 let g0! Some people just arent meant to be in our love lives forever... They are just passer-by who leave sweet memories as well as heartachess...

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*Current states: Sleepy*

::: TMNT :::

2007-03-28T22:35:00.000+08:00

Good evening everybody !!! So hows everything for you guys? I just went back to company for collection of my pay. Finally managed to earn some income but the pay like dont tally (no OT and that claim!) Today was really pouring heavily!!! Even caught in the rain with Desmond (Ya, met up with him before going back to company) Took a bus back down to Town to meet up with Cong and Ling - Im always the lightbulb among them!!! Haha~ but I doubt they mind xD Had my dinner at Burgar King then went movie - TMNT with them. It is a nice 3D movie!!! Good storyline and nice graphic. Worth the catch~ Next movie shall be Mr Bean on Holiday !!! Who is interested to watch with me? :P Supper was simple yet nice! Just reach home so tending to take a rest and go DotA with friends before proceeding to SCV. So catch up with you guys soon~ Sayonara~

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*Current States: Happy*

::: End :::

2007-03-25T23:23:00.000+08:00

Finally Im home!!! 3 days of work at NATAS Fair is finally over!!! I can finally give my feets a long rest *real pain* (All of us stand for around 12 hours each day which last for 3 days) I suppose I did earn a lot from it althought I have not do any calculation yet and will be getting the cheque this Week. Im back to be Free Lancer again~ Will be having an interview with OCBC's HR this Wed and perhaps tending to meet up with Cong for Sentosa chilling, dinner and movie - TMNT and Mr. Bean!!! Hope it wont be another boring life for me again. Working life is tiring but its real fun and get to socialise~ I skipped dinner for these few days due to work. Just wont feel tired while working. Haha.. Am I just another soon-to-be workaholic? Anyway, Im chewing those breads which I brought at Breads Talk while keep drinking ice water~ Ok.. Time to sign off~ Sayonara~

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*Current States: Tired*

::: PTW :::

2007-03-21T23:04:00.000+08:00

Hi everybody~ Just came home from shopping/chilling with Cong and Ling - Went over for a briefing on my weekend job over at Suntec (NATAS). The job scope is pretty easy or should I say its pretty common for all of the promotion in a big fair. The most tendious part should be the crowd control and handling those nasty/kiasu kind of Singaporean. The briefing was pretty BORING, talk and talk non stop still break for so long before having a dumb role-play (as if we are dumb or as if we can predict what kind of customers we will be facing). Will be working for 3 days and working hour is around 12 hours, the pay is interesting and I suppose the working environment will be attractive (due to babes around). Haha~ Currently, demand for more money for a better living~ Saw a few pair of sports shoes which Im consider on buying due to the reasonable price and design. On the other hand, Im still finding for Admin/Clerk kind of related job so keep me inform if there is one. Thanks guys and take care!!! Sayonara~

p.s> Received my results last night and guess what ? Stright B+ with increament on my GPA. Lastly, Im officially graduated!!! Now have to wait for my Diploma Cert on July.

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*Currrent States: Tired*

::: Happy Birthday ::::

2007-03-04T04:05:00.000+08:00

Good morning everybody!!! I just came from chilling!!! Hahaha.. First of all, I would want to wish myself a Happy 22nd Birthday !!! Im a year older = I suppose nothing to be proud of since Im really getting older with more bundle to carry and think about >_< Anyway, were having dinner at New York New York Resturant with Jessy, Kuan, Weijie, Yvonne and Jessica. The food and service there wasnt that bad. Prices are reasonable, food is consider nice and pleasant. Service wise they did provide an average standard. Unlike what others said "they provide bad service and food but only the environment is nice". The environment is nice - especially at the little hub we were at with nice music and lots of teenagers around. Dennis came with his girlfriend to pass me Present (so thoughful right?) - Thanks Ruixiang and Dennis for the nice Present, I simpily love it!!! Suppose to be clubbing with the group but one by one rejected the offer and we ended up rotting till around 11pm before taking bus home. After that, I went to meet Kelvin for supper at Xin Wang Cafe. Really felt bad about leaving him alone at home while Im enjoying myself outside whereby he was waiting to go out with me but its ok~ Since he is the first one who spent my actual birthday with. The only two disappointments which I received were - 1. Didnt managed to organise a clubbing session with my Secondary Buddies as planned on my Birthday and 2. SC rejected to celebreate with me due to her overwork. = I will upload the photo ASAP after Jessica pass to me~ As for now.. I will take a rest and cya guys soon~ Sayonara~

p.s> Thank you guys for spending your precious time to company me for dinner - I simpily love you guys and appriciate it very much~ As for Kelving, thanks for the wondeful treat~

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*Current State: Happy*

::: March :::

2007-03-01T13:26:00.000+08:00

Good afternoon everybody~ Its been ages since my last post, hope you guys did not miss me too much :P So hows everybody? Busy working/studying.. haha~ As for me, Im busy looking for full time temporary job for a few months before entering Army since CMPB noticed that we will be entering on either June or September. So if you guys have any lobang on job can kindly recommand to me. Althought I did received a few jobs from the agency but they just do not suit me hence I just declared it. Today is the opening of Career Fair too but I will be going down tomorrow and meeting up with my ITE Buddies for early celebretion for my Birthday and as for Saturday, I will be meeting up with my Secondary Buddies for dinner then perhaps at night we will be going down to M.O.S for clubbing~ Yet Sunday, which will be my actual birthday, will be spending with my Family~ I suppose it will kinda fun chilling out with a whole group of people. Seriously speaking, I dislike being alone for my Birthday hence the best present for me will be "company of friends/family/loved ones". Besides hunting for jobs, Im trying to pick up Japanese by myself and starts to read up books which interest me. Still waiting to get a pair of Sports Shoes before going back for sports. Time to say goodbye~ Update you guys after sometime~

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*Current States: Normal*

::: Happy Chinese New Year :::

2007-02-19T03:25:00.000+08:00

Yawn~ What a boring Chinese New Year.. Besides collecting red packet and eating.. Bascially Im doing nothing.. Wanted to ask people out.. but everybody are busy with their own activities.. How am I going to endure this period of lifeless.. Im unofficially graduate from Polytechnic and heard that I will be getting that piece of paper on 2nd of July and getting enlisted into Army around 4th of July. Im tending to apply for early enlistement and most likely is able to. As for further study on University.. Still pending but most likely its either a no or part-time due to my age issue~ Got myself a new set of clothing which I find it nice.. My Birthday is coming!!! Yeah.. Hope something nice will happend this year~ Feeling tired.. Go rest liao.. Sayonara~

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*Current State: Sleepy*

::: Hello :::

2007-02-10T22:17:00.000+08:00

Dear Dairy~ Do you know that Im down with major fever since last week and my body isnt fully recover yet? I went to visit the doctor twice and ate pills like sweets daily~ Just had another paper down last Wednesday, and guess what? I didnt even prepare for it since my brain is blocked which meant cant even memorise anything. Hows my current condition? Not fully recover but at least Im able to do this and that just that I feel extreme tired easily especially while Im preparing for my upcoming exam notes. Brain simpily didnt absorb much. Dear Dairy, could you please tell me why one miss someone till the extreme even if he is sick? I dont understand myself either, I simpily miss her more while Im down with sickness and in dream. Finally, I managed to ask her out for a date just now since she will be busy working during Vday while Im preparing for last exam. Met her up in the evening, should I say its a sudden date? I smsed her and she just replied "Dont feel like going out because she is too ugly today and afraid might give me nightmare" and thing didnt turn up to that horrible.. Just another sweet princess appeared infront of me :P Ya, she looks great today especially with her new wavy long hair~ Met her up for dinner over at Plaza Singapura and did some window shopping (still didnt manage to get any clothings for myself) Was telling Kenneth, perhaps we can go do some shopping on my last day of paper and he agreed so hope will get some shopping luck. Mmm.. One more doubts Im having, why is she always down with long face especially when Im sending her home? Its like so many times this happend and I dont understand.. Is it what I did or said? Perhaps I really dont understand her fully.. Conversation between both of us has reduced from little to almost none. Is the fault lies on me? or her? She is a quiet girl.. She told me before she dont like to talk much about herself.. So what should I do? Keen to meet her and I did but saw her black face while on the way home.. Everything seems like Im forcing her.. since she is already tired.. =
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*Current State: Process of Recovering*

::: Exam :::

2007-01-24T18:54:00.000+08:00

Oops.. Im finally back to blog again!!! Haha.. been gone for sooo long.. So how are you guys been for the New Year ? Hope everything going smoothly for everybody~ Lets see.. What should I update.. Firstly, I did pretty well for my Common Tests and Presentation/Interview~ and I had just attended Communication Test today yet didnt know how to answer for two questions (dont even know what the hell its asking) Been busy gaming, projecting recently.. Totally no time for other business.. Haha.. My Exam Timtable is out too~ Will be having 2 Common Test on 24th Of Jan and 7th, and 13rd, 14th and 16th for my Exam.. Dont need to celebretate Valentine Day already! (anyway do I even have one?) haha.. Maybe will try to date her out and see if possible =x God damn it.. Heard that there will be a FPGA Lab Test on VHDL next Tuesday.. its like OMFG =.= dislike anything which is related to that module~ Oh ya.. Tomorrow is Nanyang Polytechnic aka NYP open house~ Can go around to see the newbie and visiting the various booth for disturb purpose xD

Everybody are busy discuessing and crazy over "Death Note" althought I missed the Movie and didnt read the Manga but I did watch the Anime (but god damn it.. its LICENSED) I suddenly thought of what would I do if I really have a hold of that book - I will sure to exchange that Shingimi's Eyes for half of my life span and upon knowing that. I will therefore do whatever I want to do for my remaining life before writting my name down on the book with the date and time and of cos die in a peaceful manner. Why so? Reason is pretty simple, because Im selfish, I would rather people to cry over my death then seeing those I love and care to leave before me~ Yet I can determine the way on how I die :P

Ok.. Time to go back for gaming~ See you guys around~

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*Current State: Tired*

::: Last Month :::

2007-01-07T01:42:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year everybody !!! Yes !!! So fast and first week of year 2007 has pass~ So hows celebretion for everybody and do you guys have any resolution for the year :P Im having my Final Exam soon (in a month) and so many new projects are being dump to us. Having my Mock Interview (last project for Communication Skill) this coming Wednesday (yeah, formal dress code again!) Currently doing much in life but busy gaming.. watching anime and rushing off with projects before going for an intensive revision. Oh ya.. Manage to get reasonable grades for 2 of the 3 Tests and receiving the 3rd grade this coming Monday. Ok then.. I think im going back for some gaming before brother is home.. Sayonara guys and take care !!!

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*Current State: Sleepy*

::: Happy New Year 2007 :::

2007-01-01T04:39:00.000+08:00

Yawn~ Just came home from countdown with Weijie, Jessica, Yvonne, Jinghao and Minsiang. Met up with everybody at City Hall MRT Station but everybody turned up to be late. Had our dinner over at Yuki Yaki International Buffet, Marina Square. Consider quite cheap $24nett per person yet you can enjoy great food with additional self made ice-cream ;) After the dinner, we went to search for good spot to view Firework and the location we found wasnt really good. Every year seems to be same for me (us). Celebreting most of the special events together rather then with our Mr/Mrs. Right. Caught a movie - Night at the Museum, nice movie with full of funny contents. Really enjoying the movie pretty much since I laughted a lot, haha.. Didnt really do much after that besides walking from Marina Square to Book Keng for 45 minutes and took at cab home (waited for 30minutes). Seriously speaking, I dont really enjoy my first day of Year 2007 - suddenly got so many bad things occured (dont wish to mention) Just damn it and hope I will have a better days ahead for the year. ROAR !!! Time for bed.. Sayonara and take care.. Hope you guys are enjoying the new year~

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*Current State: Fuck up*

::: Holiday Still :::

2006-12-26T23:16:00.000+08:00

Hi guys~ Im back from Chalet~ Jessy did a pretty excellent job for hosting her party over there. We got feed with nice and large amoung of food =D~ but most of us didnt get enought rest during that period. Overall it ended fine. Went back to CMPB for medical check up again and guess what? Im being downgraded from PES A to PES E -_-''' due to my medical history (should I be happy or sad?) From what I know PES E will most likely be doing admin work during office hour only =D~ My holiday will be ending soon... Left for around 1 week then back to intensive study mood as exams appoarching soon means Im graduating soon =.= Anybody have any nice dinning place to recommand for gathering during New YearEve? If have just drop your suggestion over at Tagboard, thanks~ Back to gaming lo.. See you guys around and take care~

p.s> cracking my brain for new year eve event >_<

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*Current State: Sleepy*

::: Christmes Eve :::

2006-12-24T15:58:00.000+08:00

Hi everybody~ Im back to blog again and yet with a new layouy~ Hope you guys will like it too!!! Haha.. What Hawkk said is indeed the fact - Im being lazy hence didnt do any posting. Currently, Im having my holiday while busy gaming and going out with friends.. In programming term its soemthing like that - (while events++; money--) Haha.. Im really running low on cash recently so gotta be limit on my spending. As for my Common Tests - Took 3 papers but only confident of getting a better grade for one of them only >_< Lets just wish me luck for it !!! Just went for a 'date' with S.C to movie - Eragon on Wednesday (not in a relation yet consider date ? xD) and gave her a box of Dark Chocolate from Royce and a self made item for Christmes Present. Eragon is a nice movie - Full of fantasy and magic (its much silmilar to Lord of The Ring and The Chronical of Narnia), rumours said that it have a total of 3 series - nowadays Director love to flim these sort of series movie -_-? I shall just ends here for the moment. Have to get prepared to go over to Jessy's 21st Birthday Chalet over at Aloha Chalet~ Will be back tomorrow night. Meanwhile I wish everybody an early Merry Christmes and may you guys spend this special day with the beloved one~ =)

p.s> Hope I will be able to ask her out again next week for movie too. She refused to give me that 'present' which I wanted for this Christmes - Reason: Too big to be wrap and no ribbon.

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*Current State: Cheerio*

::: 月亮先生部落格 :::

::: 那些年﹐我們的回憶 :::

::: Trust ? :::

Trust no one, but yourself

::: 不能为她穿上 ‘嫁衣’，请别脱她的 ‘内衣’ :::

::: 生理時鐘表 :::

::: 生日密码 :::

對的時間遇到錯的人，請釋懷，相信下一次便是對的。﻿錯的時間遇到對的人，請等待，也許是對雙方的考驗。

::: 答应不爱你 :::

::: New Life :::

::: 有种爱上的感觉，却不是爱 :::

:: Simple Theory :::

::: 100首杰倫歌名砌成的故事 :::

100首杰倫歌名砌成的故事

::: Day before Exam :::

::: Regret :::

::: Love Theory :::

::: Lucky :::

::: Officially Missing You :::

::: 白色情人节 :::

::: 如何追天秤座女孩 :::

::: Untitled :::

::: Weekend :::

::: Happy Chinese New Year 2010 :::

::: 只想爱你 :::

::: 感冒哦 :::

::: 找回自信的我 :::

::: 百分之百 :::

::: 理想情人:::

::: 度假村:::

::: 愛也可以很簡單 :::

::: 生理时钟 :::

::: Happy New Year :::

::: Break me, Shake me :::

::: 双鱼座的终极完美分析 :::

::: Wish List :::

::: 一個人也很好--跟自己戀愛 :::

::: Gotta Go My Own Way :::

::: Slow & Steady :::

::: Weekend :::

::: 4th of March :::

::: Pre Birthday Celebration :::

::: Pisces :::

::: 情人節:::

::: 元宵节 :::

::: OX For The Year of 2009 :::

::: Photo Gallery II :::

::: Photo Gallery Part I :::

::: Year 2009 :::

::: Xmas Present :::

::: 聖誕前夕 :::

::: Shopping Trip :::

::: Twiligh :::

:::冬至:::

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::: Update :::

Flu & Cough

::: Weekend is Coming :::

::: Monday :::

::: Personality Test :::

::: 说好的幸福呢? :::

::: 给我一首歌的时间 :::

::: 花海 :::

::: 等風再把妳帶回來 :::

::: Saturday Nigh Fever :::

::: Weekend :::

::: 谈恋爱 :::

::: Ocean Deep :::

::: Awesome Weekend :::

::: Wanted @ The Cathay :::

::: Dispatch :::

::: Another Day :::

::: Quotes :::

::: In Camp :::

::: Eve of Duty :::

::: Back To Blog :::

::: Pisces Horoscope :::

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::: Joint :::

對的時間遇到錯的人，請釋懷，相信下一次便是對的。
錯的時間遇到對的人，請等待，也許是對雙方的考驗。